What A Week! #48 - Ushu Mukelo

[00:00:06 - 00:00:07] Speaker: I'm right


[00:00:07 - 00:00:11] Speaker: beside a hearts open fire will never tire.


[00:00:11 - 00:00:14] Speaker: We gonna come flying?


[00:00:16 - 00:00:20] Speaker: I will fly. Oh.


[00:00:23 - 00:00:24] Speaker: Like, did the station tell you?


[00:00:24 - 00:00:26] Speaker: You can't talk about certain stuff.


[00:00:26 - 00:00:28] Speaker: It was her mostly.


[00:00:28 - 00:00:30] Speaker: Hoo hoo. Her fancy.


[00:00:30 - 00:00:34] Speaker: She would text me all the time
and tell me I was wrong. Oh.


[00:00:37 - 00:00:37] Speaker: So this is a.


[00:00:37 - 00:00:38] Speaker: Whole big thing telling me.


[00:00:38 - 00:00:41] Speaker: Hey, just tuning in and heard you say.


[00:00:41 - 00:00:43] Speaker: I said something about my her culinary.


[00:00:43 - 00:00:45] Speaker: So, I you're not allowed to criticize.


[00:00:45 - 00:00:48] Speaker: And she's pay pays the more like she said.


[00:00:48 - 00:00:50] Speaker: I said on the air. Wait, what did you say?


[00:00:50 - 00:00:56] Speaker: I said, I said the more consultants
she pays, the more kickbacks she gets.


[00:00:57 - 00:00:57] Speaker: I mean.


[00:00:57 - 00:01:00] Speaker: That said, I wasn't allowed to say that.


[00:01:00 - 00:01:02] Speaker: And because it's not a fact,


[00:01:03 - 00:01:07] Speaker: I. History and history has told us
differently, right?


[00:01:07 - 00:01:07] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:01:07 - 00:01:12] Speaker: And, and it was the way I said it wasn't
that I actually said she did take them.


[00:01:12 - 00:01:15] Speaker: I kind of said, you know.


[00:01:15 - 00:01:16] Speaker: That's usually how it works.


[00:01:16 - 00:01:17] Speaker: That's how it works.


[00:01:17 - 00:01:20] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:01:22 - 00:01:23] Speaker: Oh. Well, if you want to get this.


[00:01:23 - 00:01:26] Speaker: One, this is why be careful
discussing people's cancer treatment.


[00:01:26 - 00:01:29] Speaker: For some people,
chemo is an absolute necessary.


[00:01:29 - 00:01:31] Speaker: How do we know that?


[00:01:31 - 00:01:33] Speaker: Well, isn't for some people,
chemo is not an.


[00:01:33 - 00:01:36] Speaker: That's a. Necessity. Right. Exactly.


[00:01:36 - 00:01:39] Speaker: And then I had mentioned that
I didn't take talks often.


[00:01:39 - 00:01:40] Speaker: She said that often saves lives.


[00:01:40 - 00:01:43] Speaker: Does it prove that to me
it also causes blood clots?


[00:01:45 - 00:01:50] Speaker: Then she started talking about her
situation and how it ran in her family.


[00:01:50 - 00:01:52] Speaker: And all this other stuff. And why.


[00:01:52 - 00:01:54] Speaker: Does she get why does her story.


[00:01:54 - 00:01:56] Speaker: Trumps my. Story?


[00:01:57 - 00:01:59] Speaker: Except she doesn't like that Trump ward.


[00:01:59 - 00:02:00] Speaker: Why is that?


[00:02:00 - 00:02:02] Speaker: Why is that


[00:02:02 - 00:02:04] Speaker: what why is it that like,
do you wanna start?


[00:02:04 - 00:02:05] Speaker: Yeah. Okay.


[00:02:05 - 00:02:07] Speaker: We don't have to do like an intro
or anything.


[00:02:07 - 00:02:09] Speaker: We just start talking
because we just. Yeah, yeah.


[00:02:09 - 00:02:10] Speaker: And you can curse.


[00:02:10 - 00:02:11] Speaker: Okay. Yeah.


[00:02:11 - 00:02:14] Speaker: You look like there's no rules here.


[00:02:14 - 00:02:16] Speaker: Like,
I think. I think there should be no rules.


[00:02:16 - 00:02:19] Speaker: I think that you should be able to talk
about whatever you want with the audience.


[00:02:19 - 00:02:20] Speaker: Decide. Oh my God.


[00:02:20 - 00:02:23] Speaker: I see I spent three years
of rules of like, you can't say that, and.


[00:02:24 - 00:02:27] Speaker: You're not. Allowed to say,
oh, yeah, I did.


[00:02:27 - 00:02:30] Speaker: Three years of
being told that I was wrong.


[00:02:31 - 00:02:34] Speaker: And I know and I was told
by other people there that they would


[00:02:34 - 00:02:38] Speaker: get those types of text messages, too,
and they would ignore them.


[00:02:38 - 00:02:39] Speaker: But I always.


[00:02:39 - 00:02:42] Speaker: Felt like I couldn't ignore them. Yeah.


[00:02:42 - 00:02:44] Speaker: So you were you were basically


[00:02:45 - 00:02:48] Speaker: not censored, but censored.


[00:02:49 - 00:02:49] Speaker: Well, I.


[00:02:49 - 00:02:51] Speaker: Don't want to go like that far
where it was like censored.


[00:02:51 - 00:02:52] Speaker: But you think that but.


[00:02:52 - 00:02:56] Speaker: Well, well, remember I started full time


[00:02:56 - 00:02:59] Speaker: right around the Covid deal.


[00:02:59 - 00:03:00] Speaker: Oh. Did you.


[00:03:00 - 00:03:03] Speaker: And I was working part time
during the Covid deal too.


[00:03:03 - 00:03:06] Speaker: So I was filling in
and there were a lot of things I was told


[00:03:06 - 00:03:10] Speaker: I wasn't allowed to say
about the masks being ridiculous,


[00:03:10 - 00:03:13] Speaker: which we now know
the masks were ridiculous.


[00:03:13 - 00:03:16] Speaker: And fortunately,
people are still walking around


[00:03:16 - 00:03:19] Speaker: thinking that those masks
protect them from something.


[00:03:19 - 00:03:21] Speaker: Yeah,


[00:03:21 - 00:03:23] Speaker: We knew that since 1917.


[00:03:23 - 00:03:26] Speaker: Well, yeah, we know for a long time.


[00:03:26 - 00:03:27] Speaker: Yeah, yeah, yeah.


[00:03:27 - 00:03:32] Speaker: So there is, you know, the vaccine,
which was not proven and not tested.


[00:03:32 - 00:03:34] Speaker: Yeah. Oh, it was the best thing ever.


[00:03:34 - 00:03:36] Speaker: When I talk to people
every day now that have,


[00:03:37 - 00:03:41] Speaker: lost loved ones after the vaccine from


[00:03:42 - 00:03:44] Speaker: randomly, you know, when


[00:03:44 - 00:03:47] Speaker: no warning suddenly, suddenly.


[00:03:47 - 00:03:47] Speaker: Don't you.


[00:03:47 - 00:03:50] Speaker: Know they call that sudden
adult death syndrome?


[00:03:50 - 00:03:51] Speaker: They coined it.


[00:03:51 - 00:03:53] Speaker: Do you remember that? Okay, yeah.


[00:03:53 - 00:03:56] Speaker: So there was like, all these
all these people were dying within, like,


[00:03:58 - 00:03:59] Speaker: died suddenly.


[00:03:59 - 00:04:01] Speaker: That's why it's, they say died suddenly.


[00:04:01 - 00:04:03] Speaker: And then all of a sudden
they release this thing


[00:04:03 - 00:04:05] Speaker: called sudden adult death syndrome.


[00:04:05 - 00:04:07] Speaker: It's in like the DSM five now.


[00:04:07 - 00:04:10] Speaker: And I've talked to people who now
also have to live with some maladies


[00:04:10 - 00:04:15] Speaker: that they've gotten since that
they attribute back to taking that short.


[00:04:15 - 00:04:16] Speaker: Why are people.


[00:04:16 - 00:04:18] Speaker: That was like I was against it.


[00:04:18 - 00:04:21] Speaker: I was against everything from the start
because, like, I wasn't.


[00:04:22 - 00:04:22] Speaker: So let me okay.


[00:04:22 - 00:04:25] Speaker: So I'll give you like
I've told this story before, but anyways,


[00:04:25 - 00:04:27] Speaker: I spent the first two weeks
like terrified of Covid, blah blah blah.


[00:04:27 - 00:04:28] Speaker: And then all of a sudden I was like,


[00:04:28 - 00:04:31] Speaker: wait a second, something's going on
and I don't know what's going on.


[00:04:31 - 00:04:35] Speaker: And I was like, instead of,
you know what happened?


[00:04:35 - 00:04:36] Speaker: I watched the,


[00:04:37 - 00:04:37] Speaker: I was


[00:04:37 - 00:04:40] Speaker: thinking to myself, in this,
in this cocooned moment.


[00:04:40 - 00:04:43] Speaker: Yeah, you know, two weeks
just flatten the curve.


[00:04:43 - 00:04:44] Speaker: I was like, what?


[00:04:44 - 00:04:46] Speaker: Why don't


[00:04:46 - 00:04:48] Speaker: who do I hate and why do I hate them?


[00:04:48 - 00:04:51] Speaker: And number one on my list was Trump.


[00:04:51 - 00:04:54] Speaker: And I went
and watched the full Charlottesville.


[00:04:54 - 00:04:57] Speaker: Good people on both sides
press conference.


[00:04:57 - 00:05:01] Speaker: And 90s before
he said good people's on both sides.


[00:05:01 - 00:05:04] Speaker: He said I disavow the white supremacists


[00:05:04 - 00:05:07] Speaker: and then like 15 seconds after he said
good people on both sides, he


[00:05:07 - 00:05:09] Speaker: goes, I'm not talking about the neo-Nazis
or the white nationalists.


[00:05:09 - 00:05:11] Speaker: They should be condemned in every form.


[00:05:11 - 00:05:13] Speaker: And I was like, Holy shit.


[00:05:13 - 00:05:16] Speaker: They told me that for three years.


[00:05:16 - 00:05:19] Speaker: And that's when I was like,
what is going on?


[00:05:19 - 00:05:22] Speaker: And then I was like,
okay, I can't trust what they tell me.


[00:05:22 - 00:05:23] Speaker: So I was watching.


[00:05:23 - 00:05:26] Speaker: I was watching full press conferences
from Richard Levine.


[00:05:27 - 00:05:29] Speaker: I was watching full press conferences.


[00:05:29 - 00:05:32] Speaker: I've lost, I have no I have no respect for
for terrible people.


[00:05:32 - 00:05:34] Speaker: Like, if you want to be called whatever
you want to be called, that's fine.


[00:05:34 - 00:05:37] Speaker: But if you hurt people, I'm not, I'm not,
I'm not.


[00:05:38 - 00:05:39] Speaker: Yeah. I'm not giving you the courtesy.


[00:05:39 - 00:05:43] Speaker: But you know, I think and I think that he,
that he, she hurt people and that really


[00:05:43 - 00:05:44] Speaker: bothers me.


[00:05:46 - 00:05:49] Speaker: My thoughts
on this were I was always afraid


[00:05:49 - 00:05:52] Speaker: that there was going to be
some kind of plague that took us all out.


[00:05:52 - 00:05:55] Speaker: You know, everybody,
you know. Right? Yeah.


[00:05:56 - 00:05:59] Speaker: And then when they first
started talking about it, I was thinking.


[00:05:59 - 00:06:02] Speaker: But we were told about, you know,


[00:06:03 - 00:06:06] Speaker: what was the thing that mosquitoes spread
whole area.


[00:06:06 - 00:06:07] Speaker: On the West Nile.


[00:06:07 - 00:06:07] Speaker: Yeah, yeah.


[00:06:07 - 00:06:08] Speaker: West Nile virus.


[00:06:08 - 00:06:11] Speaker: Every single year it's
the end of the world with West Nile virus.


[00:06:12 - 00:06:14] Speaker: Don't have buckets outside of water,
right? Yeah, yeah.


[00:06:14 - 00:06:17] Speaker: And how many mosquito bites did
we all get?


[00:06:17 - 00:06:18] Speaker: You know what I mean? All the time.


[00:06:18 - 00:06:20] Speaker: I mean. Thousands in. Northeast PA.


[00:06:20 - 00:06:21] Speaker: Yeah, yeah.


[00:06:21 - 00:06:22] Speaker: You know,


[00:06:22 - 00:06:24] Speaker: but we were told about
all these other things


[00:06:24 - 00:06:27] Speaker: that could have possibly taken us out,
and they did it.


[00:06:27 - 00:06:28] Speaker: So how can this


[00:06:29 - 00:06:31] Speaker: be the one?


[00:06:31 - 00:06:31] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:06:31 - 00:06:32] Speaker: And it had nothing.


[00:06:32 - 00:06:36] Speaker: You know, when they say now,
like your anti-Trump account or or Trump


[00:06:36 - 00:06:39] Speaker: or Trump stir is a anti-vaxxer.


[00:06:39 - 00:06:42] Speaker: He's the one who did. The.


[00:06:42 - 00:06:45] Speaker: Warp speed. Warp speed operation. Warp
speed? Yeah.


[00:06:45 - 00:06:47] Speaker: So this doesn't make sense.


[00:06:47 - 00:06:50] Speaker: It has nothing to do with him. It's
my wisdom and knowledge.


[00:06:50 - 00:06:52] Speaker: God gave us an immune system. Sure.


[00:06:52 - 00:06:56] Speaker: And I wonder why we have
so many autoimmune disorders today.


[00:06:56 - 00:06:58] Speaker: I wonder to next.


[00:06:58 - 00:07:01] Speaker: Year I. Wonder, I wonder.


[00:07:01 - 00:07:03] Speaker: You know why?


[00:07:03 - 00:07:06] Speaker: Because people are taking flu vaccines
every time the flu comes around,


[00:07:07 - 00:07:09] Speaker: every time they're being scared of okay.


[00:07:09 - 00:07:11] Speaker: And the flu similar.
Do you know how they're going to get it?


[00:07:11 - 00:07:13] Speaker: Do you know how that works?
I didn't realize how that works.


[00:07:13 - 00:07:16] Speaker: Did you ever hear
something called negative efficacy.


[00:07:16 - 00:07:19] Speaker: So this is this is how a doctor
explain it to me.


[00:07:19 - 00:07:24] Speaker: He goes he goes Australia
and America have opposite flu seasons.


[00:07:25 - 00:07:27] Speaker: So whatever happens in Australia
we kind of guess what


[00:07:27 - 00:07:29] Speaker: the strains are for America. Right.


[00:07:29 - 00:07:31] Speaker: So there's like seven flu strains.


[00:07:31 - 00:07:34] Speaker: He goes, so what we do is we'll do
like a bivalent or a trivalent vaccine,


[00:07:34 - 00:07:37] Speaker: which is like two strains
or three strains or quadrivalent,


[00:07:37 - 00:07:42] Speaker: which is four strains in one vaccine
that was never tested together.


[00:07:42 - 00:07:45] Speaker: He goes, but what happens is,
is that your immune response


[00:07:45 - 00:07:49] Speaker: to those four, it lowers the chances
of you getting those four strains.


[00:07:50 - 00:07:52] Speaker: But because it's looking
for those four strains, it's


[00:07:52 - 00:07:55] Speaker: ignoring the other strains
that you could be susceptible to.


[00:07:55 - 00:07:57] Speaker: So that's a negative efficacy.


[00:07:57 - 00:08:00] Speaker: So it'll it'll it'll decrease your chances
of getting the four by like 20%.


[00:08:00 - 00:08:03] Speaker: But it'll increase your chances
by getting the other ones by like 45%.


[00:08:04 - 00:08:07] Speaker: That's why when people are like, I got
my flu shot and I've never been sicker,


[00:08:08 - 00:08:09] Speaker: you know what I mean?


[00:08:09 - 00:08:13] Speaker: Like my mom, my mom hasn't
taken a shot in 30 years because she was


[00:08:13 - 00:08:16] Speaker: she got a flu shot
and was sick for six months.


[00:08:16 - 00:08:17] Speaker: Couldn't escape it.


[00:08:17 - 00:08:19] Speaker: Now, I have never gotten the flu shot.


[00:08:19 - 00:08:20] Speaker: I remember I.


[00:08:20 - 00:08:22] Speaker: I've never gotten a flu shot.
I had the flu


[00:08:22 - 00:08:25] Speaker: the last time I remember having it so bad,
like a terrible, terrible,


[00:08:27 - 00:08:28] Speaker: strain of the flu was.


[00:08:28 - 00:08:31] Speaker: 2006, maybe.


[00:08:31 - 00:08:32] Speaker: Yeah, yeah.


[00:08:32 - 00:08:33] Speaker: How do you say. I don't even know.


[00:08:33 - 00:08:37] Speaker: And since we're into 2025 now
and I don't know how.


[00:08:37 - 00:08:38] Speaker: Nobody knows.


[00:08:38 - 00:08:40] Speaker: I don't even know what year it is.


[00:08:40 - 00:08:41] Speaker: Right.


[00:08:41 - 00:08:44] Speaker: So, at any rate,
I was so sick I could barely.


[00:08:44 - 00:08:46] Speaker: My kids were small.
I couldn't even get off my couch.


[00:08:46 - 00:08:48] Speaker: My husband had to take a week off.


[00:08:48 - 00:08:50] Speaker: Work like I think.


[00:08:50 - 00:08:54] Speaker: I was sick for nine days straight was bad,
but I haven't had the flu since.


[00:08:55 - 00:08:56] Speaker: I mean,


[00:08:56 - 00:09:00] Speaker: it's kind of like
it when I saw the Brady Bunch episode.


[00:09:00 - 00:09:03] Speaker: With the measles, I'm like, what?
What are we doing?


[00:09:03 - 00:09:06] Speaker: You know, and I wonder because people are,
oh, if you don't get the vaccine,


[00:09:06 - 00:09:11] Speaker: every there's always going to be something
sure, it's not the measles.


[00:09:11 - 00:09:13] Speaker: What if it's cancer?


[00:09:13 - 00:09:15] Speaker: Now, as I told you,
they were experimenting.


[00:09:15 - 00:09:17] Speaker: With a live polio.


[00:09:17 - 00:09:20] Speaker: Virus to treat brain cancer.


[00:09:20 - 00:09:22] Speaker: What would that tell you?


[00:09:22 - 00:09:24] Speaker: I have no idea what it seems.


[00:09:24 - 00:09:24] Speaker: This is an experiment.


[00:09:24 - 00:09:28] Speaker: Again, God gives you wisdom, knowledge
and discernment


[00:09:28 - 00:09:31] Speaker: to figure things out
even without your doctor.


[00:09:32 - 00:09:35] Speaker: After your name.


[00:09:35 - 00:09:35] Speaker: How did you just.


[00:09:35 - 00:09:37] Speaker: Explain the flu vaccine to me?


[00:09:37 - 00:09:39] Speaker: They used the live flu virus.


[00:09:39 - 00:09:41] Speaker: Yeah, it's a live attenuated virus. Yeah.


[00:09:41 - 00:09:43] Speaker: So the polio vaccine.


[00:09:43 - 00:09:46] Speaker: Originally
at least was the live polio vaccine.


[00:09:47 - 00:09:50] Speaker: So if you're going to experiment
with a live


[00:09:50 - 00:09:54] Speaker: polio virus to treat a brain cancer,


[00:09:55 - 00:09:57] Speaker: maybe it's not brain cancer.


[00:09:57 - 00:09:58] Speaker: Maybe it's a new form of.


[00:09:58 - 00:10:01] Speaker: Polio because others.


[00:10:01 - 00:10:02] Speaker: Maybe. Maybe.


[00:10:02 - 00:10:06] Speaker: I'm just saying did we exchange.


[00:10:07 - 00:10:07] Speaker: I think.


[00:10:07 - 00:10:11] Speaker: Some cancers for like the means. Okay.


[00:10:11 - 00:10:12] Speaker: We don't see measles anymore.


[00:10:12 - 00:10:13] Speaker: I heard I heard somebody say one day,


[00:10:13 - 00:10:16] Speaker: if there's a name for the illness,
it's manmade.


[00:10:16 - 00:10:17] Speaker: And I'm.


[00:10:17 - 00:10:19] Speaker: And I was like, well, wait,
what does that mean?


[00:10:19 - 00:10:20] Speaker: And then you go, look, don't me, help me.


[00:10:20 - 00:10:23] Speaker: Thank God I got the water. Okay.


[00:10:24 - 00:10:27] Speaker: And what I've what
I've started to realize.


[00:10:27 - 00:10:28] Speaker: Is there a camera in here? Yeah.


[00:10:28 - 00:10:29] Speaker: Because I'm like, that's okay.


[00:10:29 - 00:10:32] Speaker: When I'm talking, it's on me.


[00:10:32 - 00:10:35] Speaker: What I started to realize was, it's like,
okay, there's


[00:10:35 - 00:10:40] Speaker: nobody who's going to advocate for you
more than you and doctors.


[00:10:40 - 00:10:42] Speaker: And this was the thing


[00:10:42 - 00:10:43] Speaker: that really fascinated me,
because there was people


[00:10:43 - 00:10:46] Speaker: like during Covid that like,
I really respected and trusted,


[00:10:47 - 00:10:50] Speaker: and I would tell them things
that they had no idea about.


[00:10:51 - 00:10:53] Speaker: And that really confused me.


[00:10:53 - 00:10:54] Speaker: I had a buddy, right?


[00:10:54 - 00:10:55] Speaker: He's a financial planner,


[00:10:55 - 00:10:58] Speaker: and he wanted to come on the podcast
like two years ago because he's like,


[00:10:58 - 00:11:01] Speaker: I think you're a conspiracy theorist
and we need to talk about stuff.


[00:11:01 - 00:11:03] Speaker: And I was like, okay, so he comes on,
we do like this.


[00:11:03 - 00:11:06] Speaker: Three he has a letter over there
from like the globalists.


[00:11:07 - 00:11:10] Speaker: He wrote like a letter that like
we were watching what you're doing.


[00:11:10 - 00:11:12] Speaker: Like it was it was in good humor.


[00:11:12 - 00:11:16] Speaker: And we had like this 3.5 hour conversation
with me and me and my buddy Dan.


[00:11:16 - 00:11:19] Speaker: And I said, I said,
I said, here's the thing,


[00:11:20 - 00:11:25] Speaker: because I was right about everything
and I don't I don't want to be.


[00:11:25 - 00:11:27] Speaker: I didn't want to be.


[00:11:27 - 00:11:29] Speaker: I'm like, but how do I figure it out?


[00:11:29 - 00:11:31] Speaker: I'm stupid.


[00:11:31 - 00:11:31] Speaker: I don't have a degree.


[00:11:31 - 00:11:33] Speaker: That's what I. Wonder sometimes too.


[00:11:33 - 00:11:35] Speaker: Like, how do we figure things out
without a degree?


[00:11:35 - 00:11:38] Speaker: That sometimes doctors would talk to me
and I'm like,


[00:11:38 - 00:11:39] Speaker: how does that make sense to you?


[00:11:39 - 00:11:42] Speaker: Because I know you're
trying to talk up here


[00:11:42 - 00:11:45] Speaker: with percentages and statistics
and maybe the.


[00:11:45 - 00:11:47] Speaker: But what you're saying
just doesn't make sense. Yeah.


[00:11:47 - 00:11:49] Speaker: So what
I forgot, I realized was it's like.


[00:11:50 - 00:11:53] Speaker: It's a it's a house of cards, right?


[00:11:53 - 00:11:56] Speaker: If you can fight,
if you can poke a hole in one thing


[00:11:56 - 00:12:00] Speaker: where people can't explain it, I think
the whole thing needs to be thrown out.


[00:12:00 - 00:12:00] Speaker: Right?


[00:12:00 - 00:12:03] Speaker: So it's like, you know, you and I,


[00:12:03 - 00:12:05] Speaker: you know,
have have been trying to have a sit down


[00:12:05 - 00:12:07] Speaker: for since you were on the,
since you're on the air.


[00:12:07 - 00:12:07] Speaker: Right.


[00:12:07 - 00:12:11] Speaker: And it's really nice now that like,
you don't have to worry about.


[00:12:11 - 00:12:15] Speaker: I don't ever want to worry about what
people don't like my opinion on something.


[00:12:15 - 00:12:20] Speaker: I sometimes I hesitate, put the stuff up
on Facebook because I don't want.


[00:12:23 - 00:12:25] Speaker: The friction.


[00:12:25 - 00:12:26] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:12:26 - 00:12:28] Speaker: I don't know if you've seen my Facebook
lately, but,


[00:12:28 - 00:12:31] Speaker: you know, well,
the whole Tylenol thing was ridiculous.


[00:12:31 - 00:12:32] Speaker: Like, let's just talk.


[00:12:32 - 00:12:33] Speaker: I couldn't help it.


[00:12:33 - 00:12:34] Speaker: Yeah, I approach that one too.


[00:12:34 - 00:12:37] Speaker: And all I did was posted
John Hopkins study


[00:12:37 - 00:12:40] Speaker: and then you get the other side
coming out and like, well,


[00:12:40 - 00:12:43] Speaker: just because it said this doesn't mean
that, well, there's a correlation.


[00:12:43 - 00:12:45] Speaker: So it's something
that you might want to be aware of.


[00:12:45 - 00:12:46] Speaker: Yeah. Okay.


[00:12:46 - 00:12:48] Speaker: How does that send you.


[00:12:48 - 00:12:52] Speaker: You're trying to save your family.


[00:12:52 - 00:12:53] Speaker: Sure.


[00:12:53 - 00:12:56] Speaker: Issues and and a long road ahead of you.


[00:12:56 - 00:13:01] Speaker: Why does it offend you so much
that this could be a possible cause?


[00:13:01 - 00:13:05] Speaker: Is it because you didn't know
and willingly


[00:13:05 - 00:13:08] Speaker: ingested something into your body?


[00:13:08 - 00:13:09] Speaker: Is it because.


[00:13:09 - 00:13:12] Speaker: You want it to be a.


[00:13:12 - 00:13:15] Speaker: Problem
that you have no control over at all,


[00:13:15 - 00:13:17] Speaker: so somebody else can take care of it?


[00:13:17 - 00:13:19] Speaker: Because that's really what we do
when we have problems with our sick,


[00:13:19 - 00:13:23] Speaker: with our health, we don't trust ourselves
because we don't have the PhD.


[00:13:24 - 00:13:27] Speaker: So we take our health


[00:13:27 - 00:13:30] Speaker: and we hear that to some man
we never met before in our lives.


[00:13:31 - 00:13:33] Speaker: Right? Oh, I trust this person.


[00:13:33 - 00:13:34] Speaker: You have no idea if they're if they're.


[00:13:34 - 00:13:36] Speaker: Snorting coke on a Friday night,
you have no.


[00:13:36 - 00:13:38] Speaker: Idea like what they're. Doing. You want.


[00:13:38 - 00:13:40] Speaker: And it's something
that totally breaks my heart.


[00:13:42 - 00:13:43] Speaker: And at the risk of my


[00:13:43 - 00:13:47] Speaker: sister seeing this,
I'm going to say it out loud, okay?


[00:13:47 - 00:13:49] Speaker: Okay. Because I shouldn't have to worry
about offending my sister.


[00:13:49 - 00:13:49] Speaker: I lost my.


[00:13:49 - 00:13:51] Speaker: Niece last year,


[00:13:51 - 00:13:53] Speaker: in May of a year ago.


[00:13:53 - 00:13:56] Speaker: This past year, we were talking about it
when I was hanging out with you.


[00:13:56 - 00:13:59] Speaker: She had colorectal cancer spread to her
liver and lungs upon diagnosis.


[00:14:00 - 00:14:01] Speaker: First of all, we'll never know why
she had that.


[00:14:01 - 00:14:03] Speaker: She did not take the Covid vaccine,
but she did.


[00:14:03 - 00:14:06] Speaker: Take the HPV vaccine.
She was 28 years old.


[00:14:06 - 00:14:07] Speaker: We did a whole podcast.


[00:14:07 - 00:14:08] Speaker: On HPV vaccine. Yeah,


[00:14:08 - 00:14:12] Speaker: the only saves are from like five strains
and there's 250 some strains of it.


[00:14:12 - 00:14:15] Speaker: And we now just have to see,


[00:14:15 - 00:14:17] Speaker: billboards that say.


[00:14:17 - 00:14:19] Speaker: It. Saves lives or whatever.


[00:14:19 - 00:14:21] Speaker: It's I have a family member


[00:14:21 - 00:14:25] Speaker: who's absolutely convinced that the HPV
vaccine gave three autoimmune illnesses,


[00:14:26 - 00:14:28] Speaker: absolutely
convinced they were healthy as a horse.


[00:14:28 - 00:14:31] Speaker: And then two weeks after their HPV
vaccine, they got real sick.


[00:14:31 - 00:14:35] Speaker: Sent I don't know, it's China traced back
to when my niece actually got sick.


[00:14:35 - 00:14:37] Speaker: Might be a little difficult.


[00:14:37 - 00:14:39] Speaker: It did turn out in the end
to be an aggressive cancer.


[00:14:39 - 00:14:42] Speaker: But it did it
start start being an aggressive cancer.


[00:14:42 - 00:14:44] Speaker: I also. Think that.


[00:14:44 - 00:14:47] Speaker: They're too quick in 2025 now


[00:14:47 - 00:14:51] Speaker: to just die or prescribe.


[00:14:52 - 00:14:56] Speaker: And maybe you can buy it over the counter
now birth control birth control


[00:14:57 - 00:14:59] Speaker: is not for everyone. No. Okay.


[00:14:59 - 00:15:01] Speaker: Well some people
it should be double dosed.


[00:15:01 - 00:15:04] Speaker: But I telling.


[00:15:04 - 00:15:07] Speaker: But but it's why they take you off the.


[00:15:10 - 00:15:12] Speaker: It's not healthy


[00:15:12 - 00:15:15] Speaker: to take that into your body.


[00:15:15 - 00:15:16] Speaker: It could cause blood clots.


[00:15:16 - 00:15:20] Speaker: There's a lot of things
that the birth control pill can cause.


[00:15:20 - 00:15:23] Speaker: And you wonder if there's like an uptick
in cervical cancers and all those


[00:15:24 - 00:15:26] Speaker: types of cancers as well. Yes.


[00:15:26 - 00:15:29] Speaker: Could it be
because so many people has been on


[00:15:29 - 00:15:33] Speaker: birth control,
some longer than they should be? Yes.


[00:15:33 - 00:15:36] Speaker: The whole thing I always thought
when they had the Depo-Provera shot,


[00:15:36 - 00:15:39] Speaker: if your body is supposed to naturally
be doing something,


[00:15:40 - 00:15:44] Speaker: it cannot be good for your body
to stop it from doing.


[00:15:44 - 00:15:45] Speaker: That is disgusting.


[00:15:45 - 00:15:48] Speaker: Oh, it's so disgusting
that women get their period.


[00:15:48 - 00:15:50] Speaker: It's natural. It's supposed to happen.


[00:15:50 - 00:15:52] Speaker: It happens for a reason. Yes.


[00:15:52 - 00:15:55] Speaker: If you look at the results are too good
to have the period of bleed.


[00:15:55 - 00:15:55] Speaker: If you look at.


[00:15:55 - 00:15:58] Speaker: The world and like this beautiful thing
because I think the world is beautiful.


[00:16:00 - 00:16:01] Speaker: It's totally not


[00:16:01 - 00:16:04] Speaker: like my wife is pretty cranky
for a week, but, like, you know what?


[00:16:04 - 00:16:05] Speaker: You know what you know?


[00:16:05 - 00:16:08] Speaker: You know what the end result of
that is a baby.


[00:16:08 - 00:16:09] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:16:09 - 00:16:11] Speaker: Like, every time, like,
we can't wait to have kids.


[00:16:11 - 00:16:12] Speaker: But, like,


[00:16:12 - 00:16:16] Speaker: every time I talk to somebody who's,
like, a good person and not a psycho,


[00:16:16 - 00:16:17] Speaker: they're like kids.


[00:16:17 - 00:16:20] Speaker: You have no idea how much like it changes
everything.


[00:16:20 - 00:16:23] Speaker: And then, like, in a good way.
Not in a bad way.


[00:16:23 - 00:16:24] Speaker: Yeah. Your life, you.


[00:16:24 - 00:16:27] Speaker: Have to, you know, change your schedule
a little bit, but. Like.


[00:16:27 - 00:16:29] Speaker: It brings you so much joy.


[00:16:29 - 00:16:31] Speaker: We're going to have to talk about that.
In a little. Okay.


[00:16:31 - 00:16:32] Speaker: It does.


[00:16:32 - 00:16:35] Speaker: And it's it's
so like I was never having kids at 28


[00:16:35 - 00:16:37] Speaker: if I said I didn't have kids by 27,
I was never having kids.


[00:16:37 - 00:16:40] Speaker: Now I have two. I wanted 32 one and 34.


[00:16:40 - 00:16:44] Speaker: But I was saying my my niece had
passed away and my enemy interrupted.


[00:16:44 - 00:16:44] Speaker: I'm sorry.


[00:16:44 - 00:16:47] Speaker: But my sister kept saying the doctor.


[00:16:47 - 00:16:48] Speaker: Really cared about her.


[00:16:49 - 00:16:51] Speaker: He really he seemed to care about her.


[00:16:51 - 00:16:53] Speaker: Like he didn't help her.


[00:16:53 - 00:16:56] Speaker: She went to Un-pc,


[00:16:56 - 00:16:58] Speaker: in liver failure


[00:16:58 - 00:17:01] Speaker: because she was going to Geisinger.


[00:17:02 - 00:17:03] Speaker: Geisinger kept telling.


[00:17:03 - 00:17:06] Speaker: Her that she had IBS.


[00:17:06 - 00:17:07] Speaker: It was kind of in her head.


[00:17:07 - 00:17:10] Speaker: It was a anxiety problem.


[00:17:10 - 00:17:12] Speaker: And she said, no, no,
there's something else.


[00:17:12 - 00:17:14] Speaker: They didn't


[00:17:14 - 00:17:17] Speaker: give her.


[00:17:17 - 00:17:18] Speaker: I call Skippy.


[00:17:18 - 00:17:21] Speaker: They should have the the pa.


[00:17:21 - 00:17:24] Speaker: Pa pa that she was supposed to see,


[00:17:24 - 00:17:26] Speaker: or what she was saying
because she never seen the doctor.


[00:17:26 - 00:17:27] Speaker: You know where I'm. At that
you can never see.


[00:17:27 - 00:17:29] Speaker: The doctor can only see the pa.


[00:17:29 - 00:17:31] Speaker: The PA


[00:17:31 - 00:17:34] Speaker: said to her,


[00:17:34 - 00:17:37] Speaker: well, I'm just going to have to get you
a colonoscopy, like in.


[00:17:37 - 00:17:39] Speaker: A threatening sort of way,
but never scheduled.


[00:17:39 - 00:17:40] Speaker: One. Okay.


[00:17:40 - 00:17:41] Speaker: All right.


[00:17:41 - 00:17:43] Speaker: She moved down to Mechanicsburg,


[00:17:43 - 00:17:47] Speaker: ends up at umpc in the emergency room
because her legs.


[00:17:47 - 00:17:50] Speaker: Now, this kid was toothpick
thin, tiny little thing.


[00:17:50 - 00:17:52] Speaker: All right, just four foot eight.


[00:17:52 - 00:17:55] Speaker: Tiny. Cute, And beautiful girl.


[00:17:55 - 00:17:56] Speaker: Yeah. All right.


[00:17:57 - 00:17:58] Speaker: But her legs are swollen.


[00:17:58 - 00:17:58] Speaker: Her boyfriend.


[00:17:58 - 00:18:01] Speaker: Now, now, mind you,
this is a girl whose other.


[00:18:01 - 00:18:04] Speaker: She had a boyfriend
five years ago, died of brain cancer.


[00:18:04 - 00:18:05] Speaker: Oh, my gosh.


[00:18:05 - 00:18:10] Speaker: So here she is now, settling into a new
boyfriend, and we don't know, and I don't.


[00:18:10 - 00:18:13] Speaker: We'll never. Know, but. But for God.


[00:18:13 - 00:18:15] Speaker: You know, and I think God is good
no matter what.


[00:18:15 - 00:18:17] Speaker: Yeah, yeah, God is good.


[00:18:17 - 00:18:19] Speaker: We don't belong on this planet.


[00:18:19 - 00:18:20] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:18:20 - 00:18:21] Speaker: It doesn't make sense.


[00:18:21 - 00:18:24] Speaker: There's something more after this
and this.


[00:18:24 - 00:18:29] Speaker: These are the things that really make me
believe, She,


[00:18:30 - 00:18:31] Speaker: Swarm legs.


[00:18:31 - 00:18:34] Speaker: Yeah. Swollen legs. And she.


[00:18:34 - 00:18:37] Speaker: That was my song.


[00:18:38 - 00:18:38] Speaker: Okay.


[00:18:38 - 00:18:41] Speaker: Sorry. It's okay.
Do you want to answer that?


[00:18:41 - 00:18:43] Speaker: Hold on. Let's answer the podcast.


[00:18:43 - 00:18:45] Speaker: Yes, honey, I got your text message.


[00:18:46 - 00:18:47] Speaker: Okay?


[00:18:47 - 00:18:49] Speaker: I was in the middle doing a podcast.


[00:18:49 - 00:18:52] Speaker: I'll call you back. All right.


[00:18:52 - 00:18:54] Speaker: Now? Yeah, I'm going there to order.


[00:18:54 - 00:18:55] Speaker: Okay. He's so hungry.


[00:18:55 - 00:18:57] Speaker: I know he's. Hungry. Starving.


[00:18:57 - 00:18:58] Speaker: In the podcast.


[00:18:58 - 00:19:01] Speaker: I'm doing a podcast. Honey, I love you.


[00:19:01 - 00:19:01] Speaker: Oh, my.


[00:19:01 - 00:19:03] Speaker: Gosh, I'll tell you later.


[00:19:03 - 00:19:06] Speaker: I love you, honey.


[00:19:06 - 00:19:07] Speaker: Taking over.


[00:19:07 - 00:19:09] Speaker: He he really should. Be on the radio.


[00:19:09 - 00:19:11] Speaker: You think he's funny?


[00:19:11 - 00:19:13] Speaker: He's funny.
Kid. My 21 year old. Well, we have to.


[00:19:13 - 00:19:14] Speaker: We have to first.


[00:19:14 - 00:19:17] Speaker: We have to teach him podcast etiquette. I.


[00:19:18 - 00:19:19] Speaker: Yes we do.


[00:19:19 - 00:19:22] Speaker: Okay,
let me just turn my phone down. Okay.


[00:19:22 - 00:19:24] Speaker: That way.


[00:19:24 - 00:19:25] Speaker: I still have a.


[00:19:25 - 00:19:26] Speaker: Daughter that could be calling me.


[00:19:26 - 00:19:29] Speaker: Well, if any emergencies,
just keep an eye out for any emergencies.


[00:19:29 - 00:19:31] Speaker: I know, I never know.


[00:19:31 - 00:19:33] Speaker: Okay, now you're making me.
Want to turn it back up because it's a.


[00:19:33 - 00:19:36] Speaker: Little is the littlest. Volume
you'll be able to hear.


[00:19:37 - 00:19:39] Speaker: So anyway, so what?


[00:19:39 - 00:19:40] Speaker: You said she's in Mechanicsburg.


[00:19:40 - 00:19:41] Speaker: She goes to Umpc.


[00:19:41 - 00:19:44] Speaker: Umpc pretty much told them that they were
just going to do palliative care.


[00:19:44 - 00:19:46] Speaker: That's the end of life.


[00:19:46 - 00:19:49] Speaker: Yeah, we're going to give her
chemo and radiation,


[00:19:49 - 00:19:50] Speaker: but it was pretty much palliative.


[00:19:50 - 00:19:53] Speaker: There was nothing they could do
for upon diagnosis.


[00:19:54 - 00:19:57] Speaker: In the meantime, they had another doctor
that somebody knew that got them in


[00:19:57 - 00:20:02] Speaker: touch with that did immunotherapy,
who started watching her.


[00:20:02 - 00:20:04] Speaker: But she wasn't eligible for me
in a therapy.


[00:20:04 - 00:20:06] Speaker: All right. Why.


[00:20:06 - 00:20:09] Speaker: But this doctor saw that they were going
to put a colostomy bag on her,


[00:20:10 - 00:20:13] Speaker: and said no, stop,
because that would probably end


[00:20:13 - 00:20:16] Speaker: her life sooner if you went in
and did that invasive surgery.


[00:20:16 - 00:20:18] Speaker: He wanted to take over.


[00:20:20 - 00:20:20] Speaker: In my


[00:20:20 - 00:20:24] Speaker: eyes, he did the palliative care
that they were going to do without.


[00:20:24 - 00:20:27] Speaker: The colostomy bag.


[00:20:27 - 00:20:28] Speaker: Did she have a better quality life?


[00:20:28 - 00:20:31] Speaker: Do we get a couple more months, maybe.


[00:20:32 - 00:20:33] Speaker: But what else.


[00:20:33 - 00:20:36] Speaker: Did you do to help her?


[00:20:36 - 00:20:40] Speaker: Because we I did have her talking
to somebody about eating properly.


[00:20:40 - 00:20:42] Speaker: Like we're doing. There's a dinner.


[00:20:42 - 00:20:46] Speaker: I did a doctor's night for myself, and I'm
still here nine years later, right?


[00:20:46 - 00:20:49] Speaker: When I was diagnosed and pretty much told
I was going to die.


[00:20:49 - 00:20:52] Speaker: So I am still here.


[00:20:52 - 00:20:53] Speaker: All right.


[00:20:53 - 00:20:55] Speaker: I had to talk to the same person,
Donald Labar Donald Globacom.


[00:20:55 - 00:20:56] Speaker: Look her up.


[00:20:56 - 00:20:57] Speaker: Love her.


[00:20:57 - 00:21:00] Speaker: Okay.


[00:21:01 - 00:21:03] Speaker: She was talking to Donna.


[00:21:03 - 00:21:06] Speaker: I had her doing hyperbaric
oxygen treatments.


[00:21:06 - 00:21:08] Speaker: Okay. Yeah.


[00:21:08 - 00:21:09] Speaker: And this was.


[00:21:09 - 00:21:11] Speaker: So she was diagnosed
right before father's Day.


[00:21:13 - 00:21:13] Speaker: I don't even know.


[00:21:13 - 00:21:16] Speaker: Here it is again. So it's. 2025.
So she died.


[00:21:16 - 00:21:19] Speaker: She died in 2024. It was 2023.


[00:21:19 - 00:21:22] Speaker: She was diagnosed
right before Father's Day.


[00:21:23 - 00:21:26] Speaker: So of course,
we're jumping into mushrooms.


[00:21:26 - 00:21:28] Speaker: The the mushroom. Yeah.


[00:21:28 - 00:21:30] Speaker: Like reishi and. Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
All those.


[00:21:30 - 00:21:31] Speaker: Lion's mane, like.


[00:21:31 - 00:21:33] Speaker: All the lion's mane. Yeah.


[00:21:33 - 00:21:36] Speaker: I know people that make the tinctures,
you know, butter, butter.


[00:21:36 - 00:21:39] Speaker: Those got her apricot seeds and stuff.


[00:21:39 - 00:21:41] Speaker: That is. Proof.
I take three uppercut seeds a day.


[00:21:41 - 00:21:44] Speaker: We all should probably be doing that.
And I do iodine.


[00:21:44 - 00:21:45] Speaker: Why do a bunch of shit? But yeah.


[00:21:45 - 00:21:47] Speaker: No, I seriously like.


[00:21:47 - 00:21:49] Speaker: Yeah, yeah, we were talking about man.


[00:21:49 - 00:21:50] Speaker: We'll talk about that later.


[00:21:50 - 00:21:52] Speaker: So it. Anyway,
and she was looking healthier.


[00:21:52 - 00:21:55] Speaker: Color came back. She was looking good.


[00:21:55 - 00:21:57] Speaker: But the doctors. Never reinforce that.


[00:21:58 - 00:22:01] Speaker: And here you want to get you know,
we live in an instant society.


[00:22:01 - 00:22:01] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:22:01 - 00:22:03] Speaker: So she kind of was like,
I'm miss my Starbucks.


[00:22:03 - 00:22:06] Speaker: Coffee or I, you know,
I want my life. Processed sugar.


[00:22:06 - 00:22:07] Speaker: And yeah.


[00:22:07 - 00:22:08] Speaker: So she started


[00:22:08 - 00:22:11] Speaker: kind of doing that all that stuff
even though you tried to talk about it.


[00:22:11 - 00:22:13] Speaker: And there's sold off to the world.


[00:22:13 - 00:22:15] Speaker: There's sold off to this world.


[00:22:15 - 00:22:18] Speaker: So she kind of gave up on it.


[00:22:18 - 00:22:19] Speaker: Doing all that stuff.


[00:22:19 - 00:22:22] Speaker: Because it wasn't being reinforced.


[00:22:22 - 00:22:26] Speaker: There's certain things
like she was eligible to do,


[00:22:27 - 00:22:29] Speaker: it's some kind of new liver treatment
that they were going to do.


[00:22:29 - 00:22:32] Speaker: Now, her mind you,
she was liver failure in the colon.


[00:22:32 - 00:22:34] Speaker: They said colorectal cancer
spread to her liver and lots.


[00:22:37 - 00:22:38] Speaker: Heal the liver,


[00:22:38 - 00:22:40] Speaker: heal the rest of the body.


[00:22:40 - 00:22:41] Speaker: Yeah. We've all heard that. Yeah.


[00:22:41 - 00:22:45] Speaker: They wouldn't treat the liver
because it was colorectal cancer.


[00:22:45 - 00:22:48] Speaker: So they had to treat the colorectal cancer
first.


[00:22:49 - 00:22:52] Speaker: Now again not a doctor but


[00:22:52 - 00:22:54] Speaker: why wouldn't you even try to treat liver.


[00:22:54 - 00:22:57] Speaker: Because that was the reachable.
One that you could actually.


[00:22:57 - 00:23:00] Speaker: Do something about and then work
the rest of the way and do these cancer


[00:23:00 - 00:23:05] Speaker: cells really say, oh,
I belong to the colon, I can't hear. You.


[00:23:05 - 00:23:06] Speaker: That's what they say.


[00:23:06 - 00:23:09] Speaker: This doesn't it doesn't make sense to me.


[00:23:09 - 00:23:12] Speaker: You know, a week before.


[00:23:13 - 00:23:14] Speaker: The week she passed.


[00:23:14 - 00:23:16] Speaker: Away, the week she passed away.


[00:23:16 - 00:23:20] Speaker: They told her she was eligible
for this new experimental treatment.


[00:23:22 - 00:23:24] Speaker: Treating the liver first.


[00:23:24 - 00:23:26] Speaker: For. Your Nikki.


[00:23:26 - 00:23:27] Speaker: And by the time they were going to do a.


[00:23:27 - 00:23:30] Speaker: She was too weak at this point
for them to travel,


[00:23:31 - 00:23:34] Speaker: not knowing if she could actually do it,
like without doing the plan.


[00:23:34 - 00:23:35] Speaker: Her immune systems crashed.


[00:23:35 - 00:23:40] Speaker: So three days before, I think it was the.


[00:23:42 - 00:23:43] Speaker: Teleconference they were


[00:23:43 - 00:23:46] Speaker: going to do, she passed away.


[00:23:46 - 00:23:49] Speaker: So they didn't even tell her
about these other options


[00:23:49 - 00:23:52] Speaker: that were out there
until right before she died.


[00:23:52 - 00:23:55] Speaker: And she died a week before Mother's Day.


[00:23:55 - 00:23:57] Speaker: I'm going to tell you, I'm
going to tell you a crazy cancer story.


[00:23:57 - 00:24:00] Speaker: So my mom had.


[00:24:03 - 00:24:05] Speaker: Two two of her brothers.


[00:24:05 - 00:24:08] Speaker: Diagnosed, three of her brothers
diagnosed with cancer in the same month.


[00:24:08 - 00:24:10] Speaker: And they live in separate
parts of the country.


[00:24:10 - 00:24:13] Speaker: One was in Minnesota,
one was in Red line, Pennsylvania.


[00:24:13 - 00:24:16] Speaker: Then it was in Santa Fe,
New Mexico, right.


[00:24:17 - 00:24:19] Speaker: So let me, let me let me back that up.


[00:24:19 - 00:24:23] Speaker: About nine months before that, my dad,
one of his best friends,


[00:24:23 - 00:24:25] Speaker: was diagnosed with cancer. Right.


[00:24:25 - 00:24:28] Speaker: And this is like 2021.


[00:24:28 - 00:24:30] Speaker: And I'm starting to go down
rabbit holes of all this stuff.


[00:24:30 - 00:24:31] Speaker: You've ever heard of Joe Tip-ins


[00:24:32 - 00:24:32] Speaker: okay, so


[00:24:32 - 00:24:36] Speaker: Joe Tip-ins so Joe Tip-ins
is this guy who I saw


[00:24:36 - 00:24:40] Speaker: like a 62nd video of him
talking right to the camera,


[00:24:40 - 00:24:44] Speaker: saying that like he was
he was diagnosed with stage


[00:24:44 - 00:24:47] Speaker: four metastasized cancer
all over his body.


[00:24:47 - 00:24:50] Speaker: And they gave him
less than a 1% chance of living.


[00:24:50 - 00:24:52] Speaker: And he found out about this doctor
at Merck


[00:24:52 - 00:24:55] Speaker: Animal Labs who was,


[00:24:56 - 00:24:58] Speaker: she was working with cancer mice


[00:24:58 - 00:25:01] Speaker: and the cancer mice came down
with intestinal parasites.


[00:25:01 - 00:25:03] Speaker: And he goes, she does what? Every normal.


[00:25:03 - 00:25:05] Speaker: It's in the zoos, it's in everywhere.


[00:25:05 - 00:25:07] Speaker: They give him
this medicine, called them Bender's All,


[00:25:07 - 00:25:11] Speaker: and she goes, well, two weeks later,
they're all there.


[00:25:11 - 00:25:14] Speaker: They don't have intestinal parasites
and they don't have cancer.


[00:25:14 - 00:25:16] Speaker: So the next day he starts on this
from benders.


[00:25:16 - 00:25:17] Speaker: All right.


[00:25:17 - 00:25:19] Speaker: Regimen and within like three months,


[00:25:20 - 00:25:22] Speaker: he's cancer free


[00:25:22 - 00:25:23] Speaker: and I.


[00:25:23 - 00:25:26] Speaker: So I hear this story and I'm like,
this can't be real.


[00:25:26 - 00:25:28] Speaker: Like this is insane, right?


[00:25:28 - 00:25:32] Speaker: We're we're we've been conditioned
to think that none of this stuff is real.


[00:25:32 - 00:25:35] Speaker: So I. I know my dad's distraught.


[00:25:35 - 00:25:37] Speaker: I send him all this information.


[00:25:37 - 00:25:40] Speaker: I went and did all the research on
and I'm like, Holy shit, this is real.


[00:25:40 - 00:25:41] Speaker: And I send it all the way.


[00:25:41 - 00:25:45] Speaker: And I said, forward it down,
forward it to him and see what he says.


[00:25:45 - 00:25:48] Speaker: Well,
I think my dad thought I was a quack.


[00:25:48 - 00:25:49] Speaker: He never sent it.


[00:25:49 - 00:25:52] Speaker: So nine months later,
my mother's three brothers get diagnosed.


[00:25:52 - 00:25:54] Speaker: I remember they're in Florida,
they're in Fort Myers, Florida.


[00:25:54 - 00:25:56] Speaker: My mom calls me, she's hysterical,


[00:25:56 - 00:25:59] Speaker: and I'm like, I'm
going to send you something crazy,


[00:25:59 - 00:26:02] Speaker: and I need you to look at it
and discern for yourself.


[00:26:02 - 00:26:04] Speaker: Make up your mind.


[00:26:04 - 00:26:06] Speaker: I said,
if you don't believe me, don't send it.


[00:26:06 - 00:26:09] Speaker: But if you think there's something there,
if the


[00:26:09 - 00:26:13] Speaker: if the option is and death,
you do whatever you can the.


[00:26:13 - 00:26:15] Speaker: And exactly.


[00:26:15 - 00:26:17] Speaker: He sends it. So my mom calls me.


[00:26:17 - 00:26:20] Speaker: She goes, your fucking father
sitting next to me.


[00:26:20 - 00:26:21] Speaker: What are you watching?


[00:26:21 - 00:26:24] Speaker: And she goes, I'm
watching what Marty sent me.


[00:26:24 - 00:26:26] Speaker: And he goes, oh,
he sent me that like nine months ago.


[00:26:26 - 00:26:28] Speaker: And she looked at him
and she goes. This is real.


[00:26:29 - 00:26:31] Speaker: So that day.


[00:26:31 - 00:26:33] Speaker: He finally sends it to his buddy.


[00:26:33 - 00:26:37] Speaker: Ironically, his buddy has an oncology
appointment the next morning, right?


[00:26:38 - 00:26:42] Speaker: But he goes into the oncologist,
gets looked at, and he goes,


[00:26:43 - 00:26:47] Speaker: what about this bend is all stuff
the oncologist says to him,


[00:26:48 - 00:26:50] Speaker: oh yeah, we were playing with that stuff
about like ten years ago.


[00:26:50 - 00:26:53] Speaker: But they said it really didn't
do anything. So they. Said.


[00:26:53 - 00:26:57] Speaker: And he goes, don't
you think you should have given that to me


[00:26:57 - 00:27:00] Speaker: at the beginning?


[00:27:01 - 00:27:03] Speaker: Three months later he's dead.


[00:27:03 - 00:27:06] Speaker: Like why what what are we doing.


[00:27:07 - 00:27:08] Speaker: And we're scaring people.


[00:27:08 - 00:27:10] Speaker: We're delivering a spirit of fear.


[00:27:10 - 00:27:12] Speaker: Now explain that to me. This.


[00:27:12 - 00:27:16] Speaker: Well 365 times in the Bible God tells us.


[00:27:16 - 00:27:17] Speaker: Not to fear.


[00:27:17 - 00:27:18] Speaker: Do not fear.


[00:27:18 - 00:27:21] Speaker: 306 nine ever counted than myself.


[00:27:21 - 00:27:22] Speaker: But there's a lot of times in that Bible.


[00:27:22 - 00:27:26] Speaker: Yeah, and they'll tell you
one for each day of the week down here.


[00:27:27 - 00:27:28] Speaker: The spirit of fear is you


[00:27:28 - 00:27:31] Speaker: talk right over, you tell people you
it runs in your family.


[00:27:31 - 00:27:34] Speaker: It's genetic.
So I talk to people every day.


[00:27:34 - 00:27:37] Speaker: Well, runs in my family,
so I have to go get checked.


[00:27:37 - 00:27:40] Speaker: They already gave you the fear
before you were diagnosed?


[00:27:41 - 00:27:42] Speaker: Yeah. They feel like they're already dead.


[00:27:42 - 00:27:46] Speaker: And then when they diagnose you,
they continue to drill the fear into you.


[00:27:46 - 00:27:49] Speaker: At the end of the day,
when I was diagnosed


[00:27:49 - 00:27:54] Speaker: and I realized they were trying to sell me
a 33% chance that it might return


[00:27:55 - 00:27:57] Speaker: against the 70.


[00:27:57 - 00:28:01] Speaker: Some may think it was 33% 67.


[00:28:01 - 00:28:03] Speaker: Do the math,
I can't. It's been a long weekend.


[00:28:03 - 00:28:04] Speaker: Yeah, 60.


[00:28:04 - 00:28:05] Speaker: Then it wouldn't return.


[00:28:05 - 00:28:08] Speaker: Why am I betting on


[00:28:08 - 00:28:12] Speaker: the smaller number
instead of betting on the bigger number?


[00:28:12 - 00:28:14] Speaker: Yeah, that it wouldn't return.


[00:28:14 - 00:28:18] Speaker: And there's so much
that they don't even bother to tell you


[00:28:18 - 00:28:22] Speaker: that you really need
to use your brain to figure out.


[00:28:23 - 00:28:25] Speaker: So they want you to be scared. Well,
it doesn't turn.


[00:28:25 - 00:28:28] Speaker: Out right for people when they do this
well, and we.


[00:28:28 - 00:28:29] Speaker: Don't take it.


[00:28:29 - 00:28:31] Speaker: If you don't take and they talk.


[00:28:31 - 00:28:35] Speaker: To you like this doctor in Scranton
that diagnosed me


[00:28:36 - 00:28:39] Speaker: when she came back from Germany
after a trip.


[00:28:39 - 00:28:43] Speaker: Held my hand and said to me, this cancer's


[00:28:43 - 00:28:47] Speaker: probably been in your body for five years.


[00:28:48 - 00:28:51] Speaker: It's probably already spread.


[00:28:51 - 00:28:55] Speaker: And if it went here and you're pointing at
my liver, lungs, you're dead.


[00:28:57 - 00:28:59] Speaker: Wow. And what?


[00:28:59 - 00:29:00] Speaker: Oh, yeah. You take that.


[00:29:00 - 00:29:05] Speaker: Like now, my dad's mother
did die of a breast cancer.


[00:29:06 - 00:29:10] Speaker: That there was no lump, my breast cancer
that I was being the breast cancer I was.


[00:29:10 - 00:29:12] Speaker: I don't own that word.


[00:29:12 - 00:29:15] Speaker: Don't tell me I never
I mean, I would never say


[00:29:15 - 00:29:18] Speaker: I had cancer,
I was diagnosed with I never owned it.


[00:29:18 - 00:29:20] Speaker: That's one number
one thing you need. To do if.


[00:29:20 - 00:29:21] Speaker: They want you to own it.


[00:29:21 - 00:29:25] Speaker: Every commercial
you see on TV for any disease any more.


[00:29:25 - 00:29:28] Speaker: My diabetes. My. That's my. That.


[00:29:28 - 00:29:28] Speaker: All right?


[00:29:28 - 00:29:31] Speaker: It's not yours.
You know you don't want it.


[00:29:31 - 00:29:34] Speaker: Why do you claim that it is yours
if you didn't want it in the first place?


[00:29:35 - 00:29:36] Speaker: Why are you saying that?


[00:29:36 - 00:29:36] Speaker: It's yours?


[00:29:36 - 00:29:37] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:29:37 - 00:29:40] Speaker: Yeah, it drives me. In a bad mindset.


[00:29:40 - 00:29:41] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:29:41 - 00:29:44] Speaker: But also like
I said 365 times in the Bible.


[00:29:44 - 00:29:46] Speaker: Yeah. No fear, no fear.


[00:29:46 - 00:29:47] Speaker: What is the world doing.


[00:29:47 - 00:29:49] Speaker: They're trying to scare you.


[00:29:49 - 00:29:52] Speaker: These TV commercials
with all the symptoms to everything.


[00:29:53 - 00:29:54] Speaker: You can have every disease on the planet.


[00:29:54 - 00:29:57] Speaker: Now they tell you.
Not to Google your symptoms.


[00:29:57 - 00:30:00] Speaker: They'll just give them to you
on on the commercial.


[00:30:00 - 00:30:01] Speaker: Yeah. You know.


[00:30:01 - 00:30:02] Speaker: Do you have this you have that whatever.


[00:30:02 - 00:30:05] Speaker: And they want you to own that stuff.


[00:30:05 - 00:30:08] Speaker: And they're also trying to sell you
the medications


[00:30:08 - 00:30:11] Speaker: before you even get to the doctor
or get diagnosed.


[00:30:11 - 00:30:15] Speaker: I have this theory that they decided,
like the the street corner drug dealer


[00:30:15 - 00:30:16] Speaker: was making too much money.


[00:30:16 - 00:30:18] Speaker: So let's just make it in the pharmacies
when you're living.


[00:30:18 - 00:30:20] Speaker: Because we can make more money. Yeah.


[00:30:20 - 00:30:21] Speaker: This way.


[00:30:21 - 00:30:22] Speaker: Yeah, right.


[00:30:22 - 00:30:24] Speaker: And they just want you to be scared.


[00:30:24 - 00:30:27] Speaker: So I am just.


[00:30:27 - 00:30:30] Speaker: I wouldn't take that. Like I was scared.


[00:30:30 - 00:30:31] Speaker: Okay. Sure. Everybody is.


[00:30:31 - 00:30:32] Speaker: I just happens.


[00:30:32 - 00:30:33] Speaker: I told you about my.


[00:30:33 - 00:30:36] Speaker: Niece's boyfriend. Had died. Yeah.


[00:30:36 - 00:30:38] Speaker: In 2017. He died.


[00:30:40 - 00:30:42] Speaker: Him and I shared a birthday.


[00:30:42 - 00:30:47] Speaker: Which is October 3rd coming up, I, I.


[00:30:51 - 00:30:54] Speaker: Was 46 and he was 23.


[00:30:54 - 00:30:57] Speaker: This was his fourth year of his battle.


[00:30:57 - 00:31:00] Speaker: So I got to tell you what the most freeing
feeling in the world is.


[00:31:01 - 00:31:04] Speaker: The night that that doctor said
that to me, I went out on my front porch


[00:31:05 - 00:31:08] Speaker: and I said, who am I to be ungrateful for?


[00:31:08 - 00:31:13] Speaker: 46 years of life, pretty much
had a fantastic 46 years of life.


[00:31:14 - 00:31:16] Speaker: I had a great career.


[00:31:16 - 00:31:18] Speaker: I had two kids.


[00:31:18 - 00:31:20] Speaker: I was it like.


[00:31:20 - 00:31:21] Speaker: I can't complain.


[00:31:21 - 00:31:23] Speaker: My parents were normal people.


[00:31:23 - 00:31:24] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:31:24 - 00:31:25] Speaker: Who am I to be ungrateful?


[00:31:25 - 00:31:27] Speaker: I am so grateful.


[00:31:27 - 00:31:29] Speaker: God, I said to,


[00:31:29 - 00:31:31] Speaker: this is yours.


[00:31:31 - 00:31:32] Speaker: It is your will, not mine.


[00:31:32 - 00:31:34] Speaker: Whatever you're going to do with
this. You're going to tell


[00:31:35 - 00:31:38] Speaker: and I'm okay.


[00:31:38 - 00:31:40] Speaker: At that very moment, I heard


[00:31:40 - 00:31:44] Speaker: this is not the type of cancer you have,
but you will be a blessing to others.


[00:31:45 - 00:31:48] Speaker: Heard it plain as day


[00:31:48 - 00:31:51] Speaker: turn to like in my house and I'm like,
you must be in denial.


[00:31:51 - 00:31:54] Speaker: You have to be in denial.


[00:31:54 - 00:31:57] Speaker: And then I realized two seconds later is


[00:31:59 - 00:32:02] Speaker: that was your voice
you'd be planning your funeral.


[00:32:02 - 00:32:03] Speaker: You'd be putting.


[00:32:03 - 00:32:06] Speaker: That playlist together,
the songs that were going to play.


[00:32:06 - 00:32:08] Speaker: That was not your voice.


[00:32:08 - 00:32:10] Speaker: Okay, what do I do next?


[00:32:10 - 00:32:13] Speaker: I shared my story out on Facebook
because, like, working in radio.


[00:32:14 - 00:32:17] Speaker: Yeah, I had a lot of friends on Facebook.


[00:32:17 - 00:32:20] Speaker: And even if it was, you know,
so I just, I but I was


[00:32:20 - 00:32:21] Speaker: I hesitant to share it because.


[00:32:21 - 00:32:23] Speaker: I wouldn't
talk to anybody like that was my.


[00:32:23 - 00:32:24] Speaker: Plan.


[00:32:24 - 00:32:27] Speaker: Nobody's going to know that I got this
diagnosis.


[00:32:27 - 00:32:28] Speaker: I'm just going to deal with it. Yeah,


[00:32:29 - 00:32:31] Speaker: I shared it in a way that I.


[00:32:31 - 00:32:33] Speaker: Never wanted anybody to say
that they were sorry for me.


[00:32:33 - 00:32:34] Speaker: Right?


[00:32:34 - 00:32:38] Speaker: Because, listen, people get stuff
every day, all right?


[00:32:38 - 00:32:41] Speaker: There's all different kinds of diagnosis.


[00:32:41 - 00:32:43] Speaker: Right? Yeah. So.


[00:32:43 - 00:32:45] Speaker: So this just happens to be cancer.


[00:32:45 - 00:32:48] Speaker: And personally wasn't a heart attack.


[00:32:48 - 00:32:49] Speaker: It didn't take me right out.


[00:32:49 - 00:32:51] Speaker: I'm what you know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah.


[00:32:51 - 00:32:54] Speaker: There are things that happen


[00:32:54 - 00:32:54] Speaker: to make that.


[00:32:54 - 00:32:58] Speaker: Long story short,
as I was posting on Facebook.


[00:32:58 - 00:33:01] Speaker: Through my journey, I had people
come to me afterwards saying to me,


[00:33:01 - 00:33:04] Speaker: I wish I had the faith you have.


[00:33:06 - 00:33:07] Speaker: And people still want me.


[00:33:07 - 00:33:10] Speaker: I used to do Facebook lives at one point,
want me to do Facebook lives because.


[00:33:10 - 00:33:14] Speaker: I just want to encourage
people, yeah, you know that


[00:33:15 - 00:33:16] Speaker: you don't have to let the


[00:33:16 - 00:33:20] Speaker: world scare you because something's
going to happen someday.


[00:33:20 - 00:33:21] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:33:21 - 00:33:25] Speaker: Just just the he's with you through it
and every step of the way.


[00:33:26 - 00:33:30] Speaker: God confirmed what I was doing in ways
that would make your head spin.


[00:33:31 - 00:33:33] Speaker: There's a couple days later,
I'm standing in front of my TV


[00:33:33 - 00:33:35] Speaker: because you guess
you're going to be scared.


[00:33:35 - 00:33:38] Speaker: Sure, it's a natural response.


[00:33:39 - 00:33:42] Speaker: So I sit there going,
I don't know what I'm so worried about.


[00:33:42 - 00:33:45] Speaker: I get in my car every day going 81.


[00:33:45 - 00:33:46] Speaker: What am my life, my hands.


[00:33:46 - 00:33:49] Speaker: All I have to do is leave my house.


[00:33:50 - 00:33:53] Speaker: I never really watch TV,
but there will be TV on in the background.


[00:33:53 - 00:33:55] Speaker: I was standing in my living room, 16 was.


[00:33:55 - 00:33:56] Speaker: On and.


[00:33:56 - 00:33:57] Speaker: The news was on. For those.


[00:33:57 - 00:33:59] Speaker: Who don't know, that's Wnep.


[00:33:59 - 00:34:01] Speaker: Do they pay you?


[00:34:01 - 00:34:04] Speaker: I wish no, I don't know if I take the
really whole town again, take their money.


[00:34:04 - 00:34:06] Speaker: They don't pay well,
so don't worry about it.


[00:34:06 - 00:34:09] Speaker: I'm an anymore. They I'm good at anyway.


[00:34:11 - 00:34:14] Speaker: There was a new story about a man
at that very moment.


[00:34:14 - 00:34:17] Speaker: Like, what are the chances
of all this happening?


[00:34:17 - 00:34:19] Speaker: New story about a man in Williamsport.


[00:34:19 - 00:34:22] Speaker: Who went to close his bedroom
window on the second floor.


[00:34:24 - 00:34:26] Speaker: Tree falls during a storm,


[00:34:26 - 00:34:29] Speaker: hits his house
right at that angle and takes him out.


[00:34:30 - 00:34:32] Speaker: He he died. Really?


[00:34:32 - 00:34:34] Speaker: And I'm like, I get it.


[00:34:34 - 00:34:36] Speaker: You sustain me always.


[00:34:36 - 00:34:38] Speaker: God, you sustain me always.


[00:34:38 - 00:34:41] Speaker: I don't even have to leave my house.
Right?


[00:34:41 - 00:34:45] Speaker: You don't live every day in fear
no matter what you do.


[00:34:45 - 00:34:48] Speaker: I remember there is a time
when it is a parking lot and,


[00:34:48 - 00:34:51] Speaker: you know, being a smoker,
sometimes you throw your cigaret


[00:34:51 - 00:34:54] Speaker: away.


[00:34:54 - 00:34:55] Speaker: Can we go have one and know?


[00:34:55 - 00:34:56] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:34:56 - 00:34:58] Speaker: Once I get the exhaust in here, we can go.


[00:34:58 - 00:35:02] Speaker: And I'll tell you later
why I, haven't quit smoking.


[00:35:03 - 00:35:04] Speaker: It's because nicotine is good for you.


[00:35:04 - 00:35:05] Speaker: Well, there.


[00:35:05 - 00:35:08] Speaker: Is the health value and the attack on.


[00:35:08 - 00:35:11] Speaker: The more they attack something, the better
it might be for you.


[00:35:11 - 00:35:12] Speaker: That's been my news.


[00:35:12 - 00:35:14] Speaker: My my new thing. It's like.
Oh, they're against that.


[00:35:14 - 00:35:17] Speaker: I said before that
because they are so wrong.


[00:35:18 - 00:35:19] Speaker: Seriously.


[00:35:20 - 00:35:21] Speaker: Wait, can I.


[00:35:21 - 00:35:24] Speaker: Can I can I know. You like, oh,
he loves me.


[00:35:24 - 00:35:25] Speaker: So here's what.


[00:35:25 - 00:35:26] Speaker: I want to know.


[00:35:26 - 00:35:29] Speaker: Like, I once saw a poll
that was done where they asked


[00:35:29 - 00:35:33] Speaker: people their biggest fears,
and number two was death.


[00:35:33 - 00:35:36] Speaker: And number one was public speaking.


[00:35:36 - 00:35:38] Speaker: Public speaking? Yes.


[00:35:38 - 00:35:41] Speaker: So I always thought like,
if I could be okay publicly


[00:35:41 - 00:35:43] Speaker: with like sharing, like whatever.


[00:35:43 - 00:35:44] Speaker: Yeah, death is nothing to me.


[00:35:44 - 00:35:46] Speaker: And it would be, it would be.


[00:35:46 - 00:35:49] Speaker: And now that I'm like, oh, it might be
something beautiful, who knows.


[00:35:49 - 00:35:52] Speaker: What what what allowed you to like,


[00:35:52 - 00:35:53] Speaker: you can't.


[00:35:53 - 00:35:55] Speaker: There's a lot of people that.
Listen to. You, like, what's it.


[00:35:55 - 00:35:58] Speaker: Like to put yourself out there,
and why would you decide to do that?


[00:35:59 - 00:36:02] Speaker: I was 14 years old
when I started in the business.


[00:36:02 - 00:36:03] Speaker: Getting everything.


[00:36:03 - 00:36:05] Speaker: My whole entire life has been bad for God,


[00:36:06 - 00:36:07] Speaker: you know what I'm saying?


[00:36:07 - 00:36:11] Speaker: Yeah, because I didn't plan anything
this way.


[00:36:12 - 00:36:14] Speaker: I used to be the pain in the ass.


[00:36:14 - 00:36:14] Speaker: They called the radio.


[00:36:14 - 00:36:18] Speaker: Stations requesting songs,
but I would keep the DJs on the sound.


[00:36:19 - 00:36:20] Speaker: But they offended me.


[00:36:20 - 00:36:23] Speaker: I mean, I made a lot of friends.


[00:36:23 - 00:36:25] Speaker: I called a lemon Bloomsburg.


[00:36:25 - 00:36:28] Speaker: I had a station in my town in Berwick.


[00:36:29 - 00:36:33] Speaker: And it was a small Am station, 1984


[00:36:34 - 00:36:36] Speaker: 1984. It which doesn't.


[00:36:36 - 00:36:38] Speaker: Say you wanna see something funny.
You're wearing. A shirt.


[00:36:38 - 00:36:39] Speaker: This is 1984.


[00:36:39 - 00:36:42] Speaker: Oh, my gosh, is not in is.


[00:36:44 - 00:36:45] Speaker: That is too.


[00:36:45 - 00:36:47] Speaker: But that's too funny. Yeah.


[00:36:47 - 00:36:50] Speaker: Oh my gosh. So,


[00:36:51 - 00:36:52] Speaker: and it was in the, station.


[00:36:52 - 00:36:54] Speaker: That's a country station.


[00:36:54 - 00:36:57] Speaker: They were losing a lot of talent.


[00:36:57 - 00:36:59] Speaker: On Am to FM now.


[00:36:59 - 00:37:02] Speaker: FM was fairly new in 1984.


[00:37:03 - 00:37:04] Speaker: I didn't know that. Yeah.


[00:37:04 - 00:37:07] Speaker: And I think
what day cares he go on the air.


[00:37:08 - 00:37:09] Speaker: I think it was the early 80s wasn't. It.


[00:37:09 - 00:37:12] Speaker: It was the early 80s.


[00:37:12 - 00:37:15] Speaker: But a lot of the good talent
was still working on the Am stations.


[00:37:15 - 00:37:16] Speaker: Okay.


[00:37:16 - 00:37:18] Speaker: Until this FM thing took off.


[00:37:18 - 00:37:20] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:37:20 - 00:37:23] Speaker: So here I am, a little town, Berwick


[00:37:23 - 00:37:26] Speaker: little radio station,
and I would call this guy all the time.


[00:37:26 - 00:37:30] Speaker: Sometimes I would go down and,
put records away for them or whatever.


[00:37:32 - 00:37:33] Speaker: No, I didn't start doing that


[00:37:33 - 00:37:36] Speaker: until after I called him and he said.


[00:37:37 - 00:37:38] Speaker: Will you quit calling me already


[00:37:38 - 00:37:41] Speaker: and go get your working papers
and come here and work?


[00:37:42 - 00:37:45] Speaker: So I asked my parents,
they let me go get my working day


[00:37:45 - 00:37:49] Speaker: papers and Sunday mornings
I started running the God Squad


[00:37:49 - 00:37:52] Speaker: because college kids weren't getting up


[00:37:52 - 00:37:56] Speaker: right on a Sunday morning
to run the church services. The.


[00:37:56 - 00:37:58] Speaker: But God bless my career.


[00:37:58 - 00:38:01] Speaker: Like I can't even tell. You.


[00:38:01 - 00:38:03] Speaker: My first very first paycheck
from this radio station.


[00:38:03 - 00:38:04] Speaker: I bought a Bible.


[00:38:04 - 00:38:05] Speaker: Really?


[00:38:05 - 00:38:09] Speaker: Now, if you think about
I had a 40 year career.


[00:38:09 - 00:38:11] Speaker: No, I didn't make tons of money.


[00:38:12 - 00:38:14] Speaker: But people know.


[00:38:14 - 00:38:15] Speaker: Me. Yeah.


[00:38:15 - 00:38:17] Speaker: Not that it's all about that.


[00:38:17 - 00:38:19] Speaker: You know, people pleasing
isn't what it's all, but I'm glad.


[00:38:19 - 00:38:22] Speaker: I'm grateful for.


[00:38:22 - 00:38:25] Speaker: Every moment of it, you know?


[00:38:25 - 00:38:26] Speaker: And there are people that hate me.


[00:38:26 - 00:38:30] Speaker: Of course, there was always going
to be sure, but I worked beer in Berwick.


[00:38:30 - 00:38:33] Speaker: I worked at Bloomsburg for a little bit.


[00:38:33 - 00:38:36] Speaker: CNR in Bloomsburg,
which was a country station.


[00:38:36 - 00:38:39] Speaker: You can't spell rancid without CNR.


[00:38:39 - 00:38:40] Speaker: Well, you can't spell country without CNR.


[00:38:40 - 00:38:42] Speaker: Was there anything?


[00:38:42 - 00:38:45] Speaker: You can't spell country without CNR,
but you can't spell rancid either.


[00:38:47 - 00:38:50] Speaker: Because remember, this is back in the day
when most country music was very,


[00:38:50 - 00:38:52] Speaker: very twangy. Yeah. You know.


[00:38:52 - 00:38:53] Speaker: And my joke.


[00:38:53 - 00:38:57] Speaker: Was, country music
kind of grows on you like MOS.


[00:38:57 - 00:39:00] Speaker: Yeah, it's pre Garth Brooks pre, all that.


[00:39:00 - 00:39:02] Speaker: Yeah. Seriously.


[00:39:02 - 00:39:04] Speaker: And that's the music. The country music.


[00:39:04 - 00:39:07] Speaker: As I listen to country music
now I'd rather prefer to listen to it


[00:39:07 - 00:39:10] Speaker: because most country music today
sounds like the Starland Vocal Band


[00:39:10 - 00:39:13] Speaker: do an afternoon. Delight
over and over again.


[00:39:13 - 00:39:15] Speaker: Yeah, it also add to me
it sounds overly manufactured.


[00:39:15 - 00:39:16] Speaker: Yeah, yeah.


[00:39:16 - 00:39:17] Speaker: It sounds generic.


[00:39:17 - 00:39:19] Speaker: It doesn't sound. There's
no soul to it. No.


[00:39:19 - 00:39:22] Speaker: You know what I like now I like music
that I people go what kind of music.


[00:39:22 - 00:39:25] Speaker: Like I said I like music that you can play
on a porch without an amplifier.


[00:39:25 - 00:39:26] Speaker: There you go.


[00:39:26 - 00:39:27] Speaker: I like. That. Oh.


[00:39:27 - 00:39:29] Speaker: Now you ask me what kind of music I like.


[00:39:29 - 00:39:30] Speaker: Now, what


[00:39:31 - 00:39:32] Speaker: a gospel.


[00:39:32 - 00:39:35] Speaker: I know
Jack Williams is one of my favorites.


[00:39:35 - 00:39:36] Speaker: Okay?


[00:39:36 - 00:39:39] Speaker: He's like, I do like,
but a lot of the Christian music,


[00:39:40 - 00:39:42] Speaker: the new Christian music is.


[00:39:42 - 00:39:43] Speaker: They're getting heavy.


[00:39:43 - 00:39:46] Speaker: I notice that the Christian music,
it's pretty rocky.


[00:39:46 - 00:39:48] Speaker: Some of it, though, all sounds like to.


[00:39:48 - 00:39:49] Speaker: You know, totally. Yeah.


[00:39:49 - 00:39:51] Speaker: It's like one big long song.


[00:39:51 - 00:39:53] Speaker: So I do like old gospel hymns.


[00:39:53 - 00:39:58] Speaker: And one of the things I did
in the beginning of my career was to do it


[00:39:58 - 00:40:01] Speaker: was Sunday in the country
on WMR, the Am station


[00:40:01 - 00:40:05] Speaker: in Tunkhannock, and yeah, okay.


[00:40:05 - 00:40:08] Speaker: Yeah, it was an station in Tunkhannock,
WMR and let's mountains radio.


[00:40:09 - 00:40:10] Speaker: Okay.


[00:40:10 - 00:40:10] Speaker: I know that it's.


[00:40:10 - 00:40:13] Speaker: Sunday in the country and I played hymns.


[00:40:13 - 00:40:15] Speaker: You know, here
I was, I was like that at that point.


[00:40:15 - 00:40:18] Speaker: I was 18, 19 years old. Like I was young.


[00:40:18 - 00:40:20] Speaker: You know,
playing hymns on a Sunday morning.


[00:40:20 - 00:40:21] Speaker: Which is like unheard of today.


[00:40:21 - 00:40:25] Speaker: But it was Dolly Parton doing
gospel music, Ricky Van Shelton,


[00:40:26 - 00:40:29] Speaker: like does and an amazing version of.


[00:40:29 - 00:40:32] Speaker: Old Rugged Cross, you know,


[00:40:33 - 00:40:35] Speaker: One like
that, I would play a lot of Elvis gospel.


[00:40:35 - 00:40:38] Speaker: I love that stuff. It's so good.


[00:40:38 - 00:40:41] Speaker: But right now on my Spotify, I will


[00:40:41 - 00:40:47] Speaker: if I'm not listening to Wfpl or WGN,


[00:40:48 - 00:40:51] Speaker: which is our two religious stations
in our area.


[00:40:51 - 00:40:54] Speaker: I'm listening
to Zach Williams on my Spotify.


[00:40:54 - 00:40:57] Speaker: Which is really weird because I'm
the girl who used to host lesbian


[00:40:57 - 00:41:00] Speaker: sex talk on the bear on Thursday nights,
but you.


[00:41:00 - 00:41:03] Speaker: Had lesbian sex talk.
What is that? I'm the. Bear.


[00:41:03 - 00:41:05] Speaker: What is that? You don't.


[00:41:05 - 00:41:08] Speaker: People would still drive by my house
and scream.


[00:41:09 - 00:41:10] Speaker: Nicki from the bear!


[00:41:10 - 00:41:13] Speaker: I remember the bear,
but I don't remember lesbian sex talk.


[00:41:13 - 00:41:14] Speaker: What year?


[00:41:14 - 00:41:17] Speaker: What the. What would you talk about?


[00:41:17 - 00:41:20] Speaker: So, Spanky, our promotions director


[00:41:20 - 00:41:23] Speaker: at the time, since we used to pretend
to be a lesbian on the air.


[00:41:23 - 00:41:25] Speaker: And I'm like,
I grew up, you know, this one?


[00:41:25 - 00:41:27] Speaker: I grew up, I grew up, I'm playing hymns.


[00:41:29 - 00:41:29] Speaker: Well, the funny.


[00:41:29 - 00:41:32] Speaker: Thing, the funny thing about that was.


[00:41:35 - 00:41:38] Speaker: It was back in the day when,


[00:41:39 - 00:41:40] Speaker: Okay.


[00:41:40 - 00:41:42] Speaker: I can't even when it was,
you know, it was cool.


[00:41:42 - 00:41:43] Speaker: You know?


[00:41:43 - 00:41:43] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:41:43 - 00:41:46] Speaker: It wasn't like I deserved
special treatment.


[00:41:46 - 00:41:46] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:41:46 - 00:41:49] Speaker: I think, and I was like.


[00:41:50 - 00:41:52] Speaker: Although if you were you,
if you grew up around here,


[00:41:52 - 00:41:53] Speaker: you don't want
people think you were lesbian.


[00:41:53 - 00:41:55] Speaker: You know what I mean? Right?


[00:41:55 - 00:41:57] Speaker: So I'm like, I grew up around here.
I'm not going to pretend to be a lesbian.


[00:41:57 - 00:42:00] Speaker: Yeah, yeah, a couple days later,
some girl calls me up.


[00:42:00 - 00:42:02] Speaker: That was a lesbian to request the song.


[00:42:02 - 00:42:05] Speaker: And she told me, you like it because
people call you and just start talking.


[00:42:05 - 00:42:07] Speaker: You. And I said, hey, I have an idea.


[00:42:07 - 00:42:08] Speaker: Why come to the studio on Thursday night?


[00:42:08 - 00:42:11] Speaker: We'll just start talking about sex
and we'll call it lesbian sex.


[00:42:11 - 00:42:13] Speaker: Talk to mind.


[00:42:13 - 00:42:14] Speaker: Yeah. She's like, yeah, that sounds cool.


[00:42:14 - 00:42:15] Speaker: Let's do it.


[00:42:15 - 00:42:17] Speaker: You know?
And so that way that's how that's.


[00:42:17 - 00:42:18] Speaker: How it started. Yeah.


[00:42:18 - 00:42:21] Speaker: So I'm like okay. Like inside.
So I'm not pretending I'm a lesbian.


[00:42:21 - 00:42:23] Speaker: I just have other women come in.


[00:42:23 - 00:42:26] Speaker: And then I would have strippers come in.


[00:42:26 - 00:42:27] Speaker: But wasn't that around the time.


[00:42:27 - 00:42:30] Speaker: When there was, like it was Doctor
Drew and Adam Corolla?


[00:42:30 - 00:42:31] Speaker: Love line and.


[00:42:31 - 00:42:34] Speaker: No, that was like before
because the bear we didn't.


[00:42:34 - 00:42:36] Speaker: Or did we run that after midnight?


[00:42:36 - 00:42:37] Speaker: I don't remember.


[00:42:37 - 00:42:39] Speaker: Because.
Line was always like late, late at night.


[00:42:39 - 00:42:44] Speaker: My show was supposed to be on from seven
till midnight, and there were nights that.


[00:42:44 - 00:42:46] Speaker: You did a five hour lesbian sex talk.


[00:42:46 - 00:42:46] Speaker: What I would do


[00:42:46 - 00:42:50] Speaker: so I would you play the music,
and in between the music, we would talk.


[00:42:50 - 00:42:52] Speaker: And yes, I was more talk than rock.


[00:42:52 - 00:42:55] Speaker: You know, you you know, okay, I.


[00:42:55 - 00:42:57] Speaker: I got away with somehow.


[00:42:57 - 00:42:59] Speaker: So that's what
scissoring is. Here's Steppenwolf.


[00:43:03 - 00:43:04] Speaker: I and.


[00:43:04 - 00:43:06] Speaker: I had. Such a great run and.


[00:43:06 - 00:43:08] Speaker: I had such a great career.
I wouldn't trade it for the world.


[00:43:08 - 00:43:11] Speaker: And I was given freedom
that they don't give people anymore.


[00:43:12 - 00:43:13] Speaker: Why did they take that away?


[00:43:13 - 00:43:15] Speaker: Let's see. Okay, first of all,


[00:43:15 - 00:43:18] Speaker: you can't play requests
because some people


[00:43:18 - 00:43:21] Speaker: don't have a brain enough
to know how to play request. Right?


[00:43:21 - 00:43:23] Speaker: You know what I'm saying? No.
Tell me about.


[00:43:23 - 00:43:27] Speaker: Because you can't teach somebody
in a college radio station where they.


[00:43:27 - 00:43:28] Speaker: Get to play all the music they like.


[00:43:28 - 00:43:29] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:43:29 - 00:43:32] Speaker: How to play music to please
an audience, right.


[00:43:32 - 00:43:36] Speaker: I was, when I worked at WB Erickson
Berwick, which was a country music first,


[00:43:36 - 00:43:40] Speaker: country station first,
and then it changed to an oldie station.


[00:43:40 - 00:43:44] Speaker: Now, here I am, 14 years old and playing
tiny country music.


[00:43:44 - 00:43:48] Speaker: One second and the next minute
they changed to an oldie station.


[00:43:48 - 00:43:51] Speaker: Yeah, nothing worse
could ever happen to anybody, any kid.


[00:43:51 - 00:43:53] Speaker: But it was a lot of music.


[00:43:53 - 00:43:56] Speaker: My parents listened to,
my aunt listened to, so it was like that.


[00:43:56 - 00:43:59] Speaker: Now that I think about it,
we considered those songs oldies.


[00:43:59 - 00:44:00] Speaker: Back then. It was, you know what I mean?


[00:44:00 - 00:44:02] Speaker: Pearl Jam's old. It's classic rock now.


[00:44:02 - 00:44:05] Speaker: We'd have to make our own format up,


[00:44:05 - 00:44:08] Speaker: because there were no such things
as computers and stuff,


[00:44:08 - 00:44:09] Speaker: and there was a way


[00:44:09 - 00:44:12] Speaker: that you would pick index cards
to figure out what card, but it be broke.


[00:44:12 - 00:44:14] Speaker: They didn't even have the index card
method.


[00:44:14 - 00:44:19] Speaker: But you need to make
some sort of format up to play the music.


[00:44:19 - 00:44:20] Speaker: So I somehow in my


[00:44:22 - 00:44:25] Speaker: God given brain came up with way


[00:44:25 - 00:44:29] Speaker: to play 70s, 5060s and 70s music.


[00:44:29 - 00:44:30] Speaker: Okay.


[00:44:30 - 00:44:33] Speaker: That people would enjoy listening to it
and I don't


[00:44:34 - 00:44:36] Speaker: I can't even.


[00:44:36 - 00:44:39] Speaker: And then it wasn't all about the stuff
I liked.


[00:44:39 - 00:44:40] Speaker: You know what I mean?


[00:44:40 - 00:44:42] Speaker: My grandmother used to love the big band
stuff in Creedence.


[00:44:42 - 00:44:44] Speaker: And I was like, well.


[00:44:44 - 00:44:46] Speaker: Because you can go from,
oh, what was it, Percy Sledge?


[00:44:46 - 00:44:49] Speaker: Percy, not Percy Sledge, the other Percy.


[00:44:50 - 00:44:51] Speaker: It was, What was the name of the song?


[00:44:51 - 00:44:53] Speaker: I'm losing my mind.


[00:44:53 - 00:44:56] Speaker: There was like the song, like Winchester
Cathedral.


[00:44:56 - 00:44:57] Speaker: Winchester Cathedral. Never heard.


[00:44:57 - 00:45:01] Speaker: Oh, my gosh, I'm going to have to look up
who did Winchester Cathedral.


[00:45:02 - 00:45:04] Speaker: I mean, it's like it's like,


[00:45:04 - 00:45:07] Speaker: okay, right now
I don't like I didn't like who did?


[00:45:08 - 00:45:10] Speaker: I mean, oh,
I should find it and play it for you.


[00:45:10 - 00:45:12] Speaker: As a matter of fact, that. Would be the,


[00:45:14 - 00:45:15] Speaker: that would be the cool thing to do.


[00:45:15 - 00:45:16] Speaker: When you watch. Them.


[00:45:16 - 00:45:19] Speaker: Watch them
paying us for using crazy stuff.


[00:45:19 - 00:45:21] Speaker: Oh, this song. Is so old.


[00:45:21 - 00:45:23] Speaker: It's probably past the.


[00:45:23 - 00:45:24] Speaker: What isn't there?


[00:45:24 - 00:45:27] Speaker: Keep looking.
I'm going to change the camera. Okay.


[00:45:27 - 00:45:28] Speaker: Well, it's not on me, is it?


[00:45:28 - 00:45:31] Speaker: All right, well, it's all it is.


[00:45:31 - 00:45:33] Speaker: You don't need it on me.


[00:45:33 - 00:45:34] Speaker: Oh, wait. Sorry.


[00:45:34 - 00:45:35] Speaker: I always thought that you guys.


[00:45:35 - 00:45:38] Speaker: That do talk
radio should have cameras in your.


[00:45:39 - 00:45:41] Speaker: I did. It's the reason I.


[00:45:41 - 00:45:42] Speaker: I chose radio because.


[00:45:42 - 00:45:46] Speaker: I have the perfect face for radio.


[00:45:46 - 00:45:47] Speaker: Oh, shut up.


[00:45:47 - 00:45:49] Speaker: That's so sad. So stop saying that.


[00:45:49 - 00:45:50] Speaker: No radio. Chose me.


[00:45:50 - 00:45:53] Speaker: I didn't choose it.
That's the funny thing.


[00:45:53 - 00:45:55] Speaker: And like always, we have to hear an ad.


[00:45:55 - 00:45:55] Speaker: Skip the ad


[00:45:57 - 00:46:00] Speaker: is. Is it Winchester Cathedral.


[00:46:00 - 00:46:03] Speaker: The New Vaudeville Band.


[00:46:04 - 00:46:05] Speaker: But this is more rocky than it.


[00:46:05 - 00:46:08] Speaker: Is it is.


[00:46:09 - 00:46:09] Speaker: So you're late.


[00:46:09 - 00:46:11] Speaker: So you're just so you would go, like from.


[00:46:11 - 00:46:15] Speaker: This. To lesbian sex talk now?


[00:46:15 - 00:46:16] Speaker: Oh, okay.


[00:46:16 - 00:46:21] Speaker: So I came up with my own format there,
and I remember having a meeting at a beer


[00:46:21 - 00:46:25] Speaker: where there was a college student
that also worked there,


[00:46:26 - 00:46:27] Speaker: and he was told
in the middle of the meeting


[00:46:27 - 00:46:31] Speaker: that he should listen to me, the 15 year
old at the time, because I knew how to.


[00:46:31 - 00:46:34] Speaker: Play the music. He and he did it.


[00:46:34 - 00:46:38] Speaker: So not everybody could do a format
and figure out how to play stuff, right?


[00:46:38 - 00:46:39] Speaker: It's more of that.


[00:46:39 - 00:46:40] Speaker: A talent to. Feel.


[00:46:40 - 00:46:41] Speaker: It's something you guys don't.


[00:46:41 - 00:46:46] Speaker: Yeah, and there are very few deejays
that could have actually done that.


[00:46:46 - 00:46:47] Speaker: Right.


[00:46:47 - 00:46:49] Speaker: So that's why they came
up with these formats. And


[00:46:51 - 00:46:52] Speaker: and then they


[00:46:52 - 00:46:56] Speaker: came up with this format so that not only
because you couldn't trust everybody.


[00:46:56 - 00:47:01] Speaker: To play music, but also because corporate
always has to have all the control.


[00:47:01 - 00:47:04] Speaker: They can't make you feel too important
about yourself.


[00:47:04 - 00:47:05] Speaker: Do you know what I mean? Yeah.


[00:47:05 - 00:47:06] Speaker: Since corporate radio took.


[00:47:06 - 00:47:09] Speaker: Over, things have gone way downhill,
you know?


[00:47:09 - 00:47:11] Speaker: And that was like the late 90s, early to.


[00:47:11 - 00:47:13] Speaker: Late 90s, early 2000.


[00:47:13 - 00:47:18] Speaker: Thousands when I'm on the beer now
and I was doing hairspray.


[00:47:18 - 00:47:19] Speaker: I remember this.


[00:47:19 - 00:47:22] Speaker: So Hairspray at eight was supposed to be.


[00:47:22 - 00:47:23] Speaker: Like the 80s. Bands, right?


[00:47:23 - 00:47:26] Speaker: Like two songs
at the beginning of the 8:00 hour


[00:47:26 - 00:47:27] Speaker: and I'm like, this doesn't make sense.


[00:47:27 - 00:47:29] Speaker: Two songs and then you start,


[00:47:29 - 00:47:33] Speaker: you go from poison and then you're playing
Creed the next second.


[00:47:33 - 00:47:35] Speaker: That doesn't make sense.


[00:47:35 - 00:47:37] Speaker: You should at least
do a full half hour of it.


[00:47:37 - 00:47:40] Speaker: So I started,
you call them requested 80s tune


[00:47:40 - 00:47:43] Speaker: that you haven't heard in the whole dark
Indigo Lake.


[00:47:44 - 00:47:44] Speaker: I'm going to.


[00:47:44 - 00:47:47] Speaker: I'll put it on. Wait,
you want to hear? Not the two.


[00:47:47 - 00:47:48] Speaker: Like on our program.


[00:47:48 - 00:47:50] Speaker: What it would tell.


[00:47:50 - 00:47:52] Speaker: Us what to play.


[00:47:52 - 00:47:54] Speaker: And every other day
it would be talk dirty to me by poison.


[00:47:54 - 00:47:56] Speaker: It was always the same crap.


[00:47:56 - 00:47:59] Speaker: And I'm like, listen, why have a
special show when you're playing the same?


[00:47:59 - 00:48:02] Speaker: So yeah, you play the same tunes
all the time.


[00:48:02 - 00:48:05] Speaker: I broke that rule, I didn't care,
I started playing my own stuff.


[00:48:06 - 00:48:09] Speaker: Whatever I what was requested would stuff
like if it was


[00:48:09 - 00:48:12] Speaker: something was topical in the news
or somebody's.


[00:48:12 - 00:48:15] Speaker: Birthday or whatever, I would sit there
and I did a whole half hour.


[00:48:16 - 00:48:16] Speaker: You would do that?


[00:48:16 - 00:48:19] Speaker: You would do that, coming
in. From the breaks on.


[00:48:19 - 00:48:19] Speaker: Okay, wouldn't you?


[00:48:19 - 00:48:20] Speaker: I would do one.


[00:48:20 - 00:48:24] Speaker: I would do the music news because music
always thought that was the reason I did


[00:48:24 - 00:48:25] Speaker: that was because I.


[00:48:25 - 00:48:27] Speaker: Thought that was always awesome. Part.


[00:48:27 - 00:48:30] Speaker: The funny thing is, I feel like
some of the listeners grew up with me.


[00:48:30 - 00:48:32] Speaker: We all grew up together, right? Yeah.


[00:48:32 - 00:48:35] Speaker: So there was a lot of people
that listened to me on the bare


[00:48:35 - 00:48:38] Speaker: who listened to me
on 177 Endless Mountains Rock.


[00:48:38 - 00:48:40] Speaker: Before that, when I did a morning show,


[00:48:41 - 00:48:43] Speaker: which couldn't be picked up anywhere.


[00:48:43 - 00:48:44] Speaker: But there were some people


[00:48:44 - 00:48:47] Speaker: that worked at the Sears warehouse
that with Jimmy Riggs there.


[00:48:47 - 00:48:48] Speaker: Can I see Jimmy?


[00:48:48 - 00:48:50] Speaker: Like you said, you can see all the Carlin.


[00:48:50 - 00:48:52] Speaker: You can say
all the Carlin words here. Okay.


[00:48:52 - 00:48:55] Speaker: Yeah. The, antenna,


[00:48:55 - 00:48:57] Speaker: to to listen to me


[00:48:57 - 00:49:00] Speaker: in the Sears warehouse doing that
morning show.


[00:49:00 - 00:49:01] Speaker: Really?


[00:49:01 - 00:49:04] Speaker: Well, nobody even knew what the station
was until, like, I.


[00:49:04 - 00:49:05] Speaker: But I shouldn't even say that.


[00:49:05 - 00:49:07] Speaker: I'm not full of myself, though, because I.


[00:49:07 - 00:49:08] Speaker: I don't think anyone thinks you are.


[00:49:08 - 00:49:12] Speaker: I always did it with the listener first,
like the listener always came first.


[00:49:12 - 00:49:14] Speaker: You sound proud. The show is about you.


[00:49:14 - 00:49:18] Speaker: Yeah, I would integrate people
into the show as much as I possibly could.


[00:49:18 - 00:49:20] Speaker: I'd have fun doing contests.


[00:49:20 - 00:49:25] Speaker: You know, making people late, just like,
just have fun.


[00:49:25 - 00:49:26] Speaker: I would.


[00:49:26 - 00:49:27] Speaker: Break the monotony.


[00:49:27 - 00:49:28] Speaker: Right? Yeah.


[00:49:28 - 00:49:29] Speaker: Look, like even lesbian.


[00:49:29 - 00:49:32] Speaker: Sex talk was about local girls
and local. People. Totally.


[00:49:32 - 00:49:35] Speaker: You know,
I would bring local strippers in.


[00:49:35 - 00:49:36] Speaker: I would. Bring.


[00:49:36 - 00:49:38] Speaker: How did I not. Listen to. Like,
how did you not listen to it?


[00:49:38 - 00:49:41] Speaker: I don't I can't say I.


[00:49:41 - 00:49:42] Speaker: Remember. Lesbian sex talk.


[00:49:42 - 00:49:43] Speaker: I used to.


[00:49:43 - 00:49:46] Speaker: Play softball
when I was at 177 Endless Mountains


[00:49:46 - 00:49:49] Speaker: rock with a group of guys
from a local hardware store,


[00:49:50 - 00:49:53] Speaker: you know, and then I go from there.


[00:49:53 - 00:49:55] Speaker: I worked in the newspaper
for a little bit,


[00:49:55 - 00:49:58] Speaker: selling advertising
and promising the manager there


[00:49:58 - 00:50:01] Speaker: that I would never get back
into radio again.


[00:50:01 - 00:50:03] Speaker: I quit that job, and I quit that.


[00:50:03 - 00:50:07] Speaker: Job because the boss kept trying
to kiss me one too many times and would.


[00:50:07 - 00:50:11] Speaker: Hand me the my paycheck, saying,
you got paid this week.


[00:50:11 - 00:50:13] Speaker: And I didn't fuck.


[00:50:13 - 00:50:14] Speaker: Yeah, well, that's what I said. Yeah.


[00:50:14 - 00:50:17] Speaker: You know, and it was, it was, he was.


[00:50:17 - 00:50:18] Speaker: It was terrible.


[00:50:18 - 00:50:20] Speaker: He was just. Too hard to work with.


[00:50:20 - 00:50:21] Speaker: And I wouldn't kiss him. Yeah.


[00:50:21 - 00:50:25] Speaker: And maybe that's why my career
is finally over after 40 years.


[00:50:25 - 00:50:26] Speaker: I don't think it's over, Nikki.


[00:50:26 - 00:50:28] Speaker: It's not over.


[00:50:28 - 00:50:29] Speaker: It's not over.


[00:50:29 - 00:50:30] Speaker: I shouldn't say that.


[00:50:30 - 00:50:32] Speaker: I don't need to do it for my ego.


[00:50:32 - 00:50:34] Speaker: I don't gotta do it for people anymore.


[00:50:34 - 00:50:37] Speaker: I do not want to go
and just be a liner card reader.


[00:50:37 - 00:50:40] Speaker: No, I'm not voice tracking stations
all across the country.


[00:50:40 - 00:50:42] Speaker: I've always been all about northeast PA.


[00:50:42 - 00:50:43] Speaker: Yeah, I don't want to just go.


[00:50:43 - 00:50:47] Speaker: When you voice track, which is taping
a show, doing just a little.


[00:50:48 - 00:50:51] Speaker: Here's the latest song by Creed.


[00:50:51 - 00:50:54] Speaker: But if there was your music anywhere but
you know, I went to Creed over the summer.


[00:50:54 - 00:50:57] Speaker: They were phenomenal where they really
they were nominal.


[00:50:57 - 00:50:59] Speaker: They all look like
they were chiseled out of marble.


[00:50:59 - 00:51:00] Speaker: It was unbelievable.


[00:51:00 - 00:51:04] Speaker: I just I'm not interested
in doing any of that.


[00:51:04 - 00:51:06] Speaker: Yeah, I want to I want to interact.


[00:51:06 - 00:51:09] Speaker: I want to make it like about people
because this is what I did.


[00:51:09 - 00:51:12] Speaker: I want you to be part of the show.


[00:51:13 - 00:51:15] Speaker: And I was number one at night.


[00:51:16 - 00:51:18] Speaker: I kicked


[00:51:18 - 00:51:20] Speaker: other people's asses at other stations.


[00:51:20 - 00:51:21] Speaker: Who still to this day.


[00:51:21 - 00:51:23] Speaker: Probably don't like me for it.


[00:51:23 - 00:51:25] Speaker: I don't know, I can't say that out loud.


[00:51:25 - 00:51:28] Speaker: All right,
I give cares your run for their money.


[00:51:28 - 00:51:30] Speaker: You know, I


[00:51:30 - 00:51:32] Speaker: it was pretty amazing.


[00:51:32 - 00:51:35] Speaker: Now I'm working at the bear doing this.


[00:51:35 - 00:51:37] Speaker: Doing okay. So I do Hairspray at eight.


[00:51:37 - 00:51:39] Speaker: They told
you only supposed to be two songs. 2 or 3.


[00:51:39 - 00:51:41] Speaker: I think it was,
but it wasn't a full half hour.


[00:51:41 - 00:51:42] Speaker: That's all I know.


[00:51:42 - 00:51:45] Speaker: And the break didn't fall
until like 25 after,


[00:51:45 - 00:51:48] Speaker: you know,
so at least do it up to the break.


[00:51:49 - 00:51:51] Speaker: That only makes sense to me. Why?


[00:51:51 - 00:51:53] Speaker: Why would you just end it
like two songs and.


[00:51:53 - 00:51:54] Speaker: Okay, here, we're back playing,


[00:51:56 - 00:51:57] Speaker: Slipknot.


[00:51:57 - 00:51:58] Speaker: Yeah, it doesn't make any sense.


[00:51:58 - 00:52:01] Speaker: So I also did the 9:00 riot.


[00:52:01 - 00:52:02] Speaker: I remember this time.


[00:52:02 - 00:52:05] Speaker: The 9:00 riot was all requests.


[00:52:05 - 00:52:09] Speaker: Now, all requests on other radio stations


[00:52:09 - 00:52:12] Speaker: that were rock in the area.


[00:52:12 - 00:52:15] Speaker: They gave you room for two.


[00:52:15 - 00:52:17] Speaker: Actual requests.


[00:52:17 - 00:52:19] Speaker: Because everything was all told to. You,
because.


[00:52:19 - 00:52:22] Speaker: Everything. Was written down to play,
and you.


[00:52:22 - 00:52:24] Speaker: Couldn't break their rules at all.


[00:52:24 - 00:52:27] Speaker: So it's like,
okay, the new Dave Matthews came out.


[00:52:27 - 00:52:29] Speaker: We have to play Matthews.


[00:52:29 - 00:52:33] Speaker: And and see,
I was asked to follow some guidelines


[00:52:34 - 00:52:37] Speaker: when I did the 8:00 hour
and played all those requests.


[00:52:38 - 00:52:40] Speaker: Okay.
You still have to get the currents in.


[00:52:40 - 00:52:41] Speaker: That we need to get in.


[00:52:41 - 00:52:43] Speaker: So I don't care what else.


[00:52:43 - 00:52:47] Speaker: You know if you know Ozzy,
crazy train came up later in the hour.


[00:52:47 - 00:52:49] Speaker: If you you know,
you don't have to play that.


[00:52:49 - 00:52:52] Speaker: But you have to pay play. The current.


[00:52:52 - 00:52:53] Speaker: Yeah.


[00:52:53 - 00:52:56] Speaker: Which I was okay with, you know,
and then 9:00 when I did


[00:52:56 - 00:53:00] Speaker: the 9:00 right there,
there was a couple currents in there.


[00:53:01 - 00:53:02] Speaker: Then I had to. Make sure I got in.


[00:53:02 - 00:53:04] Speaker: But a lot of those currents were ones


[00:53:04 - 00:53:06] Speaker: that were going to be requested
or requested.


[00:53:06 - 00:53:08] Speaker: At some point anyway. Right.


[00:53:08 - 00:53:11] Speaker: So we weren't selling your soul.
Kind of. Right. Yeah.


[00:53:11 - 00:53:16] Speaker: The rest of the hour,
though, was all requests and normal.


[00:53:16 - 00:53:21] Speaker: Other stations were only putting
two blanks on the whole hour log


[00:53:22 - 00:53:24] Speaker: for requests
and calling in a request hour,


[00:53:24 - 00:53:27] Speaker: and then faking the rest of it.


[00:53:27 - 00:53:28] Speaker: Taking the rest of it.


[00:53:28 - 00:53:31] Speaker: It's all a TV show, right?


[00:53:31 - 00:53:35] Speaker: But you have to play to the audience
somehow.


[00:53:35 - 00:53:36] Speaker: Sure. No.


[00:53:36 - 00:53:38] Speaker: Okay, I did learn early on in my career


[00:53:38 - 00:53:41] Speaker: why You Can't Play Animals by Pink
Floyd is a request.


[00:53:42 - 00:53:42] Speaker: You want me to.


[00:53:42 - 00:53:44] Speaker: Pull it up and play that one. Tuned out?


[00:53:44 - 00:53:46] Speaker: I know I'm a big Floyd guy.


[00:53:46 - 00:53:48] Speaker: Looks like. Yeah,
you know what I'm saying?


[00:53:48 - 00:53:50] Speaker: There's a reason or why.


[00:53:50 - 00:53:52] Speaker: Why don't you play more, Frank Zappa. For.


[00:53:52 - 00:53:54] Speaker: The three people who wanted. To hear more?


[00:53:54 - 00:53:57] Speaker: Yeah, but for, like, he. Has a leash.


[00:53:57 - 00:54:00] Speaker: I was going to say, for as iconic
as he is, nobody really wants to hear that


[00:54:00 - 00:54:02] Speaker: on the radio. I'm
just sorry. I'm saying it like.


[00:54:02 - 00:54:02] Speaker: People want.


[00:54:02 - 00:54:05] Speaker: To hear Zappa when they're
when they're eating fucking psychedelics.


[00:54:05 - 00:54:07] Speaker: Right. Well, let's see on the lawn.


[00:54:07 - 00:54:08] Speaker: Right? Yeah.


[00:54:08 - 00:54:10] Speaker: So what was it, the thing that, like.


[00:54:10 - 00:54:13] Speaker: I mean, you've always been, you know, very


[00:54:14 - 00:54:17] Speaker: you've you've
always had a connection with people.


[00:54:17 - 00:54:18] Speaker: So what. Was it that was.


[00:54:18 - 00:54:21] Speaker: As you get into like the craziness of,
like.


[00:54:22 - 00:54:24] Speaker: Political stuff or.


[00:54:24 - 00:54:27] Speaker: You know, where it's like
there is no songs anymore.


[00:54:27 - 00:54:29] Speaker: It's just it now, you. Know,
because you're.


[00:54:29 - 00:54:30] Speaker: Responsible for three hours, like.


[00:54:30 - 00:54:32] Speaker: I just said, I was more rock than talk.


[00:54:32 - 00:54:35] Speaker: And I want to add a little bit to that
story, please, please.


[00:54:35 - 00:54:35] Speaker: With.


[00:54:35 - 00:54:40] Speaker: So we get a music directory, the bear
that comes in from Modesto, California.


[00:54:40 - 00:54:41] Speaker: Okay.


[00:54:41 - 00:54:44] Speaker: And I wasn't sitting there,
but one of our promotions directors


[00:54:44 - 00:54:47] Speaker: when they used to hire more like
they used to have three promotion


[00:54:47 - 00:54:49] Speaker: directors
for all the stations in the building.


[00:54:49 - 00:54:50] Speaker: You know,


[00:54:50 - 00:54:55] Speaker: she was sitting by the door in this guy
from California, goes into the office.


[00:54:55 - 00:54:58] Speaker: And is yelling at sausage because I don't
she doesn't.


[00:54:58 - 00:55:02] Speaker: Follow the music log in is he was already
like hell bent to go after me.


[00:55:02 - 00:55:06] Speaker: Yeah, and I understand that
sausage said to him,


[00:55:07 - 00:55:09] Speaker: when you get the ratings that she gets.


[00:55:09 - 00:55:12] Speaker: Then you can complain.


[00:55:12 - 00:55:15] Speaker: But until then, we let Nikki
do what Nikki does.


[00:55:15 - 00:55:16] Speaker: You know what I mean? But.


[00:55:16 - 00:55:19] Speaker: And I appreciate that because, you know.


[00:55:19 - 00:55:21] Speaker: Right.
But then they stopped chasing the ratings.


[00:55:21 - 00:55:24] Speaker: Then it became all about like,
you have to do what we tell you


[00:55:24 - 00:55:26] Speaker: because, like, that. Was the thing
that, like, that's.


[00:55:26 - 00:55:27] Speaker: What I don't understand.


[00:55:27 - 00:55:30] Speaker: But there was like this. Punk
rock aspect to it that I really loved.


[00:55:30 - 00:55:33] Speaker: Like if it worked like talk
like radio in general, back in the like,


[00:55:33 - 00:55:36] Speaker: even when I was growing up in high school
and then little after.


[00:55:36 - 00:55:38] Speaker: It was real punk
rock. Yeah, I don't know when they


[00:55:39 - 00:55:41] Speaker: started to make it so less.


[00:55:41 - 00:55:45] Speaker: About the people and make it.
You know what?


[00:55:45 - 00:55:47] Speaker: I mean? Almost like a propaganda machine.


[00:55:47 - 00:55:48] Speaker: Exactly.


[00:55:48 - 00:55:50] Speaker: Because they're telling us
what music we want to listen to.


[00:55:50 - 00:55:53] Speaker: Yeah.
You can't deviate. You can't deviate.


[00:55:53 - 00:55:54] Speaker: These are the topics you can.


[00:55:54 - 00:55:54] Speaker: And this.


[00:55:54 - 00:55:56] Speaker: Is why I don't want this is my.


[00:55:56 - 00:55:58] Speaker: Going into talk.


[00:55:58 - 00:56:00] Speaker: Radio was much better for me.


[00:56:00 - 00:56:04] Speaker: Because if I wasn't because after I left
the beer and I left the beer because,


[00:56:05 - 00:56:07] Speaker: well, they turned to what they want.


[00:56:07 - 00:56:10] Speaker: They turned to Iraq for a while,
but a different


[00:56:10 - 00:56:13] Speaker: Z rock because, yes, Rock one and seven
had a sister station, Zee Rock, for a bit,


[00:56:13 - 00:56:18] Speaker: but there was for about 4 or 5 months


[00:56:19 - 00:56:21] Speaker: there was a station 97, nine.


[00:56:21 - 00:56:23] Speaker: Was Zee Rock.


[00:56:24 - 00:56:25] Speaker: And then you were the X.


[00:56:25 - 00:56:26] Speaker: And then it turned to the X.


[00:56:26 - 00:56:27] Speaker: Yeah. Okay.


[00:56:27 - 00:56:30] Speaker: X was originally on 93.7.


[00:56:30 - 00:56:33] Speaker: I remember that. Yeah. Yeah. So


[00:56:33 - 00:56:35] Speaker: and then they had that G rock
and then they.


[00:56:35 - 00:56:36] Speaker: So it all kind of came together.


[00:56:36 - 00:56:38] Speaker: It was the weirdest thing on the planet.


[00:56:38 - 00:56:41] Speaker: Only knows I got pregnant. In this period.


[00:56:42 - 00:56:45] Speaker: And I,


[00:56:45 - 00:56:47] Speaker: we didn't want to tell you what I worked
with because I knew that would be.


[00:56:47 - 00:56:49] Speaker: Detrimental to my career.


[00:56:49 - 00:56:50] Speaker: Being pregnant.


[00:56:50 - 00:56:52] Speaker: Being pregnant as a radio announcer
and taking time off.


[00:56:52 - 00:56:55] Speaker: And yeah, I really I felt that way.


[00:56:56 - 00:56:58] Speaker: And I turns out I wasn't really wrong.


[00:56:59 - 00:57:03] Speaker: Right before I got pregnant,
I was I applied to be the.


[00:57:03 - 00:57:06] Speaker: Program director of Zee Rock.


[00:57:07 - 00:57:09] Speaker: I was turned down for that job.


[00:57:09 - 00:57:12] Speaker: They brought another woman
and a female. In from out of state


[00:57:14 - 00:57:18] Speaker: and. That was called into the office
by the GM.


[00:57:18 - 00:57:24] Speaker: And the GM said, said to me,
the reason I didn't give you the program


[00:57:24 - 00:57:29] Speaker: director job for Zee Rock was,
I see you have a country music background


[00:57:30 - 00:57:33] Speaker: and we're going to put another country
station on the air.


[00:57:34 - 00:57:35] Speaker: Is that Froggy?


[00:57:35 - 00:57:37] Speaker: No, it was


[00:57:37 - 00:57:38] Speaker: was it the second.


[00:57:38 - 00:57:41] Speaker: Incarnation of Cat country? Pre mash.


[00:57:41 - 00:57:43] Speaker: Okay. All right. Like because


[00:57:43 - 00:57:46] Speaker: 93 seven took over cat country I remember.


[00:57:46 - 00:57:47] Speaker: Okay. Yeah yeah. All right.


[00:57:47 - 00:57:48] Speaker: Yeah yeah okay. Yeah.


[00:57:48 - 00:57:48] Speaker: So when they.


[00:57:48 - 00:57:52] Speaker: Were moving 9093 7 to. 90.


[00:57:52 - 00:57:55] Speaker: 7 to 9790. Something to fill. The gap.


[00:57:55 - 00:57:56] Speaker: They were going to put.


[00:57:56 - 00:57:58] Speaker: Cat country on the air again.


[00:57:58 - 00:57:59] Speaker: All right.


[00:57:59 - 00:58:02] Speaker: So I was like okay


[00:58:03 - 00:58:05] Speaker: I ended up having to
tell them I'm pregnant though


[00:58:06 - 00:58:08] Speaker: because


[00:58:08 - 00:58:11] Speaker: they were pushing me to do this
diet thing to.


[00:58:11 - 00:58:13] Speaker: And I wasn't even really heavy
at that time.


[00:58:13 - 00:58:15] Speaker: At that time, it wasn't.


[00:58:15 - 00:58:18] Speaker: Heavy and all. But I was starting, I.


[00:58:18 - 00:58:21] Speaker: Think I was starting to gain
weight in there somewhere.


[00:58:24 - 00:58:25] Speaker: But I had a miscarriage before that.


[00:58:25 - 00:58:27] Speaker: So you could have had something.


[00:58:27 - 00:58:28] Speaker: Whatever. It doesn't matter.


[00:58:28 - 00:58:31] Speaker: So I was okay.


[00:58:31 - 00:58:32] Speaker: You know,
they asked me if I would be interested


[00:58:32 - 00:58:36] Speaker: in doing the Stein thing
to do testimonials for the company.


[00:58:36 - 00:58:38] Speaker: And I'm like, I don't know.


[00:58:38 - 00:58:41] Speaker: Like, I don't really like doing anything
that's not natural.


[00:58:41 - 00:58:43] Speaker: And they did it up.


[00:58:43 - 00:58:45] Speaker: But then they were pushing
and I finally had to say,


[00:58:45 - 00:58:48] Speaker: I can't do it
because I'm pregnant. Gotcha.


[00:58:48 - 00:58:49] Speaker: At which point.


[00:58:52 - 00:58:53] Speaker: I never heard about.


[00:58:53 - 00:58:54] Speaker: The job, the.


[00:58:54 - 00:58:56] Speaker: Job again, about being program director.


[00:58:56 - 00:58:58] Speaker: And then I found out
that somebody else in the building


[00:58:58 - 00:59:01] Speaker: was working on it,
who had no country background.


[00:59:01 - 00:59:04] Speaker: One bit whatsoever.


[00:59:04 - 00:59:05] Speaker: And I was like,


[00:59:05 - 00:59:08] Speaker: So then we had this big meeting


[00:59:08 - 00:59:11] Speaker: about the 97 nine going.


[00:59:11 - 00:59:14] Speaker: On to to be the X.


[00:59:14 - 00:59:16] Speaker: And no, nothing about a country
station was being brought.


[00:59:16 - 00:59:18] Speaker: Up and they kind of all laughed it off


[00:59:18 - 00:59:21] Speaker: that there was going
to be a country station.


[00:59:21 - 00:59:24] Speaker: So after the meeting,
I respectfully went into the GM's.


[00:59:24 - 00:59:25] Speaker: Office and said,


[00:59:25 - 00:59:28] Speaker: now you already told me you're
putting the country station on the air.


[00:59:29 - 00:59:32] Speaker: I said, you also told me,


[00:59:32 - 00:59:34] Speaker: that I would be program director of it.


[00:59:34 - 00:59:37] Speaker: And I know this other person over
here has been working on it.


[00:59:39 - 00:59:42] Speaker: What's the deal?


[00:59:42 - 00:59:44] Speaker: He asked me how long
I was going to have to take off work.


[00:59:44 - 00:59:45] Speaker: Anyway.


[00:59:45 - 00:59:48] Speaker: That was his response to you.


[00:59:48 - 00:59:51] Speaker: And then he told me.


[00:59:51 - 00:59:52] Speaker: I was also going, I and I wasn't.


[00:59:52 - 00:59:55] Speaker: I didn't raise my voice.
I was talking just like this. I was in L.


[00:59:55 - 00:59:57] Speaker: And I was just saying, you know,
this is what's going on.


[00:59:57 - 00:59:58] Speaker: But your woman, you know,


[00:59:58 - 01:00:01] Speaker: they all think that your whenever told me
I was pregnant and emotional.


[01:00:02 - 01:00:03] Speaker: He said, you're being pregnant and an.


[01:00:03 - 01:00:06] Speaker: Emotional asking about it.


[01:00:07 - 01:00:08] Speaker: Who talks like that?


[01:00:08 - 01:00:11] Speaker: Right. Honest to God it really happened.


[01:00:11 - 01:00:13] Speaker: And I'm like.


[01:00:13 - 01:00:15] Speaker: Whoa.


[01:00:15 - 01:00:19] Speaker: So at that point I wasn't comfortable
there, you know?


[01:00:19 - 01:00:21] Speaker: And I am praying now, now
at this point, I'm pregnant. Pregnant.


[01:00:26 - 01:00:27] Speaker: I decided to file a.


[01:00:27 - 01:00:29] Speaker: Grievance with the company.


[01:00:29 - 01:00:30] Speaker: The corporate?


[01:00:30 - 01:00:32] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:00:32 - 01:00:35] Speaker: For some reason,


[01:00:35 - 01:00:39] Speaker: our human resources director was no longer
human resources director.


[01:00:39 - 01:00:42] Speaker: She was just doing whatever,


[01:00:42 - 01:00:45] Speaker: and I had to bring it through the business
management manager who is.


[01:00:45 - 01:00:48] Speaker: Still with that company. I don't know why.


[01:00:48 - 01:00:50] Speaker: But now I have lots of theories on


[01:00:50 - 01:00:53] Speaker: how some people keep their jobs,
so I'm sorry.


[01:00:54 - 01:00:56] Speaker: You know,
maybe it's something we can talk about.


[01:00:56 - 01:00:58] Speaker: Lesbian talk. No, no.


[01:00:58 - 01:01:01] Speaker: We're not, so I don't know. So,


[01:01:02 - 01:01:06] Speaker: she puts it right through the general
manager, who I have the grievance against.


[01:01:06 - 01:01:07] Speaker: That's insane.


[01:01:07 - 01:01:09] Speaker: I don't like. How does that happen?


[01:01:09 - 01:01:11] Speaker: So then I'm like, I don't know what to do.


[01:01:11 - 01:01:14] Speaker: I did get a lawyer who said, okay,
these are what you need to do


[01:01:15 - 01:01:16] Speaker: to follow through.


[01:01:16 - 01:01:18] Speaker: On this,
to file a grievance with the state.


[01:01:19 - 01:01:20] Speaker: The guy from the


[01:01:20 - 01:01:23] Speaker: state literally told me that
he thought one of the.


[01:01:23 - 01:01:26] Speaker: Parents should stay home with the kids.


[01:01:28 - 01:01:28] Speaker: Really?


[01:01:28 - 01:01:30] Speaker: You think he met my truck driving husband?


[01:01:30 - 01:01:32] Speaker: I'm just asking.


[01:01:32 - 01:01:34] Speaker: What do you. What do you think? Well,
I mean. That makes sense.


[01:01:34 - 01:01:35] Speaker: I mean. Yeah, right. Yeah.


[01:01:35 - 01:01:38] Speaker: I mean, the person who should stay home
is the truck driving lesson.


[01:01:38 - 01:01:38] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:01:38 - 01:01:41] Speaker: I think how do people, like, see,
that's the thing.


[01:01:41 - 01:01:43] Speaker: Like, I don't like, I don't.


[01:01:43 - 01:01:44] Speaker: Even understand,


[01:01:44 - 01:01:47] Speaker: but maybe I just needed to know this stuff
that it actually exists.


[01:01:47 - 01:01:50] Speaker: I didn't want to fight for money, though,
or anything else


[01:01:50 - 01:01:51] Speaker: or to keep the job at this point.


[01:01:51 - 01:01:54] Speaker: I was done with the company
after that all happened.


[01:01:54 - 01:01:57] Speaker: Unfortunately,
I just burn some bridges at that point.


[01:01:57 - 01:02:00] Speaker: Like I'm taking care of wire.


[01:02:00 - 01:02:04] Speaker: And one of the best bosses I ever had
was sausage, you know, and.


[01:02:04 - 01:02:05] Speaker: Everything's about him.


[01:02:05 - 01:02:09] Speaker: And Aaron Roberts was premium,
who was an excellent, excellent boss


[01:02:10 - 01:02:11] Speaker: who was a real, real.


[01:02:11 - 01:02:13] Speaker: Real program. Director, too.


[01:02:13 - 01:02:14] Speaker: Not just a yes man.


[01:02:14 - 01:02:18] Speaker: Yeah, but sausage was also a good person
because he let me be me. He.


[01:02:18 - 01:02:21] Speaker: But he knew I could be
me and could get the ratings.


[01:02:21 - 01:02:22] Speaker: Well, that's. What matters and that.


[01:02:22 - 01:02:24] Speaker: But that doesn't. Count at all anymore.


[01:02:24 - 01:02:27] Speaker: With some of these companies.


[01:02:27 - 01:02:27] Speaker: I mean, come on.


[01:02:27 - 01:02:32] Speaker: I had number one ratings
to do an afternoon on rank one and seven.


[01:02:33 - 01:02:36] Speaker: They gave me a $1,000 bonus
for hitting my ratings.


[01:02:36 - 01:02:37] Speaker: Now, when I was doing nights on the bear,


[01:02:37 - 01:02:39] Speaker: there were no bonus structures
for the nature of out there.


[01:02:39 - 01:02:40] Speaker: Just say high five.


[01:02:40 - 01:02:40] Speaker: Thank you.


[01:02:40 - 01:02:43] Speaker: Now starting in the morning, me at night


[01:02:44 - 01:02:49] Speaker: and the only person not pulling ratings
on that station other than what stern got.


[01:02:49 - 01:02:50] Speaker: But stern wasn't


[01:02:50 - 01:02:54] Speaker: making the company any money
because he was too controversial.


[01:02:54 - 01:02:55] Speaker: Yeah. So you didn't get along.


[01:02:55 - 01:02:56] Speaker: That was when he was syndicated, right?


[01:02:56 - 01:02:59] Speaker: Yeah, yeah. Preet XM. So who?


[01:02:59 - 01:03:01] Speaker: How the hell how the hell do you get into?


[01:03:01 - 01:03:03] Speaker: So how do you jump out of there
to be like,


[01:03:03 - 01:03:04] Speaker: oh, I'm just going to talk to people and


[01:03:04 - 01:03:08] Speaker: and and take calls
and have you have guests interviews?


[01:03:08 - 01:03:11] Speaker: I was on the bear during 911.


[01:03:12 - 01:03:13] Speaker: Oh, shit.


[01:03:13 - 01:03:15] Speaker: Wait, were. You on, like,
when the towers got hit?


[01:03:15 - 01:03:17] Speaker: Yeah. No. Okay. That morning.


[01:03:17 - 01:03:18] Speaker: So that was stern.


[01:03:18 - 01:03:19] Speaker: I was.


[01:03:19 - 01:03:21] Speaker: Yeah, I was supposed to be off of.


[01:03:21 - 01:03:24] Speaker: Work that day.


[01:03:24 - 01:03:27] Speaker: My husband was off,
I was sleeping, I was gone.


[01:03:27 - 01:03:29] Speaker: I never take time off work. I'm like, I.


[01:03:29 - 01:03:31] Speaker: I don't work. I'm, like, really weird.


[01:03:31 - 01:03:32] Speaker: I'm, like, messed up on that.


[01:03:32 - 01:03:35] Speaker: Work hard, be nice. And it would never I.


[01:03:35 - 01:03:38] Speaker: I don't believe in taking off
just to take off, you know what I mean?


[01:03:38 - 01:03:41] Speaker: And also in radio you learn that if you
take two days off, they might replace you.


[01:03:41 - 01:03:42] Speaker: The next day.


[01:03:42 - 01:03:44] Speaker: So you get you get a little nervous there.


[01:03:44 - 01:03:46] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:03:46 - 01:03:46] Speaker: Job security.


[01:03:46 - 01:03:49] Speaker: So I decided I was taking a night off,


[01:03:50 - 01:03:52] Speaker: and because my husband had an ass
and thank God,


[01:03:52 - 01:03:54] Speaker: because my husband used to drive
over the George.


[01:03:54 - 01:03:57] Speaker: Washington Bridge at that point, like.
Okay. Yeah.


[01:03:57 - 01:04:00] Speaker: So I,


[01:04:00 - 01:04:03] Speaker: get a phone call from a friend,
and she goes, you better turn your TV on.


[01:04:03 - 01:04:04] Speaker: You need to turn your TV on.


[01:04:04 - 01:04:07] Speaker: I remember that day so vividly.


[01:04:07 - 01:04:09] Speaker: And I'm like, it, turn it on.


[01:04:09 - 01:04:12] Speaker: Just as the second plane was hitting.


[01:04:12 - 01:04:13] Speaker: So did I.


[01:04:13 - 01:04:17] Speaker: And I was like,
oh my gosh, I don't know what to do.


[01:04:18 - 01:04:21] Speaker: And like, you know how that day was?


[01:04:21 - 01:04:22] Speaker: That day went just weird.


[01:04:22 - 01:04:25] Speaker: I was just about ready to pick up my phone
and call sausage.


[01:04:25 - 01:04:26] Speaker: To tell him I wanted to go in.


[01:04:26 - 01:04:29] Speaker: When he called me and said,
I think you need to come in tonight


[01:04:29 - 01:04:32] Speaker: because nobody connects with the audience
like you do, and I think they need you.


[01:04:33 - 01:04:34] Speaker: Oh, wow.


[01:04:34 - 01:04:36] Speaker: And I at the time.


[01:04:36 - 01:04:37] Speaker: And I wish I had copies of every.


[01:04:37 - 01:04:40] Speaker: I'm not a good saver of like,
oh, this is all the stuff I didn't.


[01:04:40 - 01:04:41] Speaker: Look at all my whatever.


[01:04:41 - 01:04:43] Speaker: Yeah. I'm not good at that.


[01:04:43 - 01:04:45] Speaker: But I wish I did have some of the writings
I did.


[01:04:45 - 01:04:48] Speaker: I websites were kind of fairly new,
but I was doing a blog on the website,


[01:04:49 - 01:04:51] Speaker: and I was doing a blog on
the. Website to keep people


[01:04:52 - 01:04:53] Speaker: unified.


[01:04:53 - 01:04:57] Speaker: Yeah, unified, you know,
and to talk about stuff on the website.


[01:04:57 - 01:05:01] Speaker: Plus doing the show at night where I took.


[01:05:01 - 01:05:03] Speaker: Calls from people who were supposed.


[01:05:03 - 01:05:06] Speaker: To be in New York
that day that didn't go to New York.


[01:05:06 - 01:05:09] Speaker: People that,


[01:05:09 - 01:05:12] Speaker: were, from this area


[01:05:12 - 01:05:15] Speaker: and used to work there, like their
the connections that were made.


[01:05:15 - 01:05:18] Speaker: I still get the chills. Thinking about it.
Makes me want to cry.


[01:05:18 - 01:05:20] Speaker: Yeah, but and to.


[01:05:20 - 01:05:22] Speaker: Be told that even
I have the message from sausage.


[01:05:22 - 01:05:27] Speaker: I eventually had a I wrote him
a couple of years back an apology.


[01:05:27 - 01:05:30] Speaker: For how I left the company.


[01:05:30 - 01:05:33] Speaker: They wanted me to come back
part time after I had the baby,


[01:05:33 - 01:05:34] Speaker: and I thought I was treated poorly.


[01:05:34 - 01:05:37] Speaker: So I told them, let me talk to my husband.


[01:05:37 - 01:05:38] Speaker: I don't know if I want to come back
at least part time.


[01:05:38 - 01:05:39] Speaker: They wanted me to come back full time,


[01:05:41 - 01:05:43] Speaker: but I said, I don't know because I have.


[01:05:43 - 01:05:45] Speaker: A little girl
and I work and hours and. Radio.


[01:05:45 - 01:05:48] Speaker: I don't want to do so. Instead of.


[01:05:48 - 01:05:50] Speaker: Taking his offer to go back and work.


[01:05:50 - 01:05:53] Speaker: There, I called Rockland Southern.


[01:05:53 - 01:05:56] Speaker: Rob Lipschitz
was the program director at the time,


[01:05:56 - 01:05:59] Speaker: and he tripped over himself
and found me a ticket in,


[01:05:59 - 01:06:02] Speaker: which was nice, you know?


[01:06:05 - 01:06:07] Speaker: I felt bad about it later,


[01:06:07 - 01:06:09] Speaker: and I don't know, I'm.


[01:06:09 - 01:06:12] Speaker: I am not sorry for any part of my career.


[01:06:14 - 01:06:16] Speaker: When I worked at one of seven seven,
it was mountains rock.


[01:06:16 - 01:06:19] Speaker: I told you, this guy, I was trying to kiss
you, kiss me all the time. And.


[01:06:21 - 01:06:21] Speaker: I was doing.


[01:06:21 - 01:06:22] Speaker: I was doing sales.


[01:06:22 - 01:06:25] Speaker: I was in a car loan with them, and
they say, oh, you made your first sale.


[01:06:25 - 01:06:27] Speaker: Give me a kiss. I would like to find out.


[01:06:27 - 01:06:29] Speaker: I would have put a pineapple up his ass.


[01:06:29 - 01:06:32] Speaker: I was like, you know, and I'm like, no.


[01:06:32 - 01:06:33] Speaker: Oh, like the whole.


[01:06:33 - 01:06:35] Speaker: I was. Such a bitch. Back then. Good.


[01:06:36 - 01:06:39] Speaker: He was fooling around with other people.


[01:06:39 - 01:06:39] Speaker: Guys like that.


[01:06:39 - 01:06:42] Speaker: And his wife was coming in
because we were so hokey.


[01:06:42 - 01:06:47] Speaker: Station and yeah, you can't pay his wife
to come in and answer phones for us.


[01:06:48 - 01:06:51] Speaker: But if she couldn't answer phone,
I was expected to answer,


[01:06:51 - 01:06:52] Speaker: well, I was on the air, right.


[01:06:52 - 01:06:53] Speaker: You know, that's.


[01:06:53 - 01:06:56] Speaker: Yeah. Where can I direct your call? So.


[01:06:56 - 01:06:59] Speaker: So I would be trying to do
stuff, get ready for like,


[01:06:59 - 01:07:03] Speaker: the next bit on the air
morning show and the phone ring


[01:07:03 - 01:07:06] Speaker: and ring and ring.


[01:07:06 - 01:07:07] Speaker: And I count.


[01:07:07 - 01:07:11] Speaker: One, two. Three.


[01:07:11 - 01:07:14] Speaker: I guess she's oblivious to the phone
ringing, like she's oblivious


[01:07:14 - 01:07:17] Speaker: to her husband fucking around on her.


[01:07:24 - 01:07:26] Speaker: Oh, man, radio was awesome.


[01:07:26 - 01:07:28] Speaker: Okay, but let. Me tell you the horror.


[01:07:28 - 01:07:31] Speaker: Like,
where did I burn myself? Do they not? Now?


[01:07:31 - 01:07:33] Speaker: I stood true to myself always.
Like I was being a dick.


[01:07:33 - 01:07:36] Speaker: You have to be a dick back, right? It's
my way. And I'm still true to myself.


[01:07:36 - 01:07:37] Speaker: Always to.


[01:07:37 - 01:07:42] Speaker: Yeah,
you know, he later went to be a manager


[01:07:43 - 01:07:46] Speaker: and a local and


[01:07:46 - 01:07:49] Speaker: a company locally
that has a station in Baltimore, Maryland.


[01:07:50 - 01:07:51] Speaker: Okay.


[01:07:51 - 01:07:54] Speaker: For one of their stations out there,
did he.


[01:07:54 - 01:07:55] Speaker: And well.


[01:07:55 - 01:07:57] Speaker: I guess he did
because they quietly let him go


[01:07:57 - 01:08:01] Speaker: back to the Scranton station
while I was working there. Wow.


[01:08:02 - 01:08:04] Speaker: And he never really made
eye contact with me.


[01:08:04 - 01:08:07] Speaker: He was kind of cordial to me
but not like you know what I mean.


[01:08:08 - 01:08:12] Speaker: But I still think because the old boys
club that that's like my position.


[01:08:13 - 01:08:16] Speaker: At that local station
didn't work out very well,


[01:08:16 - 01:08:19] Speaker: because when you get let go one month
after getting $1,000 bonus.


[01:08:20 - 01:08:23] Speaker: And the next month sloppy board work,
but they also didn't


[01:08:23 - 01:08:26] Speaker: like the way
their listeners sounded on the air.


[01:08:26 - 01:08:26] Speaker: They did?


[01:08:26 - 01:08:29] Speaker: Oh yeah, they didn't like it,
because part of my whole thing,


[01:08:29 - 01:08:31] Speaker: and part of the reason


[01:08:31 - 01:08:34] Speaker: that Scott Lee Downing,
who was another great program director


[01:08:34 - 01:08:37] Speaker: that I had, a wonderful program director,
loved my interaction with people.


[01:08:38 - 01:08:41] Speaker: And, you know, you just have fun with
them, make jokes, you know,


[01:08:44 - 01:08:45] Speaker: Well, they let him go and then.


[01:08:45 - 01:08:48] Speaker: Let me go, you know what I mean?


[01:08:48 - 01:08:51] Speaker: They didn't like the way
the listener sounded on the air.


[01:08:51 - 01:08:52] Speaker: So it's like the mix or. What.


[01:08:52 - 01:08:55] Speaker: A maybe.


[01:08:56 - 01:08:58] Speaker: Some, like,
I feel it's a few that would call.


[01:08:58 - 01:08:59] Speaker: Would sound a little drunk
when they called,


[01:08:59 - 01:09:01] Speaker: even if they were in, Or.


[01:09:01 - 01:09:03] Speaker: Or if they just didn't like the phone
calls.


[01:09:03 - 01:09:04] Speaker: They didn't like the phone calls.


[01:09:04 - 01:09:05] Speaker: I watched listen to an episode.


[01:09:05 - 01:09:08] Speaker: Of Howard Stern where somebody called in
on horse tranquilizers.


[01:09:08 - 01:09:09] Speaker: Really?


[01:09:09 - 01:09:11] Speaker: But it's I we were riveted.


[01:09:11 - 01:09:13] Speaker: I was we were we were at Kim's hospital.


[01:09:13 - 01:09:14] Speaker: My mom's like, what part of.


[01:09:14 - 01:09:16] Speaker: The some of the other people
that weren't drunk,


[01:09:16 - 01:09:18] Speaker: that's just the way they talked
because they had problems.


[01:09:18 - 01:09:20] Speaker: Sure you don't like the way your listeners
sound?


[01:09:20 - 01:09:21] Speaker: So no more phone calls.


[01:09:21 - 01:09:23] Speaker: What?
They're saying is. No more phone calls.


[01:09:23 - 01:09:25] Speaker: What they're saying is
they don't like their audience.


[01:09:26 - 01:09:29] Speaker: They might in my right
and thinking that, sorry, guys, this is.


[01:09:29 - 01:09:30] Speaker: Because we're here.


[01:09:30 - 01:09:32] Speaker: We're up
here, we're better than everybody.


[01:09:32 - 01:09:34] Speaker: You know, you own a newspaper, you own it.


[01:09:34 - 01:09:37] Speaker: Did I say that I love to. I.


[01:09:37 - 01:09:40] Speaker: You own a radio station.


[01:09:40 - 01:09:41] Speaker: You know? So.


[01:09:41 - 01:09:43] Speaker: But these people are beneath us.


[01:09:43 - 01:09:46] Speaker: That's even though that's terrible.


[01:09:46 - 01:09:49] Speaker: This is the same station that the reason.


[01:09:49 - 01:09:50] Speaker: One of the reasons
I think they got rid of Scotland.


[01:09:50 - 01:09:54] Speaker: Downey was because he played
live in love and made by.


[01:09:54 - 01:09:58] Speaker: He put that in that one Zeppelin
and the one owner didn't know


[01:09:58 - 01:10:00] Speaker: what that song was.


[01:10:00 - 01:10:02] Speaker: How do you not know that song?


[01:10:02 - 01:10:04] Speaker: I'm just a Woman.


[01:10:04 - 01:10:06] Speaker: And it's that one.


[01:10:06 - 01:10:08] Speaker: There's only you could almost play
any LED Zeppelin song


[01:10:08 - 01:10:11] Speaker: and you know it's there
and you know it's Zeppelin.


[01:10:11 - 01:10:14] Speaker: And most people will know
that it's Zeppelin, you know?


[01:10:14 - 01:10:15] Speaker: And that's when.


[01:10:15 - 01:10:17] Speaker: I started listening to Zeppelin.


[01:10:17 - 01:10:18] Speaker: I'm like, they're phenomenal.


[01:10:19 - 01:10:22] Speaker: I like, how do you not like.


[01:10:22 - 01:10:23] Speaker: How do you not don't. Yeah.


[01:10:23 - 01:10:26] Speaker: So yeah, that's the way
that's the way it is.


[01:10:26 - 01:10:28] Speaker: It's like I control this.
So I get to tell everything.


[01:10:28 - 01:10:29] Speaker: I tell you my joy.


[01:10:29 - 01:10:31] Speaker: And that's the thing
I always had a problem with, where


[01:10:31 - 01:10:34] Speaker: it's like, let the artists be artists
because I think you're an artist


[01:10:34 - 01:10:36] Speaker: because there's a gift to what you do.
But everybody can't do that.


[01:10:36 - 01:10:37] Speaker: It's a God.


[01:10:37 - 01:10:39] Speaker: Given gift, though. I like,
I remember one.


[01:10:39 - 01:10:40] Speaker: Time was God.


[01:10:40 - 01:10:43] Speaker: One of the things that I early on
in my career, I learned that


[01:10:43 - 01:10:45] Speaker: if and I used to say this


[01:10:45 - 01:10:47] Speaker: like you should talent to do something,
you should use something.


[01:10:47 - 01:10:49] Speaker: You should use that talent to repay them.


[01:10:49 - 01:10:51] Speaker: Absolutely repay him. And


[01:10:53 - 01:10:55] Speaker: then I realized,
oh, wait, you can never repay God.


[01:10:55 - 01:10:56] Speaker: You know, there's.


[01:10:56 - 01:10:58] Speaker: No way
I can never be good enough for doing that.


[01:10:58 - 01:11:00] Speaker: But I like giving.


[01:11:00 - 01:11:03] Speaker: So when I was on 177 Endless Mountains
of Rock and I was doing mornings,


[01:11:04 - 01:11:06] Speaker: I got approached by somebody and asked me,


[01:11:06 - 01:11:09] Speaker: can you do something
with the Special Olympics?


[01:11:09 - 01:11:11] Speaker: And in a small town station, small town,
whatever.


[01:11:11 - 01:11:14] Speaker: I'm like, yeah.


[01:11:14 - 01:11:16] Speaker: I will go and do a live broadcast
from there. I'll get it.


[01:11:16 - 01:11:18] Speaker: You know, I get sponsors if I need to.


[01:11:18 - 01:11:19] Speaker: I don't remember if I did or not.


[01:11:19 - 01:11:22] Speaker: I put on some,
but these kids will love it.


[01:11:22 - 01:11:22] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:11:22 - 01:11:25] Speaker: You know, I had so many parents
thank me for doing that.


[01:11:25 - 01:11:27] Speaker: You will even believe it.


[01:11:27 - 01:11:29] Speaker: Like parents that would in.


[01:11:29 - 01:11:31] Speaker: When I did that show
and mornings in Tunkhannock,


[01:11:31 - 01:11:33] Speaker: I couldn't go anywhere
without people knowing me.


[01:11:33 - 01:11:34] Speaker: And it was Tunkhannock.


[01:11:34 - 01:11:37] Speaker: Yeah, but people were listening
in while listening to Wanda Montrose


[01:11:37 - 01:11:40] Speaker: and some people from Down This Way,
but it didn't have a really.


[01:11:40 - 01:11:42] Speaker: Great signal down this way.


[01:11:42 - 01:11:44] Speaker: I had so many people thank me


[01:11:44 - 01:11:47] Speaker: for doing that
because I made the kids feel special.


[01:11:48 - 01:11:49] Speaker: They thought, you know,
radio was something.


[01:11:49 - 01:11:51] Speaker: You had the microphone,
you talked to them.


[01:11:51 - 01:11:52] Speaker: Kids, you know, kids of you and.


[01:11:52 - 01:11:54] Speaker: You talked about those.
Kids are beautiful, you know?


[01:11:54 - 01:11:59] Speaker: But I had a guy I worked with there
who had a very short with career in radio,


[01:12:00 - 01:12:01] Speaker: who said to.


[01:12:01 - 01:12:02] Speaker: Me when I.


[01:12:02 - 01:12:04] Speaker: Said I was planning on doing it
and I was the operations.


[01:12:04 - 01:12:06] Speaker: Manager of that radio station, too. Okay.


[01:12:06 - 01:12:11] Speaker: So I it was my call when I wanted to do
whatever I could do. It.


[01:12:11 - 01:12:14] Speaker: You can't go and broadcast life
from there.


[01:12:14 - 01:12:15] Speaker: You'll make us the laughing stock.


[01:12:15 - 01:12:17] Speaker: Of the industry.


[01:12:17 - 01:12:19] Speaker: And I'm like. F that guy.


[01:12:19 - 01:12:21] Speaker: I didn't care
about being the laughing stock.


[01:12:21 - 01:12:23] Speaker: I cared. About people.


[01:12:23 - 01:12:24] Speaker: I don't care if people look down on it.


[01:12:24 - 01:12:26] Speaker: That would be their.


[01:12:26 - 01:12:29] Speaker: Problem, not mine.


[01:12:29 - 01:12:31] Speaker: And I am the thank.


[01:12:31 - 01:12:33] Speaker: Yous that I got.


[01:12:33 - 01:12:35] Speaker: From those parents.


[01:12:35 - 01:12:36] Speaker: I can't even, you.


[01:12:36 - 01:12:39] Speaker: Know, it was just so beautiful. Yeah.


[01:12:39 - 01:12:40] Speaker: You know.


[01:12:40 - 01:12:43] Speaker: And I didn't even like
I thought it was the right thing to do,


[01:12:43 - 01:12:44] Speaker: but I didn't even know.


[01:12:44 - 01:12:47] Speaker: How right it was until after I did it.


[01:12:47 - 01:12:49] Speaker: Do you know what I'm saying?


[01:12:49 - 01:12:52] Speaker: Yes. I and I.


[01:12:52 - 01:12:55] Speaker: I just I never did anything for me,


[01:12:56 - 01:12:56] Speaker: even though, like,


[01:12:56 - 01:12:59] Speaker: it's a ego driven kind of business.


[01:13:00 - 01:13:00] Speaker: I like feeling good.


[01:13:00 - 01:13:02] Speaker: And there were people that didn't like me


[01:13:02 - 01:13:05] Speaker: for whatever reasons,
they decided not to like me.


[01:13:06 - 01:13:09] Speaker: One woman was
she could never win a contest on the bare.


[01:13:10 - 01:13:13] Speaker: She literally called me and said,


[01:13:14 - 01:13:16] Speaker: I can't stand listening to your show.


[01:13:16 - 01:13:19] Speaker: I win on every other radio
station, crew station


[01:13:19 - 01:13:22] Speaker: in all these stations,
and I can't win with you.


[01:13:23 - 01:13:24] Speaker: I said, what did you just say?


[01:13:24 - 01:13:27] Speaker: I went on every other radio station
and I can't win with you.


[01:13:28 - 01:13:30] Speaker: And I would just. Contests
that were just fun.


[01:13:30 - 01:13:33] Speaker: Yeah. Like I would. Make let wouldn't.


[01:13:33 - 01:13:35] Speaker: I can't even remember
if some of the things I. Did.


[01:13:35 - 01:13:38] Speaker: They were so crazy
giving away. Tickets to Queens. Right.


[01:13:38 - 01:13:40] Speaker: You got to eat mouse it. You know, it was.


[01:13:40 - 01:13:45] Speaker: But I would do stupid things like
try to purposely make people looks dumb.


[01:13:45 - 01:13:47] Speaker: Like, yeah. Everybody's
along for the ride. Right.


[01:13:47 - 01:13:48] Speaker: It was just.


[01:13:48 - 01:13:52] Speaker: And stuff
that you was actual entertainment.


[01:13:52 - 01:13:53] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:13:53 - 01:13:56] Speaker: I, I used to do a contest
called The Prizes beside the point.


[01:13:56 - 01:13:57] Speaker: Okay.


[01:13:58 - 01:13:59] Speaker: I would


[01:13:59 - 01:14:02] Speaker: either I or one of the lesbians
or strippers that I would bring in.


[01:14:02 - 01:14:06] Speaker: Monday's was Naked Monday, so strippers
would come in on Monday to Thursday night.


[01:14:06 - 01:14:07] Speaker: They'd be. Naked.


[01:14:07 - 01:14:08] Speaker: Okay.


[01:14:08 - 01:14:09] Speaker: Sometimes they would with a.


[01:14:09 - 01:14:11] Speaker: Boob out. Here and there.


[01:14:11 - 01:14:14] Speaker: Just so you know, I'm I was all women.


[01:14:14 - 01:14:18] Speaker: So my husband about the picture of me
doing a live broadcast from a strip


[01:14:18 - 01:14:20] Speaker: joint that he has up in, in the.
I don't ever.


[01:14:20 - 01:14:21] Speaker: Let the kids find that.


[01:14:21 - 01:14:22] Speaker: Please don't let the kids like.


[01:14:22 - 01:14:24] Speaker: How they know.


[01:14:24 - 01:14:26] Speaker: And I just think, God forgive me
because I feel like


[01:14:26 - 01:14:29] Speaker: I've attributed to this craziness
society today.


[01:14:30 - 01:14:31] Speaker: I mean, we to say that we're crazy.


[01:14:31 - 01:14:33] Speaker: It's crazy.


[01:14:33 - 01:14:35] Speaker: Society today.


[01:14:35 - 01:14:36] Speaker: I mean you, you.


[01:14:36 - 01:14:38] Speaker: I mean you're,
you're one of the few people


[01:14:38 - 01:14:41] Speaker: that like realizes it over the last five,
six years.


[01:14:41 - 01:14:44] Speaker: But I got to tell you that
because I really see the changes.


[01:14:44 - 01:14:47] Speaker: And sometimes they say God put you through
so you could actually see later.


[01:14:47 - 01:14:47] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:14:47 - 01:14:50] Speaker: You know, God did give me an audience
and I'm grateful.


[01:14:50 - 01:14:51] Speaker: For them, you know?


[01:14:53 - 01:14:54] Speaker: So, yeah, the picture.


[01:14:54 - 01:14:56] Speaker: That my husband has on the strip club,
but when.


[01:14:56 - 01:14:58] Speaker: I was doing lesbian sex.


[01:14:58 - 01:15:01] Speaker: Talk, I had a guy call me


[01:15:02 - 01:15:05] Speaker: a who was gay,


[01:15:05 - 01:15:09] Speaker: and. He was the nicest kid, and I am,
you know, I'm not anything phobic.


[01:15:09 - 01:15:11] Speaker: Please. Neither am I at all.


[01:15:11 - 01:15:13] Speaker: But he said to. Me,
why don't you do gay sex? Fuck.


[01:15:13 - 01:15:15] Speaker: Why do you have guys talking?


[01:15:15 - 01:15:18] Speaker: And I said, honey, I'm sorry,
but you know as well as I do, guys don't.


[01:15:18 - 01:15:21] Speaker: When it isn't gay. Guys
don't want to sit around talking.


[01:15:21 - 01:15:24] Speaker: You're hearing gay men talk about gay sex.


[01:15:24 - 01:15:25] Speaker: Gay sex? Yeah.


[01:15:25 - 01:15:27] Speaker: I'm sorry, but everybody could listen to.


[01:15:27 - 01:15:30] Speaker: Listening to women talk about.
That was always.


[01:15:30 - 01:15:32] Speaker: That was always this.
Really the weirdest thing?


[01:15:32 - 01:15:34] Speaker: And the kid goes, oh, yeah, you're right.


[01:15:34 - 01:15:37] Speaker: You know, but today.


[01:15:37 - 01:15:39] Speaker: Don't be picketing
outside the radio station.


[01:15:39 - 01:15:40] Speaker: If you didn't I it.


[01:15:40 - 01:15:42] Speaker: Yeah. If you didn't.


[01:15:42 - 01:15:44] Speaker: Do if you didn't do what they demanded
they were, they would be out there.


[01:15:44 - 01:15:46] Speaker: You are the devil right.


[01:15:46 - 01:15:46] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:15:46 - 01:15:49] Speaker: That's that's I tell people it's like I.


[01:15:49 - 01:15:50] Speaker: I have no phobias.


[01:15:50 - 01:15:53] Speaker: I grew up, I was
I was a huge proponent for gay marriage


[01:15:53 - 01:15:55] Speaker: because it's like two reasons.


[01:15:55 - 01:15:58] Speaker: Number one, let them be as miserable
as everyone else. Right?


[01:15:58 - 01:16:01] Speaker: I said that to a lesbian couple once
and they got offended.


[01:16:01 - 01:16:03] Speaker: And I've never talked to them
and they don't talk to me at all anymore.


[01:16:03 - 01:16:05] Speaker: So goddamn it, come on.


[01:16:05 - 01:16:07] Speaker: Yeah, that's what I and that was,
that was a few years ago.


[01:16:07 - 01:16:10] Speaker: And the second
thing was oppression is over.


[01:16:11 - 01:16:12] Speaker: We're all everybody's.


[01:16:12 - 01:16:14] Speaker: Everybody's at ground level.


[01:16:14 - 01:16:16] Speaker: Everybody's in the same place.


[01:16:16 - 01:16:17] Speaker: And I was like, okay, that's great.


[01:16:17 - 01:16:20] Speaker: And then I was like, okay, we've made it.


[01:16:20 - 01:16:22] Speaker: We've we've well, we've we've peaked.


[01:16:22 - 01:16:24] Speaker: And now we're now that's our new plateau.


[01:16:24 - 01:16:25] Speaker: And this is great.


[01:16:25 - 01:16:28] Speaker: And then all of a sudden it wasn't enough.


[01:16:28 - 01:16:31] Speaker: Oh my dad's an architectural engineer
okay.


[01:16:31 - 01:16:35] Speaker: So we grew up around gay people because
there's a lot of gay men and architects.


[01:16:35 - 01:16:37] Speaker: Designers, you know what it really meant?


[01:16:37 - 01:16:41] Speaker: And, so I never like this is normal to me.


[01:16:41 - 01:16:42] Speaker: Like, it doesn't bother me.


[01:16:42 - 01:16:43] Speaker: No. At all.


[01:16:43 - 01:16:46] Speaker: So when people cry
that they don't have as many rights.


[01:16:47 - 01:16:48] Speaker: My father worked for a gay architect.


[01:16:48 - 01:16:50] Speaker: He was a very successful architect.


[01:16:50 - 01:16:51] Speaker: He had a great business.


[01:16:51 - 01:16:54] Speaker: His girlfriend was Lonnie Huang.


[01:16:54 - 01:16:56] Speaker: Jackie. I don't know if that is so.


[01:16:56 - 01:16:59] Speaker: He was, one of the biggest hair salons
in this area.


[01:16:59 - 01:17:02] Speaker: Then he moved to do another area
and he made some.


[01:17:02 - 01:17:05] Speaker: He made something of himself.


[01:17:05 - 01:17:08] Speaker: He worked and he did something.


[01:17:08 - 01:17:10] Speaker: He wasn't held back. He wasn't oppressed.


[01:17:10 - 01:17:12] Speaker: He did.


[01:17:12 - 01:17:13] Speaker: He was very successful.


[01:17:13 - 01:17:18] Speaker: So why are you crying that you don't have
something that everybody else has?


[01:17:18 - 01:17:19] Speaker: Because you do.


[01:17:19 - 01:17:21] Speaker: And more you were able to do this.


[01:17:21 - 01:17:24] Speaker: You build a very successful business.


[01:17:25 - 01:17:27] Speaker: I was shocked he was down on the exterior
and that's why you probably don't.


[01:17:27 - 01:17:29] Speaker: This is one of the most hoity. Yeah.


[01:17:30 - 01:17:33] Speaker: But it was one of the most successful
hair salons.


[01:17:33 - 01:17:37] Speaker: He was a great hairdresser,
you know, like I don't.


[01:17:37 - 01:17:40] Speaker: And the architect
that my father worked for now,


[01:17:40 - 01:17:43] Speaker: he was one of the first people
in northeast PA.


[01:17:43 - 01:17:46] Speaker: To die of Aids,
if not the first that we know of.


[01:17:49 - 01:17:53] Speaker: He, So when I worked at


[01:17:54 - 01:17:55] Speaker: Elkhart back in the early.


[01:17:55 - 01:17:58] Speaker: Days when the local owners owned it.


[01:17:59 - 01:18:01] Speaker: We were told I was running Larry King at.


[01:18:01 - 01:18:03] Speaker: Night,


[01:18:03 - 01:18:03] Speaker: and we.


[01:18:03 - 01:18:06] Speaker: Were told under no uncertain circumstances
could.


[01:18:06 - 01:18:09] Speaker: We run the Aids sales


[01:18:09 - 01:18:12] Speaker: because we weren't allowed to run them


[01:18:13 - 01:18:16] Speaker: because the Valley wasn't ready for it.


[01:18:16 - 01:18:19] Speaker: So we had to cover them
with something else.


[01:18:20 - 01:18:23] Speaker: There were times and I was


[01:18:23 - 01:18:26] Speaker: I was 18 back then, 18, 19.


[01:18:26 - 01:18:29] Speaker: And so so it's like 20
when I worked at the museum.


[01:18:29 - 01:18:31] Speaker: I get my age
and I everything runs together.


[01:18:35 - 01:18:37] Speaker: I didn't think I should have just got up
and said, I quit.


[01:18:37 - 01:18:40] Speaker: I'm not doing this
because I, we know somebody with Aids.


[01:18:40 - 01:18:43] Speaker: Yeah.
You know how when you meet, it's here.


[01:18:44 - 01:18:44] Speaker: What do you mean?


[01:18:44 - 01:18:47] Speaker: The Valley's not ready to hear about it?


[01:18:47 - 01:18:50] Speaker: This man had Aids,


[01:18:50 - 01:18:53] Speaker: you know, but we weren't ready for it.


[01:18:53 - 01:18:54] Speaker: I think.


[01:18:54 - 01:18:56] Speaker: I think because of that,


[01:18:56 - 01:18:59] Speaker: maybe that's why you're like.


[01:18:59 - 01:19:00] Speaker: And it makes sense.


[01:19:00 - 01:19:03] Speaker: Because. Because you know.


[01:19:03 - 01:19:05] Speaker: That. What they're saying.


[01:19:05 - 01:19:06] Speaker: Is bullshit.


[01:19:06 - 01:19:07] Speaker: I learned at an. Early.


[01:19:07 - 01:19:12] Speaker: Age that we're lied to,
and we're only given half truths.


[01:19:12 - 01:19:14] Speaker: And other people can decide
what you're ready to hear


[01:19:14 - 01:19:16] Speaker: and when I'm ready, you're ready to hear.


[01:19:16 - 01:19:18] Speaker: Like I'm told I'm not.


[01:19:18 - 01:19:20] Speaker: I'm told that I can't tell somebody.


[01:19:20 - 01:19:21] Speaker: That it's not. Necessary.


[01:19:21 - 01:19:22] Speaker: That you take radiation.


[01:19:22 - 01:19:24] Speaker: If the cancer doesn't.


[01:19:24 - 01:19:26] Speaker: It for certain cancers.


[01:19:26 - 01:19:28] Speaker: Now, hey, listen,
I'm not telling you not to take it.


[01:19:28 - 01:19:30] Speaker: I'm telling you it's not necessary.


[01:19:30 - 01:19:33] Speaker: And I'm telling you
to also do your own research.


[01:19:34 - 01:19:36] Speaker: Research, research, research.


[01:19:37 - 01:19:38] Speaker: That's it.


[01:19:38 - 01:19:40] Speaker: God gives you wisdom.


[01:19:40 - 01:19:42] Speaker: Knowledge and discernment.


[01:19:42 - 01:19:45] Speaker: You need to learn how to use it.


[01:19:45 - 01:19:48] Speaker: And believe me,
I think God tells a lot of people stuff.


[01:19:48 - 01:19:49] Speaker: I do too.


[01:19:49 - 01:19:53] Speaker: But we let the world
the commercials on TV,


[01:19:53 - 01:19:58] Speaker: people who talk like the PhDs
and the talk above us


[01:19:59 - 01:20:01] Speaker: so that we


[01:20:01 - 01:20:02] Speaker: don't know what you're talking about.


[01:20:02 - 01:20:03] Speaker: Nicotine. Right?


[01:20:03 - 01:20:06] Speaker: So my son had seizures


[01:20:06 - 01:20:11] Speaker: when he was between the ages of it was
a couple months before his sixth birthday.


[01:20:12 - 01:20:15] Speaker: And he was 11 years old.


[01:20:15 - 01:20:17] Speaker: Where he was a couple months
before his sixth birthday, and he was 11,


[01:20:17 - 01:20:17] Speaker: you know.


[01:20:17 - 01:20:20] Speaker: And. 11. Years old between those years.


[01:20:20 - 01:20:21] Speaker: Okay, okay, okay.


[01:20:21 - 01:20:22] Speaker: All right. Okay.


[01:20:22 - 01:20:25] Speaker: And one month after he was 11, that's it.


[01:20:25 - 01:20:28] Speaker: So between 6 and 11. Okay. All right.


[01:20:30 - 01:20:31] Speaker: They couldn't
tell me what part of the brain


[01:20:31 - 01:20:33] Speaker: they were coming from,
why he was getting them.


[01:20:33 - 01:20:35] Speaker: They couldn't answer simple questions.


[01:20:35 - 01:20:36] Speaker: But here, try this medicine.


[01:20:36 - 01:20:39] Speaker: I did my research. I do my research.


[01:20:39 - 01:20:40] Speaker: You put them on the wrong medicine.


[01:20:40 - 01:20:42] Speaker: You can make those seizures worse.


[01:20:42 - 01:20:44] Speaker: Yeah. If you give them the wrong medicine
for the wrong.


[01:20:44 - 01:20:47] Speaker: Reason, seizures could become worse.


[01:20:47 - 01:20:48] Speaker: So wouldn't you want to.


[01:20:48 - 01:20:51] Speaker: Constantly fight with. Doctors?


[01:20:51 - 01:20:51] Speaker: That.


[01:20:51 - 01:20:54] Speaker: We ended up doing,


[01:20:54 - 01:20:56] Speaker: Well, Jonathan Hopkins.


[01:20:56 - 01:20:57] Speaker: In Baltimore.


[01:20:57 - 01:20:59] Speaker: Referred us back to Geisinger,


[01:20:59 - 01:21:02] Speaker: who had him listed as a six year
old female patient named Nicholas.


[01:21:02 - 01:21:05] Speaker: When his name is Trevor.
Oh, good. You know,


[01:21:05 - 01:21:07] Speaker: yeah. Right.
It can't even be his name. Right?


[01:21:07 - 01:21:09] Speaker: A female patient, like.


[01:21:09 - 01:21:12] Speaker: So maybe that whole transgender
thing started way before we know.


[01:21:12 - 01:21:12] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:21:13 - 01:21:16] Speaker: He is 21 now.


[01:21:16 - 01:21:17] Speaker: Is he still a boy?


[01:21:17 - 01:21:20] Speaker: The the just the crazy. Yes. He is.


[01:21:20 - 01:21:22] Speaker: This is he is this.


[01:21:22 - 01:21:26] Speaker: Crazy doctor who said to us
when I asked her about food.


[01:21:26 - 01:21:29] Speaker: Right. Well. I have nutrition, weight.


[01:21:29 - 01:21:31] Speaker: Nutrition, stuff
that you ingest into your body.


[01:21:31 - 01:21:34] Speaker: Yeah, because there were certain foods
that I thought sent him over,


[01:21:34 - 01:21:36] Speaker: I wanted confirmation.


[01:21:36 - 01:21:38] Speaker: I do think it was some preservatives.


[01:21:38 - 01:21:41] Speaker: I also think
it was a build up in the body.


[01:21:41 - 01:21:42] Speaker: Not necessarily.


[01:21:42 - 01:21:45] Speaker: Okay,
you're going to drink that water right now


[01:21:45 - 01:21:47] Speaker: and get a seizure
because you drank that water. Yeah.


[01:21:47 - 01:21:48] Speaker: All right.


[01:21:48 - 01:21:49] Speaker: Cumulatively. Though. Right.


[01:21:49 - 01:21:54] Speaker: But but if you had Pringles,
potato chips and,


[01:21:55 - 01:21:56] Speaker: something else.


[01:21:56 - 01:21:58] Speaker: Over the carry to time uncle's. In there.


[01:21:58 - 01:21:59] Speaker: And how it builds up in your body.


[01:22:01 - 01:22:01] Speaker: I mean, it makes.


[01:22:01 - 01:22:04] Speaker: Sense to me. Yeah.


[01:22:04 - 01:22:06] Speaker: She said, well,
I have a parent whose son has a seizure


[01:22:06 - 01:22:09] Speaker: every time the moon is full.


[01:22:09 - 01:22:11] Speaker: And lo
and behold, your rating on the calendar.


[01:22:11 - 01:22:15] Speaker: And every time the moon's full,
the son has a seizure.


[01:22:15 - 01:22:16] Speaker: But I highly.


[01:22:16 - 01:22:19] Speaker: Doubt the moon has anything to do with it.


[01:22:19 - 01:22:19] Speaker: And I thought to myself, well,


[01:22:19 - 01:22:22] Speaker: you might want to look into that,
because they do say certain things.


[01:22:23 - 01:22:24] Speaker: The moon effects, number one.


[01:22:24 - 01:22:27] Speaker: If look, if it can affect
all the oceans of the planet.


[01:22:27 - 01:22:28] Speaker: Right.


[01:22:28 - 01:22:31] Speaker: So I think to myself, but I also am like,


[01:22:32 - 01:22:36] Speaker: hold on, I'm talking about food
that he's ingesting into his body.


[01:22:36 - 01:22:38] Speaker: And you're talking about the full moon.
Yeah. You know.


[01:22:38 - 01:22:40] Speaker: Apples and oranges I don't.


[01:22:40 - 01:22:41] Speaker: Well, I think she was dismissing you.


[01:22:41 - 01:22:45] Speaker: And then she said,
I've been doing this since 1994.


[01:22:46 - 01:22:47] Speaker: Right.


[01:22:47 - 01:22:51] Speaker: So I, his pediatrician kept
saying to me, you're a smoker.


[01:22:51 - 01:22:52] Speaker: You're a smoker.


[01:22:52 - 01:22:54] Speaker: And I'm like, yeah, you keep asking that.


[01:22:54 - 01:22:56] Speaker: And I don't, but you know that.
But I don't smoke in my house.


[01:22:56 - 01:22:58] Speaker: I don't smoke in the car around the kids.


[01:22:58 - 01:22:59] Speaker: Yeah, it stays on your clothes.


[01:22:59 - 01:23:02] Speaker: And I'm like, that sounds nutty.


[01:23:02 - 01:23:06] Speaker: Then the naked smell on my clothes
are going to cause make a seizure.


[01:23:06 - 01:23:09] Speaker: So I one day I thought,
okay, I'm not going to dismiss this.


[01:23:09 - 01:23:10] Speaker: I'm going to go research it.


[01:23:11 - 01:23:12] Speaker: I find a


[01:23:12 - 01:23:15] Speaker: type of epilepsy, autosomal frontal lobe
epilepsy.


[01:23:16 - 01:23:17] Speaker: All right.


[01:23:17 - 01:23:18] Speaker: That is.


[01:23:18 - 01:23:22] Speaker: Common in like 1 in 100.


[01:23:22 - 01:23:24] Speaker: Families that have epilepsy.


[01:23:24 - 01:23:25] Speaker: It wasn't all that common.


[01:23:25 - 01:23:26] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:23:26 - 01:23:29] Speaker: It was like whatever,


[01:23:29 - 01:23:30] Speaker: Is rare. Rare.


[01:23:30 - 01:23:33] Speaker: They would get these little tremors
at night.


[01:23:33 - 01:23:34] Speaker: That weren't, were.


[01:23:34 - 01:23:37] Speaker: Detectable on an EEG.


[01:23:39 - 01:23:42] Speaker: They and everything lined up to where.


[01:23:42 - 01:23:43] Speaker: Yeah, my son. Was having it.


[01:23:43 - 01:23:46] Speaker: Every single thing.


[01:23:47 - 01:23:48] Speaker: You want to know what.


[01:23:48 - 01:23:51] Speaker: The the the, cure for that was?


[01:23:51 - 01:23:52] Speaker: I'm riveted.


[01:23:52 - 01:23:54] Speaker: Nicotine


[01:23:54 - 01:23:55] Speaker: to give him gum or the patch.


[01:23:55 - 01:23:58] Speaker: So I'm looking to see if. Well.


[01:23:58 - 01:24:02] Speaker: He happened to shortly after that
start hanging out at my neighbor's house,


[01:24:03 - 01:24:04] Speaker: and my neighbor was letting.


[01:24:04 - 01:24:05] Speaker: Him chew tobacco.


[01:24:05 - 01:24:08] Speaker: And I didn't know that. But the seizures.


[01:24:08 - 01:24:09] Speaker: So now I'll never know the truth,


[01:24:09 - 01:24:12] Speaker: because there's a couple other things,
like rebuking demons.


[01:24:12 - 01:24:13] Speaker: But we won't talk about that
rebuking demon.


[01:24:13 - 01:24:15] Speaker: That will be another show.


[01:24:16 - 01:24:17] Speaker: I'm not laughing at it.


[01:24:17 - 01:24:19] Speaker: Oh, laughing it
because I don't think it's true.


[01:24:19 - 01:24:20] Speaker: I'm laughing at it because it was.


[01:24:20 - 01:24:23] Speaker: Because you kind of threw it in there
like it could have been,


[01:24:23 - 01:24:24] Speaker: you know what I mean?


[01:24:24 - 01:24:25] Speaker: I'll never. Know.


[01:24:25 - 01:24:28] Speaker: But for God, he my daughter.


[01:24:28 - 01:24:30] Speaker: I should have my daughter here
to clarify. This with me, okay.


[01:24:30 - 01:24:31] Speaker: Because I did.


[01:24:31 - 01:24:33] Speaker: I got so sick of it. One night


[01:24:33 - 01:24:35] Speaker: I rebuked demons


[01:24:35 - 01:24:39] Speaker: and he got up running
while having a seizure yelling, no, no,


[01:24:39 - 01:24:42] Speaker: no, really.


[01:24:42 - 01:24:45] Speaker: He. That was the first time
he didn't have seizures for four months.


[01:24:45 - 01:24:47] Speaker: I don't tell anybody. The story
and I don't talk about it out. Loud.


[01:24:47 - 01:24:48] Speaker: I mean, when I was, I told.


[01:24:48 - 01:24:51] Speaker: My husband, well,


[01:24:51 - 01:24:53] Speaker: so I have a way.


[01:24:54 - 01:24:55] Speaker: Okay.


[01:24:55 - 01:24:57] Speaker: So yeah. Yeah.


[01:24:57 - 01:24:59] Speaker: He doesn't have seizures for four months.


[01:24:59 - 01:25:05] Speaker: He gets them again I did I thought
I rebuked you demons in Jesus name.


[01:25:05 - 01:25:06] Speaker: Right.


[01:25:06 - 01:25:09] Speaker: That was the last time were ran seizure.


[01:25:09 - 01:25:10] Speaker: But he also did lymphatic massage.


[01:25:10 - 01:25:15] Speaker: At the time he was also chewing tobacco
at my neighbor's house.


[01:25:16 - 01:25:19] Speaker: But I think I
to be absolutely honest with you.


[01:25:19 - 01:25:22] Speaker: And when he started talking back later,
my grandfather chewed tobacco at eight.


[01:25:22 - 01:25:23] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:25:23 - 01:25:26] Speaker: The whole thing with it being the.


[01:25:27 - 01:25:29] Speaker: So this would probably.


[01:25:29 - 01:25:30] Speaker: Be another show for us to do.


[01:25:30 - 01:25:31] Speaker: I'd love to have you back.


[01:25:31 - 01:25:34] Speaker: Because the tarot,
there was a tarot card reader that I.


[01:25:35 - 01:25:37] Speaker: The tarot did not read
tarot cards in my house. Okay.


[01:25:37 - 01:25:41] Speaker: She was a wicked, a Wiccan friend of mine
because I thought we could all coexist.


[01:25:41 - 01:25:42] Speaker: We can't.


[01:25:42 - 01:25:45] Speaker: We open portals to hell. Yes, all right.


[01:25:45 - 01:25:46] Speaker: Even if you.


[01:25:46 - 01:25:47] Speaker: Think you're the Good Witch of the.


[01:25:47 - 01:25:50] Speaker: West, we're opening portals to hell. Yeah,


[01:25:51 - 01:25:52] Speaker: she did


[01:25:52 - 01:25:55] Speaker: tarot card readings


[01:25:55 - 01:25:57] Speaker: in my sunroom
when I was doing. An internet.


[01:25:57 - 01:26:00] Speaker: Radio show for a short period of time.


[01:26:00 - 01:26:03] Speaker: Sunroom adjacent to my kids room.


[01:26:04 - 01:26:05] Speaker: Dark seven seasons.


[01:26:05 - 01:26:08] Speaker: After she looked. At him when he started
having seizures and she told me was.


[01:26:08 - 01:26:10] Speaker: Special.


[01:26:10 - 01:26:12] Speaker: Okay, he is a child of God.


[01:26:12 - 01:26:13] Speaker: He is not special to her.


[01:26:13 - 01:26:15] Speaker: He's a child of God. Right?


[01:26:15 - 01:26:17] Speaker: So I get mad at that now.


[01:26:17 - 01:26:19] Speaker: Like I didn't think about it before then.


[01:26:19 - 01:26:22] Speaker: These are people that ended up back
stabbing me in the two,


[01:26:22 - 01:26:25] Speaker: usually later in which she's so nice.


[01:26:25 - 01:26:28] Speaker: Yeah. And,


[01:26:28 - 01:26:29] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:26:29 - 01:26:33] Speaker: So can I hit the smoking thing
for a second here or the nicotine thing?


[01:26:33 - 01:26:34] Speaker: Yeah. Yeah. We can we.


[01:26:34 - 01:26:37] Speaker: Could go back to the nicotine thing
and cut out this part. Maybe the.


[01:26:37 - 01:26:38] Speaker: Final cut. I, you know,


[01:26:40 - 01:26:41] Speaker: I don't want I think I love you.


[01:26:41 - 01:26:44] Speaker: I'm not, I'm not, not I'm not.
I don't think you are.


[01:26:44 - 01:26:45] Speaker: I don't. Think you are at. All.


[01:26:45 - 01:26:47] Speaker: But to know whatever the truth is, it is.


[01:26:47 - 01:26:50] Speaker: But for. God, we all,
we all have these people that we talk.


[01:26:50 - 01:26:52] Speaker: To where they
where they try to tell us about things


[01:26:52 - 01:26:55] Speaker: that sound absolutely nutty
and they totally believe it.


[01:26:55 - 01:26:59] Speaker: And I really think that there are things,
I think there's things out there


[01:26:59 - 01:27:00] Speaker: that live in this world.


[01:27:00 - 01:27:05] Speaker: Let's just call it the metaphysical that
we can't explain, we can't understand.


[01:27:05 - 01:27:07] Speaker: And physics. There's a lot of stuff.


[01:27:07 - 01:27:08] Speaker: Hold on, son, it's my daughter.


[01:27:08 - 01:27:10] Speaker: Let me call you back in, like, 15 minutes.


[01:27:10 - 01:27:13] Speaker: All right? 20 minutes. What?


[01:27:15 - 01:27:16] Speaker: What?


[01:27:16 - 01:27:19] Speaker: My Pfizer for what?


[01:27:22 - 01:27:23] Speaker: Let me I don't know.


[01:27:23 - 01:27:26] Speaker: I'm in the middle
of doing a podcast, though, so I love you.


[01:27:28 - 01:27:31] Speaker: She's looking to raid my refrigerator.


[01:27:31 - 01:27:33] Speaker: She has her own apartment.
But these are all important.


[01:27:33 - 01:27:35] Speaker: These are all important things,
right? We're learning.


[01:27:35 - 01:27:39] Speaker: If you remember,
when they were giving at the.


[01:27:39 - 01:27:44] Speaker: Beginning of the vaccine,
the Covid vaccine stuff, which was,


[01:27:44 - 01:27:48] Speaker: I believe December
into January of 2020, 2021.


[01:27:48 - 01:27:51] Speaker: Did you notice
something that I found really strange


[01:27:52 - 01:27:54] Speaker: was that they offered it to the elderly.


[01:27:54 - 01:27:55] Speaker: So like the first


[01:27:55 - 01:27:58] Speaker: or the first responders are not the first
responders are frontline workers.


[01:27:58 - 01:28:01] Speaker: That's what they call them, the elderly.


[01:28:01 - 01:28:04] Speaker: And then like the immunocompromised
and smokers.


[01:28:05 - 01:28:07] Speaker: Do you remember that? Yeah.


[01:28:07 - 01:28:11] Speaker: And I always I always thought to myself,
why would smokers be on that list?


[01:28:12 - 01:28:13] Speaker: I always made me curious.


[01:28:15 - 01:28:15] Speaker: And then


[01:28:15 - 01:28:18] Speaker: I started listening to this doctor name
I believe is Byron


[01:28:19 - 01:28:20] Speaker: Brittle. Maybe not.


[01:28:20 - 01:28:22] Speaker: Maybe that one sounds familiar.


[01:28:22 - 01:28:25] Speaker: And he has this whole theory about the


[01:28:25 - 01:28:28] Speaker: the nicotine receptors in the body.


[01:28:28 - 01:28:31] Speaker: And I was like, wait a second,
nicotine isn't just in a plant


[01:28:31 - 01:28:32] Speaker: and it's an eggplants.


[01:28:32 - 01:28:35] Speaker: It's an all these vegetables
that there's nicotine.


[01:28:35 - 01:28:37] Speaker: And I did not realize that.


[01:28:37 - 01:28:39] Speaker: And I can't tell you
how many people I would smoke.


[01:28:39 - 01:28:40] Speaker: I've done my research.


[01:28:40 - 01:28:43] Speaker: I've known a lot of people that smoke
that were like, I really didn't get.


[01:28:43 - 01:28:45] Speaker: Covid behind it. Yeah.


[01:28:45 - 01:28:48] Speaker: I only I had it for about four hours.


[01:28:48 - 01:28:48] Speaker: That was it.


[01:28:48 - 01:28:51] Speaker: The only way it
and it felt incredibly artificial.


[01:28:51 - 01:28:53] Speaker: Did you have it at all?


[01:28:53 - 01:28:55] Speaker: The best way for me to describe it
is it felt artificial.


[01:28:55 - 01:28:57] Speaker: So if and it hurt the back of my eyes.


[01:28:57 - 01:29:00] Speaker: So I used to get a respiratory infection.


[01:29:00 - 01:29:02] Speaker: Like,
you see, I'm losing my voice right now.


[01:29:02 - 01:29:04] Speaker: Like, if you say this. Yeah, yeah.


[01:29:04 - 01:29:07] Speaker: Well, it's I'm dehydrate.
I know that. Now.


[01:29:07 - 01:29:08] Speaker: I have to go see. Well, I got more water.


[01:29:08 - 01:29:10] Speaker: I need somebody to hook me up with an ivy,
which I'm.


[01:29:10 - 01:29:11] Speaker: My. Sister, I know.


[01:29:11 - 01:29:15] Speaker: Yeah, I, I have to figure out
if our insurance can pay.


[01:29:16 - 01:29:17] Speaker: Might pay for. It.
I don't think it will. Yeah.


[01:29:17 - 01:29:19] Speaker: They don't. Cover it. I found out because.


[01:29:19 - 01:29:21] Speaker: It can help you.
I'll talk to you about that later affair.


[01:29:21 - 01:29:23] Speaker: All right. But.


[01:29:25 - 01:29:26] Speaker: I would get this respiratory infection,


[01:29:26 - 01:29:30] Speaker: like, 2 or 3 times a year
because I am a smoker, I think.


[01:29:30 - 01:29:33] Speaker: I think now I'm going to say
because I'm a smoker.


[01:29:33 - 01:29:36] Speaker: That was really, really bad.


[01:29:38 - 01:29:39] Speaker: I would have to call it out.


[01:29:39 - 01:29:41] Speaker: Or maybe I was just dehydrated
because. There's.


[01:29:41 - 01:29:42] Speaker: A lot to that.


[01:29:42 - 01:29:45] Speaker: To to that
with losing the voice and stuff.


[01:29:45 - 01:29:46] Speaker: But yeah, raspy and stuff.


[01:29:46 - 01:29:51] Speaker: So that December I was actually working
for Pay Somebody something.


[01:29:51 - 01:29:54] Speaker: It was a Republican.


[01:29:54 - 01:29:55] Speaker: Leaning.


[01:29:55 - 01:29:58] Speaker: Group where I was getting people, getting
people in front of the Steamtown Mall


[01:29:58 - 01:30:01] Speaker: because I was working part time for them
and part time radio station and


[01:30:02 - 01:30:03] Speaker: I. Yeah.


[01:30:03 - 01:30:05] Speaker: So I think that's what.
I was doing at that point.


[01:30:05 - 01:30:07] Speaker: Getting people to register to vote.


[01:30:08 - 01:30:09] Speaker: So in at the.


[01:30:09 - 01:30:12] Speaker: Peak of Covid, yeah.


[01:30:12 - 01:30:16] Speaker: I am in front of the Steamtown Mall
with all those bus people, people getting


[01:30:16 - 01:30:21] Speaker: in and on and off the busses from New York
and everywhere signing people up.


[01:30:22 - 01:30:24] Speaker: So that year I was


[01:30:24 - 01:30:27] Speaker: more sick than ever with


[01:30:28 - 01:30:33] Speaker: this respiratory infection still working,
though they didn't want to take me out.


[01:30:33 - 01:30:36] Speaker: Yeah, no days off. No days off.


[01:30:36 - 01:30:39] Speaker: I didn't test for it at the time
because it was, I think, early on


[01:30:39 - 01:30:42] Speaker: in the Covid thing,
but I haven't had a respiratory infection.


[01:30:42 - 01:30:43] Speaker: Since.


[01:30:43 - 01:30:45] Speaker: We heard it.


[01:30:45 - 01:30:46] Speaker: The it's. So weird.


[01:30:46 - 01:30:48] Speaker: It's crazy.


[01:30:48 - 01:30:52] Speaker: Like, although I do think to a certain
extent that God does reward the faithful.


[01:30:53 - 01:30:55] Speaker: Let's Oh, I think you're right.


[01:30:55 - 01:30:56] Speaker: I think you're right.


[01:30:56 - 01:30:58] Speaker: I shouldn't say
I shouldn't say that and laugh.


[01:30:58 - 01:30:59] Speaker: I shouldn't laugh, but I started.


[01:30:59 - 01:31:03] Speaker: I started Covid as an agnostic
and now I'm like, there's something,


[01:31:03 - 01:31:04] Speaker: there's something out.


[01:31:04 - 01:31:06] Speaker: There is something I don't understand.


[01:31:06 - 01:31:07] Speaker: Realizing that God created.


[01:31:07 - 01:31:09] Speaker: Your body,
he created it to do certain things.


[01:31:09 - 01:31:11] Speaker: And he did. There's like, this is


[01:31:12 - 01:31:13] Speaker: my whole


[01:31:13 - 01:31:16] Speaker: story is like, I
don't know if I was this close, I wasn't.


[01:31:16 - 01:31:18] Speaker: I wasn't this close to God before.


[01:31:18 - 01:31:20] Speaker: I always believed in God,


[01:31:20 - 01:31:23] Speaker: but now it's more real
than I've ever seen it


[01:31:24 - 01:31:26] Speaker: in my life.


[01:31:26 - 01:31:29] Speaker: The and once you read it
and I said to somebody today.


[01:31:29 - 01:31:32] Speaker: There's a lot of stuff in that Bible
that is so true.


[01:31:32 - 01:31:34] Speaker: And so George Lucas says he goes, he goes.


[01:31:34 - 01:31:37] Speaker: The whole Bible is the. Blueprint
for how to run your life, right?


[01:31:37 - 01:31:38] Speaker: Exactly.


[01:31:38 - 01:31:41] Speaker: It's how you handle law. It's
how you handle government.


[01:31:41 - 01:31:42] Speaker: It's everything.


[01:31:42 - 01:31:45] Speaker: I can't help
but believe that there is this eternity.


[01:31:46 - 01:31:49] Speaker: Sure, that's written about in this Bible


[01:31:49 - 01:31:51] Speaker: because everything.


[01:31:51 - 01:31:54] Speaker: And it's almost eerie
when you see how true stuff is.


[01:31:55 - 01:31:58] Speaker: I was going to pull up Ephesians six
when you were talking.


[01:31:58 - 01:32:02] Speaker: About, because you probably don't
know what Ephesians six it knows.


[01:32:03 - 01:32:05] Speaker: And six I mean.


[01:32:05 - 01:32:07] Speaker: I'm I'm not the guy that does
that. You have to read it.


[01:32:07 - 01:32:08] Speaker: You have glasses.


[01:32:08 - 01:32:10] Speaker: I have a pretty good eyesight, I think.


[01:32:10 - 01:32:12] Speaker: For the right verse. And if. You.


[01:32:12 - 01:32:15] Speaker: Their children obey
your parents is in Ephesians six.


[01:32:15 - 01:32:18] Speaker: Fathers, do. Not, exasperate slaves.


[01:32:18 - 01:32:19] Speaker: Obey your master.


[01:32:19 - 01:32:21] Speaker: Which is where all slaves today.


[01:32:21 - 01:32:23] Speaker: Just in case you want to say the Bible
condones slavery.


[01:32:23 - 01:32:25] Speaker: We're all slaves.


[01:32:25 - 01:32:28] Speaker: Were slaves to corporate America.


[01:32:28 - 01:32:30] Speaker: We're slaves to the government.


[01:32:30 - 01:32:32] Speaker: Paying our taxes were slaves.


[01:32:32 - 01:32:34] Speaker: I'm. I disagree with you.


[01:32:34 - 01:32:35] Speaker: I'll let you know
when I disagree with you.


[01:32:35 - 01:32:36] Speaker: Okay.


[01:32:36 - 01:32:37] Speaker: And masters treat your slaves.


[01:32:37 - 01:32:40] Speaker: And we're also prisoners, because when
we walk out of our house, it's dangerous.


[01:32:41 - 01:32:42] Speaker: Seriously?


[01:32:42 - 01:32:45] Speaker: Yeah. All right.


[01:32:45 - 01:32:47] Speaker: It's highlighted kind of in the gray.


[01:32:47 - 01:32:48] Speaker: Put on the full armor.


[01:32:51 - 01:32:52] Speaker: Put on the full armor of


[01:32:52 - 01:32:55] Speaker: God so that you can take your stand
against the devil's schemes.


[01:32:55 - 01:32:59] Speaker: For our struggle is not against flesh
and blood, but against the rulers,


[01:32:59 - 01:33:02] Speaker: against the authorities,
against the powers of this dark world


[01:33:02 - 01:33:06] Speaker: and against against the spiritual forces
of evil in the heavenly realms


[01:33:07 - 01:33:08] Speaker: to make you going.


[01:33:08 - 01:33:11] Speaker: That's good.


[01:33:11 - 01:33:14] Speaker: And the more you live
in, the more you see what's going on.


[01:33:14 - 01:33:17] Speaker: It's wild. It's how could this be real?


[01:33:17 - 01:33:21] Speaker: That we have people walking around
with outrageous opinions.


[01:33:22 - 01:33:25] Speaker: And yet those of us going, now,
if you were born a boy or boy,


[01:33:25 - 01:33:27] Speaker: if you you're born a girl, you're girl.
Yeah.


[01:33:27 - 01:33:28] Speaker: Do you know what I mean?


[01:33:28 - 01:33:29] Speaker: Like, yeah.


[01:33:29 - 01:33:31] Speaker: And I shouldn't say outrageous
things, but no. God,


[01:33:32 - 01:33:33] Speaker: there was


[01:33:33 - 01:33:36] Speaker: no mistakes
if you were born with certain things.


[01:33:36 - 01:33:40] Speaker: And if I'm made to give birth,
which is a very important job


[01:33:40 - 01:33:43] Speaker: that we've downplayed,
how did we come to this.


[01:33:43 - 01:33:46] Speaker: Point where people think that? Well.


[01:33:46 - 01:33:49] Speaker: I'm just if I don't want to have the baby,
I don't have it.


[01:33:49 - 01:33:52] Speaker: And if I have like, like you're
thrown food away from a refrigerator like


[01:33:52 - 01:33:57] Speaker: it's crazy, you know, it's it's not
I don't like how do we get here?


[01:33:57 - 01:33:58] Speaker: You know why?


[01:33:58 - 01:33:59] Speaker: Because of the spiritual realm.


[01:33:59 - 01:34:02] Speaker: There's no way you.
Can explain anything else.


[01:34:02 - 01:34:03] Speaker: And it was.


[01:34:03 - 01:34:05] Speaker: I think part of it is.


[01:34:05 - 01:34:07] Speaker: And I think you're right, and I.


[01:34:07 - 01:34:07] Speaker: But I think it's like.


[01:34:07 - 01:34:10] Speaker: It's like


[01:34:10 - 01:34:11] Speaker: it's like most things in life.


[01:34:11 - 01:34:13] Speaker: It's not. It's not this one thing.


[01:34:13 - 01:34:17] Speaker: It's these couple of things together
that creates like the recipe.


[01:34:17 - 01:34:19] Speaker: Because I say this lack.


[01:34:19 - 01:34:22] Speaker: Of trust in God put it


[01:34:22 - 01:34:25] Speaker: too much trust in man.


[01:34:26 - 01:34:29] Speaker: Because
we trust that, oh, your child has ADHD.


[01:34:29 - 01:34:34] Speaker: Now, your child is a boy
who's a little hyperactive


[01:34:34 - 01:34:37] Speaker: because for centuries
boys have been a little hyperactive.


[01:34:37 - 01:34:39] Speaker: Yeah, you don't need to put them.


[01:34:39 - 01:34:42] Speaker: On medicine at the risk
of offending anybody about that.


[01:34:42 - 01:34:43] Speaker: You don't need to put them
on the same medicines


[01:34:43 - 01:34:46] Speaker: that the Germans used to invade Poland.


[01:34:47 - 01:34:50] Speaker: I mean, that's what we're giving them.


[01:34:50 - 01:34:52] Speaker: Like that's sorry. That's what Ritalin is.


[01:34:52 - 01:34:53] Speaker: It's meth.


[01:34:53 - 01:34:57] Speaker: You know, I don't I don't look,
if any kid who had attention deficit,


[01:34:57 - 01:35:01] Speaker: whatever that means, if any kid had that
and you were like, here's the.


[01:35:01 - 01:35:03] Speaker: Treatment, here's what I mean. Meth.


[01:35:03 - 01:35:06] Speaker: I couldn't operate if I didn't have
attention deficit disorder.


[01:35:06 - 01:35:07] Speaker: There's a there's.


[01:35:07 - 01:35:08] Speaker: Some people who make it a.


[01:35:08 - 01:35:11] Speaker: Superpower,
you know, that's the simple power.


[01:35:11 - 01:35:13] Speaker: And that's what we should do with,
you know, it's like it's like when I watch


[01:35:13 - 01:35:16] Speaker: Cesar Millan The Dog Whisperer, it's like
sometimes you got to take him for a walk.


[01:35:16 - 01:35:18] Speaker: But the worst thing we could do with
kids is get a room.


[01:35:18 - 01:35:19] Speaker: And, you know, it's funny


[01:35:19 - 01:35:23] Speaker: being that parent that did do
all that research for their child.


[01:35:23 - 01:35:26] Speaker: And I never put my son on medicine.


[01:35:26 - 01:35:27] Speaker: It was lymphatic massage.


[01:35:27 - 01:35:28] Speaker: It was rebuking demons.


[01:35:28 - 01:35:30] Speaker: It was trusting in God.


[01:35:30 - 01:35:33] Speaker: It was also telling you seriously
he would have seizures,


[01:35:33 - 01:35:35] Speaker: eyes rolled way back in his head.


[01:35:35 - 01:35:36] Speaker: It's going to be terrifying.


[01:35:36 - 01:35:38] Speaker: As a mother, it is extremely terrifying.


[01:35:38 - 01:35:40] Speaker: But there were times
where I had to be grateful in.


[01:35:40 - 01:35:42] Speaker: Those moments to thank.


[01:35:42 - 01:35:45] Speaker: You God that my son is having seizures
and he wasn't diagnosed with.


[01:35:45 - 01:35:47] Speaker: Cancer that could kill him.


[01:35:47 - 01:35:48] Speaker: Thank you God.


[01:35:48 - 01:35:50] Speaker: Like I am not special.


[01:35:50 - 01:35:54] Speaker: No, no, not better than anybody else
who lost their child at birth,


[01:35:55 - 01:35:58] Speaker: who does all these other things
could be happening totally.


[01:35:58 - 01:35:59] Speaker: So even though it was seizures.


[01:35:59 - 01:36:01] Speaker: I was grateful.


[01:36:01 - 01:36:04] Speaker: Yeah, because I could handle this
and I handled them.


[01:36:04 - 01:36:06] Speaker: For, what, five.


[01:36:06 - 01:36:09] Speaker: Yeah, five years
because he was almost six until he was 11.


[01:36:09 - 01:36:10] Speaker: And then he started chewing.


[01:36:10 - 01:36:13] Speaker: And they said
this could have been the tobacco.


[01:36:14 - 01:36:16] Speaker: Or it was the nicotine.
It could have been.


[01:36:16 - 01:36:18] Speaker: We don't, but we don't know.
But you didn't take medicine.


[01:36:18 - 01:36:19] Speaker: You didn't take.


[01:36:19 - 01:36:22] Speaker: How did it stop without medicine? Exactly.
Something happened.


[01:36:22 - 01:36:25] Speaker: And let me tell you about gods
confirmations on stuff.


[01:36:25 - 01:36:28] Speaker: So here I am with the diagnosis
a year later.


[01:36:28 - 01:36:30] Speaker: Yeah. After I woke up one day
and thought the.


[01:36:30 - 01:36:33] Speaker: Breast cancer diagnosis. That's right.
The breast cancer diagnosis.


[01:36:33 - 01:36:35] Speaker: I slept through a whole night.


[01:36:35 - 01:36:37] Speaker: I guess I can sleep through the night now.


[01:36:37 - 01:36:40] Speaker: Don't have to. Worry
about my son having seizures.


[01:36:40 - 01:36:43] Speaker: And although you never know,
you always run that risk, right?


[01:36:43 - 01:36:44] Speaker: But I'm like.


[01:36:44 - 01:36:46] Speaker: I slept through all night and like.


[01:36:46 - 01:36:48] Speaker: And three days
later, I get diagnosed with,


[01:36:50 - 01:36:50] Speaker: with this I.


[01:36:50 - 01:36:51] Speaker: Think the test.


[01:36:51 - 01:36:55] Speaker: So here I am after getting,
I got a lumpectomy done.


[01:36:56 - 01:36:57] Speaker: All right.


[01:36:57 - 01:37:00] Speaker: And when I was deciding on what to do
and they send you to the,


[01:37:00 - 01:37:03] Speaker: I went to one surgeon
who would have me take them both off.


[01:37:03 - 01:37:05] Speaker: Her husband does the rebuilds over there.


[01:37:05 - 01:37:07] Speaker: Yeah. So, like, family business.


[01:37:07 - 01:37:08] Speaker: Assembly factory, assembly line.


[01:37:08 - 01:37:10] Speaker: I chop them both off and then.


[01:37:10 - 01:37:14] Speaker: Yeah, the family business and, Oh.


[01:37:15 - 01:37:17] Speaker: And that was always like,


[01:37:17 - 01:37:21] Speaker: I don't know, I was like 46 and I'm like,
I'm not going to post nude for Playboy.


[01:37:21 - 01:37:22] Speaker: Can you just take what you want?


[01:37:22 - 01:37:22] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:37:22 - 01:37:25] Speaker: So this doctor I found in Philly
who was wonderful, I loved her,


[01:37:25 - 01:37:28] Speaker: I loved her,
the surgeon, not their oncologist.


[01:37:30 - 01:37:32] Speaker: I said to her, can we just do this?


[01:37:32 - 01:37:34] Speaker: Just take what you need.


[01:37:34 - 01:37:38] Speaker: And if it's worse than what we think,
can we revisit this later?


[01:37:38 - 01:37:39] Speaker: Yeah. And she looked at me.


[01:37:39 - 01:37:41] Speaker: And she's a girl from Plains, actually,
and I didn't know.


[01:37:41 - 01:37:46] Speaker: Like, this is what I was going to get
as a woman who grew up in our area looks.


[01:37:46 - 01:37:49] Speaker: At me and says, yes, you can.


[01:37:49 - 01:37:52] Speaker: And it felt like she was.


[01:37:52 - 01:37:55] Speaker: Saying, I'm so glad that somebody
is thinking this through and not.


[01:37:55 - 01:37:56] Speaker: Going just talk about.


[01:37:56 - 01:37:57] Speaker: My thought.


[01:37:57 - 01:37:58] Speaker: Process.


[01:37:58 - 01:38:01] Speaker: Was and this was confirmed to me
by a friend later, was.


[01:38:02 - 01:38:04] Speaker: If you


[01:38:04 - 01:38:06] Speaker: if. I take them both off,
if the cancer is going.


[01:38:06 - 01:38:08] Speaker: To return, where's it going to go?


[01:38:08 - 01:38:09] Speaker: Right.


[01:38:09 - 01:38:11] Speaker: Is it going to go to this fatty tissue
that I don't really need?


[01:38:11 - 01:38:14] Speaker: Right. All right.
Or is it going to go to an organ because


[01:38:15 - 01:38:17] Speaker: breast
cancer can't reach any cancer can return.


[01:38:17 - 01:38:19] Speaker: Yeah. But it's a different eliminate.


[01:38:19 - 01:38:21] Speaker: If you eliminate


[01:38:21 - 01:38:24] Speaker: the breast where's it going to go.


[01:38:24 - 01:38:25] Speaker: It could go anywhere.


[01:38:25 - 01:38:27] Speaker: Somewhere worse or somewhere worse. Yeah.


[01:38:27 - 01:38:28] Speaker: Vital work.


[01:38:28 - 01:38:30] Speaker: That liver and lung thing,
you know, from. Earlier, right.


[01:38:30 - 01:38:31] Speaker: You know.


[01:38:31 - 01:38:34] Speaker: So. And I thought it through. Like that.


[01:38:34 - 01:38:37] Speaker: You know.


[01:38:38 - 01:38:41] Speaker: Later, friend told me that
her doctor told her that she had a doctor.


[01:38:41 - 01:38:43] Speaker: At Fox Chase who said, take what you need,


[01:38:43 - 01:38:46] Speaker: because if it's going to come back,
that's where you want it to go, right?


[01:38:47 - 01:38:47] Speaker: I was like.


[01:38:47 - 01:38:49] Speaker: I just thought it because it was knowledge
and discernment.


[01:38:49 - 01:38:51] Speaker: Told me that, you know?


[01:38:51 - 01:38:52] Speaker: Yeah, common. Sense.


[01:38:52 - 01:38:53] Speaker: And for anybody who asked me why


[01:38:53 - 01:38:56] Speaker: I didn't take the radiation, in the end,
the doctor in Rochester.


[01:38:56 - 01:38:57] Speaker: Tommy,


[01:38:58 - 01:39:00] Speaker: just radiation and tamoxifen.


[01:39:00 - 01:39:03] Speaker: Well, if you can only get radiation,
one part of your body once, I guess


[01:39:03 - 01:39:06] Speaker: there'll be 16 treatments of radiation,
but only one time.


[01:39:07 - 01:39:08] Speaker: Why are you going to take it off
the table?


[01:39:08 - 01:39:11] Speaker: For what? If.


[01:39:11 - 01:39:12] Speaker: What do you mean?


[01:39:12 - 01:39:15] Speaker: Well, what if it returns?


[01:39:15 - 01:39:15] Speaker: I'm going to say.


[01:39:15 - 01:39:18] Speaker: And you just put radiation into your body,
right?


[01:39:18 - 01:39:21] Speaker: Like we're free to eat
this radioactive shrimp from Walmart.


[01:39:22 - 01:39:24] Speaker: But I don't mean to laugh at that.


[01:39:24 - 01:39:25] Speaker: I don't mean to laugh at that. Well,
that's totally right.


[01:39:25 - 01:39:27] Speaker: You're totally wrong about that.


[01:39:27 - 01:39:29] Speaker: The other day I went,


[01:39:29 - 01:39:31] Speaker: Wait, I'm free to eat, but then I'm going
to put radiation in my body, and.


[01:39:31 - 01:39:33] Speaker: And that makes sense. To who?


[01:39:33 - 01:39:36] Speaker: Now, you know,
my niece said to me that when her.


[01:39:37 - 01:39:38] Speaker: When Derek. Died, she.


[01:39:38 - 01:39:42] Speaker: Swore that when they when he took
the radiation is when the cancer spread.


[01:39:42 - 01:39:45] Speaker: Through his body.
Okay, I think that's true.


[01:39:45 - 01:39:47] Speaker: She took the radiation
and died within a month.


[01:39:48 - 01:39:51] Speaker: She knew it,


[01:39:51 - 01:39:52] Speaker: but still did. It


[01:39:52 - 01:39:55] Speaker: because they scare you so bad
and not doing it their way


[01:39:55 - 01:39:58] Speaker: that even though it doesn't sound
right to you, you still do it.


[01:39:59 - 01:40:02] Speaker: They deliver you fear through the ears.


[01:40:02 - 01:40:03] Speaker: I have this I have this.


[01:40:03 - 01:40:06] Speaker: Theory that I thought about in the last
five years where I'm like,


[01:40:06 - 01:40:09] Speaker: it doesn't make sense to poison people
to make them healthy.


[01:40:09 - 01:40:11] Speaker: Oh, I knew that. Well,
that was the other thing.


[01:40:11 - 01:40:13] Speaker: So I also felt like,


[01:40:13 - 01:40:16] Speaker: would you like to trade your cancer
for a heart attack concept?


[01:40:16 - 01:40:18] Speaker: And they wanted me to do this
or something.


[01:40:18 - 01:40:21] Speaker: So, most people, when you talk about them,
when people go through it,


[01:40:21 - 01:40:27] Speaker: when people pass away from cancer,
they always a large preponderance of them


[01:40:27 - 01:40:30] Speaker: will say, it wasn't the cancer,
it was the treatment.


[01:40:30 - 01:40:33] Speaker: So a few got of God's confirmations.


[01:40:34 - 01:40:36] Speaker: All right.


[01:40:36 - 01:40:38] Speaker: So Herceptin only affects your heart.


[01:40:38 - 01:40:40] Speaker: Well, you're on it, right?


[01:40:40 - 01:40:41] Speaker: Yeah. Okay.


[01:40:41 - 01:40:44] Speaker: Well, if you take a rubber band
and you stretch it


[01:40:44 - 01:40:47] Speaker: 16 times, is it going back to normal?


[01:40:47 - 01:40:48] Speaker: No, no.


[01:40:48 - 01:40:51] Speaker: So no, it's going to affect your heart.


[01:40:51 - 01:40:54] Speaker: Period.


[01:40:55 - 01:40:58] Speaker: A couple weeks ago, I'm at a gas station
and there's a guy.


[01:40:58 - 01:41:01] Speaker: Now I'm thinking I'm surrounded by people
always talking about diagnosis.


[01:41:01 - 01:41:03] Speaker: And a guy
whose wife died of breast cancer.


[01:41:03 - 01:41:05] Speaker: Doctors did everything they could to help
her. Yes.


[01:41:05 - 01:41:07] Speaker: Yeah. You know, but she's still.


[01:41:07 - 01:41:09] Speaker: And I'm like, they didn't
they didn't do everything because


[01:41:09 - 01:41:11] Speaker: and give you all your options.


[01:41:11 - 01:41:13] Speaker: They didn't tell you the truth.


[01:41:13 - 01:41:16] Speaker: Did you know I asked a woman
that had breast cancer the other day


[01:41:16 - 01:41:18] Speaker: who took all the treatment,
and now she has all these other health.


[01:41:18 - 01:41:20] Speaker: Problems going on.


[01:41:20 - 01:41:23] Speaker: And I said,
they tell you that most breast cancers


[01:41:23 - 01:41:26] Speaker: are slow moving
and that you had time to think.


[01:41:28 - 01:41:31] Speaker: Never told you that.


[01:41:31 - 01:41:31] Speaker: You have time to think.


[01:41:31 - 01:41:34] Speaker: You always have time
to see the detox works.


[01:41:34 - 01:41:36] Speaker: You also have you know what I mean?


[01:41:36 - 01:41:39] Speaker: Yeah,
you don't have to make a rash decision.


[01:41:39 - 01:41:40] Speaker: I do in my life.


[01:41:40 - 01:41:41] Speaker: But you can spend the next
three months eating healthy.


[01:41:41 - 01:41:44] Speaker: I'm getting diagnosed
with a fast moving cancer,


[01:41:44 - 01:41:46] Speaker: and I still took time to think because.


[01:41:46 - 01:41:47] Speaker: I said, screw them.


[01:41:47 - 01:41:50] Speaker: My time. God's time. That's it.


[01:41:50 - 01:41:51] Speaker: And I did.


[01:41:51 - 01:41:52] Speaker: I but I was confused.


[01:41:52 - 01:41:55] Speaker: I wasn't I wasn't not scared.


[01:41:55 - 01:41:59] Speaker: So I'm the first,
my first one of my first confirmations.


[01:41:59 - 01:42:02] Speaker: I had gone into the Dollar Tree.


[01:42:02 - 01:42:03] Speaker: It was brand new in Tunkhannock.


[01:42:03 - 01:42:06] Speaker: I ran into somebody
I hadn't seen in good ten years.


[01:42:06 - 01:42:09] Speaker: Walks up to me
and she says, how you feeling?


[01:42:09 - 01:42:09] Speaker: Because, you know, I shared.


[01:42:09 - 01:42:12] Speaker: The story on Facebook
so people didn't know.


[01:42:12 - 01:42:14] Speaker: And I said, you know, I hate the question.


[01:42:14 - 01:42:17] Speaker: I feel great,
I feel fantastic, but I'm very confused.


[01:42:18 - 01:42:20] Speaker: They want me to do Herceptin, right?


[01:42:21 - 01:42:23] Speaker: They want me to do,


[01:42:23 - 01:42:26] Speaker: chemo, radiation, tamoxifen.


[01:42:27 - 01:42:28] Speaker: I said.


[01:42:28 - 01:42:31] Speaker: I feel great,
I did Don LaBarge detox diet.


[01:42:31 - 01:42:32] Speaker: I did all this.


[01:42:32 - 01:42:35] Speaker: I haven't felt this good
since I was in my 30s.


[01:42:35 - 01:42:38] Speaker: She looked at me. She said, 15 years.


[01:42:38 - 01:42:41] Speaker: I took that operation,
but I wouldn't take that treatment


[01:42:41 - 01:42:44] Speaker: 15 years.


[01:42:44 - 01:42:45] Speaker: And I'm like.


[01:42:45 - 01:42:47] Speaker: Okay, God, I get it. Like
because it was like God was.


[01:42:47 - 01:42:49] Speaker: Speaking like.


[01:42:49 - 01:42:51] Speaker: Somebody could roll around like I was.


[01:42:51 - 01:42:54] Speaker: 15 years cancer free to chemo.


[01:42:54 - 01:42:55] Speaker: It doesn't mean chemo worked.


[01:42:55 - 01:42:58] Speaker: It means it also can mean
and you don't know what the other


[01:42:59 - 01:43:01] Speaker: what other health problems
they're having either.


[01:43:01 - 01:43:03] Speaker: So, you know, there's no proof
that chemo actually works.


[01:43:03 - 01:43:06] Speaker: But they'll tell you there is. Right.
Because they're not tracing.


[01:43:06 - 01:43:09] Speaker: This woman
who did not take any treatment at all.


[01:43:09 - 01:43:09] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:43:09 - 01:43:10] Speaker: They're not
why they're not paying attention


[01:43:10 - 01:43:12] Speaker: to the ones who beat it
without doing anything.


[01:43:12 - 01:43:15] Speaker: So then I am going to,


[01:43:16 - 01:43:18] Speaker: a store where I get into this conversation
with the woman


[01:43:18 - 01:43:20] Speaker: who was complaining
about the greed of America


[01:43:20 - 01:43:22] Speaker: and the pharmaceutical companies
being the worst,


[01:43:22 - 01:43:25] Speaker: and I start telling her about my son
now being in gear seizure free.


[01:43:25 - 01:43:29] Speaker: Like I told her how they were trying
to push medicine on us and try this


[01:43:29 - 01:43:30] Speaker: and blah, blah blah.


[01:43:30 - 01:43:31] Speaker: And at the end of that.


[01:43:31 - 01:43:34] Speaker: Conversation, she said to me, oh my gosh,


[01:43:34 - 01:43:37] Speaker: my son, 40 years old on set
when he was just a boy.


[01:43:37 - 01:43:41] Speaker: I swear that medicine mindset was
that of seizures when he was just a boy.


[01:43:41 - 01:43:44] Speaker: I swear that medicine made it worse,
not better.


[01:43:45 - 01:43:48] Speaker: I swear, I swear
it made it worse, not better.


[01:43:48 - 01:43:49] Speaker: She didn't know because you can't tell.


[01:43:49 - 01:43:51] Speaker: But he's still getting seizures.


[01:43:51 - 01:43:53] Speaker: 40 years old. She's still dealing with it.


[01:43:53 - 01:43:56] Speaker: She thinks it's
the medicine that made it worse.


[01:43:56 - 01:43:56] Speaker: And I went.


[01:43:57 - 01:44:00] Speaker: I was like, I walked out
of that store going, okay, I got get it.


[01:44:01 - 01:44:04] Speaker: I yeah, I trusted you with my son's life.


[01:44:04 - 01:44:07] Speaker: You know,
I have to trust you with my life.


[01:44:08 - 01:44:12] Speaker: I think mother's intuition is way more
valuable a lot of times than any doctor.


[01:44:13 - 01:44:15] Speaker: Right. And I think moms know.


[01:44:15 - 01:44:16] Speaker: Because you do know.


[01:44:16 - 01:44:19] Speaker: So. But. But she,


[01:44:19 - 01:44:21] Speaker: But I did
feel like that was God talking to me.


[01:44:21 - 01:44:22] Speaker: Like, sure it was. It was.


[01:44:22 - 01:44:24] Speaker: And it wasn't easy for me, like.


[01:44:24 - 01:44:28] Speaker: But it's easier for me to trust
God who created me,


[01:44:28 - 01:44:31] Speaker: who knows my body than some man I just met
who's going to make money off of me.


[01:44:31 - 01:44:32] Speaker: Yeah. Yeah.


[01:44:32 - 01:44:33] Speaker: And I got in a country club.


[01:44:33 - 01:44:35] Speaker: You have a hell of a lot more faith
than I do.


[01:44:35 - 01:44:39] Speaker: If you're putting all your money or your
faith into a man who wants your money.


[01:44:39 - 01:44:42] Speaker: When. God. Doesn't need anything from me.


[01:44:42 - 01:44:44] Speaker: He doesn't even money his.


[01:44:44 - 01:44:46] Speaker: He and I don't have to actually
do his weight.


[01:44:46 - 01:44:48] Speaker: So my job to go save people either.


[01:44:48 - 01:44:49] Speaker: You know that, right?


[01:44:49 - 01:44:52] Speaker: I mean, I could talk to people,
but it's not my job to save them.


[01:44:52 - 01:44:54] Speaker: Yeah, you know what?
I can't take the needle out of your arm.


[01:44:54 - 01:44:55] Speaker: I can't take the bottle.


[01:44:55 - 01:44:58] Speaker: I know where.
It says in the, in the Bible.


[01:44:58 - 01:45:01] Speaker: It's not by works,
so there is nothing I can do.


[01:45:02 - 01:45:02] Speaker: All right.


[01:45:02 - 01:45:07] Speaker: So he has nothing to profit from me,
and I want to trust him,


[01:45:07 - 01:45:10] Speaker: though, because he's
not going to use me for anything.


[01:45:10 - 01:45:13] Speaker: Why do you think that? There's
a certain like this is. This is the book.


[01:45:13 - 01:45:13] Speaker: Keep going. I'm sorry.


[01:45:13 - 01:45:16] Speaker: So the rest of the story
was just a couple weeks ago.


[01:45:16 - 01:45:19] Speaker: After hearing all these people tell me
that they're diagnosed and they get this


[01:45:19 - 01:45:22] Speaker: guy gets out of his car, starts
talking out of the blue.


[01:45:22 - 01:45:25] Speaker: We're doing we just graduate yesterday
and I'm like, I want this guy.


[01:45:25 - 01:45:27] Speaker: And he just starts talking and he's like.


[01:45:27 - 01:45:29] Speaker: Tell the stories of sons
not talking to him.


[01:45:29 - 01:45:34] Speaker: And this his wife died and he's like,
she had breast cancer.


[01:45:34 - 01:45:37] Speaker: And I'm like, oh boy. Like and


[01:45:38 - 01:45:41] Speaker: and he's
like, she took all that treatment.


[01:45:41 - 01:45:44] Speaker: She should have taken that in treatment.


[01:45:44 - 01:45:46] Speaker: Jesus. He says.


[01:45:46 - 01:45:47] Speaker: You know what the kicker of it was?


[01:45:47 - 01:45:49] Speaker: They cleared her of the cancer.


[01:45:49 - 01:45:54] Speaker: She was cancer free, they said,
and she died in my arms of a heart attack.


[01:45:55 - 01:45:56] Speaker: I my biggest fear.


[01:45:56 - 01:45:58] Speaker: Was playing let's make a deal.


[01:45:58 - 01:46:01] Speaker: Would you. Like to trade.


[01:46:01 - 01:46:04] Speaker: Your cancer diagnosis for a heart attack?


[01:46:05 - 01:46:07] Speaker: And I went, all right, God, I know this.


[01:46:07 - 01:46:10] Speaker: Confirmation came a little bit, but
sometimes your confirmations don't come.


[01:46:10 - 01:46:11] Speaker: Right away.


[01:46:11 - 01:46:12] Speaker: But they're confirmed.


[01:46:12 - 01:46:15] Speaker: And we're those three uncles
I was telling you about.


[01:46:15 - 01:46:18] Speaker: One of them passed away
and was cancer free,


[01:46:20 - 01:46:24] Speaker: but could not could not get healthy
after that.


[01:46:24 - 01:46:26] Speaker: After taking all the treatment.


[01:46:26 - 01:46:28] Speaker: Yeah. I have a friend who's mother.


[01:46:29 - 01:46:32] Speaker: And. They never got cured
by the medical system, although she did.


[01:46:32 - 01:46:34] Speaker: All the treatment, the chemo. Was the.


[01:46:34 - 01:46:37] Speaker: Everything else made her own
marijuana like.


[01:46:37 - 01:46:40] Speaker: Oh, yes. I saw the Rick Simpson oil.


[01:46:40 - 01:46:43] Speaker: She did it in a crock pot,
and she she gave me the recipe.


[01:46:44 - 01:46:45] Speaker: I just.


[01:46:45 - 01:46:48] Speaker: Didn't have the guts to just do
the marijuana.


[01:46:48 - 01:46:49] Speaker: You know, call me.


[01:46:49 - 01:46:50] Speaker: I know next to it.


[01:46:50 - 01:46:52] Speaker: If it ever happens again your first time.


[01:46:52 - 01:46:54] Speaker: Well, you're you're
right after Donna LaVar, you're getting.


[01:46:54 - 01:46:56] Speaker: Okay. Good, good.


[01:46:56 - 01:46:59] Speaker: But she cured. Her.


[01:46:59 - 01:47:00] Speaker: Mother.


[01:47:00 - 01:47:01] Speaker: They they


[01:47:01 - 01:47:05] Speaker: in fact actually her she told her
I don't know what you're doing here. But.


[01:47:06 - 01:47:07] Speaker: She it's working.


[01:47:07 - 01:47:08] Speaker: It's working.


[01:47:08 - 01:47:10] Speaker: And then I'm dying because of.


[01:47:10 - 01:47:13] Speaker: All the treatment
she took before they got to this point.


[01:47:13 - 01:47:15] Speaker: But at this point,
none of the treatment was working.


[01:47:16 - 01:47:20] Speaker: So here
she was faced with losing her mother.


[01:47:21 - 01:47:23] Speaker: Doesn't try it till the last resort.


[01:47:23 - 01:47:24] Speaker: Because they always win.


[01:47:24 - 01:47:27] Speaker: Because you trust in the system.


[01:47:27 - 01:47:30] Speaker: When you trust in these people,
they always who say that


[01:47:30 - 01:47:30] Speaker: they have your best.


[01:47:30 - 01:47:36] Speaker: How many times do I have to read
a obituary where somebody passes away?


[01:47:36 - 01:47:38] Speaker: Even young people at that?


[01:47:38 - 01:47:41] Speaker: We'd like to thank the doctors.


[01:47:41 - 01:47:45] Speaker: If I read an obituary,
what do you think of them for?


[01:47:45 - 01:47:48] Speaker: They didn't save you.
They didn't save you.


[01:47:48 - 01:47:48] Speaker: I mean.


[01:47:48 - 01:47:51] Speaker: You could say I'm
caring and compassionate.


[01:47:52 - 01:47:55] Speaker: Doesn't mean you are right.


[01:47:55 - 01:47:56] Speaker: It doesn't end.


[01:47:56 - 01:47:58] Speaker: At the tip of your tongue with them.


[01:47:58 - 01:48:01] Speaker: And actually, it ends in their wallets.


[01:48:01 - 01:48:03] Speaker: Truthfully, yes.


[01:48:03 - 01:48:05] Speaker: This is way it seems like.


[01:48:05 - 01:48:08] Speaker: I mean, I hate to think that people
are actually out there.


[01:48:08 - 01:48:11] Speaker: Profiting on the misfortunes.


[01:48:11 - 01:48:14] Speaker: Of. Others, but it looks like. They are.


[01:48:14 - 01:48:16] Speaker: I have I.


[01:48:16 - 01:48:19] Speaker: I don't think, I think some of
them legitimately don't know.


[01:48:20 - 01:48:20] Speaker: What they don't


[01:48:20 - 01:48:23] Speaker: know, because our medical schools
are being paid for by the.


[01:48:23 - 01:48:25] Speaker: Rockefellers,


[01:48:25 - 01:48:27] Speaker: who own


[01:48:27 - 01:48:28] Speaker: the pharmaceutical.


[01:48:28 - 01:48:30] Speaker: Companies in the banks and the businesses.


[01:48:30 - 01:48:33] Speaker: And do you wanna take a quick smoke break
and then we'll and then we'll wrap up,


[01:48:33 - 01:48:34] Speaker: because you have to.


[01:48:34 - 01:48:36] Speaker: I. Do have to go. Get Mexican food.


[01:48:36 - 01:48:38] Speaker: And how far away from here is that?
15 minutes.


[01:48:38 - 01:48:40] Speaker: No, that's like seven minutes.
Okay. Yeah, yeah.


[01:48:40 - 01:48:43] Speaker: All right. Yes. Okay. All right,


[01:48:43 - 01:48:43] Speaker: all right.


[01:48:43 - 01:48:49] Speaker: So I want to I want to wrap this up,
and I want to have you back if.


[01:48:49 - 01:48:52] Speaker: Oh, I want to come back,
man. I'm back here. I'm back here.


[01:48:52 - 01:48:54] Speaker: Yes, I am. All right. Good.


[01:48:54 - 01:48:56] Speaker: And we can talk crazier. Shit.


[01:48:56 - 01:48:57] Speaker: I want you.


[01:48:57 - 01:48:59] Speaker: You mentioned to me
that a lot of the things that, like.


[01:49:01 - 01:49:03] Speaker: Sometimes corporate


[01:49:03 - 01:49:06] Speaker: media tells you what you can
and cannot say.


[01:49:06 - 01:49:09] Speaker: Now, mine all came from my boss.


[01:49:10 - 01:49:12] Speaker: Your boss. Right?


[01:49:12 - 01:49:15] Speaker: The person above me, right? Yeah.


[01:49:15 - 01:49:19] Speaker: And I was told that I cannot tell people
what kind of cancer treatments


[01:49:19 - 01:49:21] Speaker: other people took.


[01:49:21 - 01:49:24] Speaker: And in my case, like,
I didn't see anything wrong with that


[01:49:24 - 01:49:25] Speaker: because it's true story.


[01:49:25 - 01:49:30] Speaker: If I'm talking to a guy who's a singer
who has throat cancer, doesn't


[01:49:30 - 01:49:35] Speaker: take the radiation that was recorded
because radiation to doctors is.


[01:49:35 - 01:49:38] Speaker: Erring on the side of caution.
Because if we don't tell you.


[01:49:38 - 01:49:40] Speaker: Not to take it
and we didn't tell you anything,


[01:49:40 - 01:49:42] Speaker: and if something happens,
we might get sued.


[01:49:42 - 01:49:43] Speaker: It's a liability issue.


[01:49:43 - 01:49:48] Speaker: So when my son was getting seizures
and his pediatrician at the time, who I


[01:49:48 - 01:49:52] Speaker: then dropped
made me feel like the worst mom on earth


[01:49:52 - 01:49:54] Speaker: because they wouldn't
put him on medicine, right?


[01:49:54 - 01:49:57] Speaker: I finally said to him, because I did
research and every single one


[01:49:57 - 01:50:01] Speaker: I did research on led me back
to somebody who was on medicine and died.


[01:50:02 - 01:50:03] Speaker: Having a seizure. Okay,


[01:50:04 - 01:50:05] Speaker: he's telling me


[01:50:05 - 01:50:08] Speaker: the opposite, though,
that if I don't put my kid on medicine,


[01:50:10 - 01:50:12] Speaker: he could die of C,
he could die of a seizure.


[01:50:12 - 01:50:14] Speaker: Right? But I'm like. Damn, why is this?


[01:50:14 - 01:50:17] Speaker: There are only the stories you're finding.
I'm like, every single one died.


[01:50:17 - 01:50:18] Speaker: And totally by accident.


[01:50:18 - 01:50:20] Speaker: I wasn't just. Looking for them, right?


[01:50:20 - 01:50:22] Speaker: They were like things that I was working
the wrong one.


[01:50:22 - 01:50:25] Speaker: And seven
news story popped up about a woman


[01:50:25 - 01:50:28] Speaker: that had seizures and died
right after she got married.


[01:50:28 - 01:50:31] Speaker: And I actually found her fiancé.


[01:50:31 - 01:50:34] Speaker: He was putting on something called concert
candlelight concerts for cure.


[01:50:35 - 01:50:36] Speaker: And I found him on Facebook.


[01:50:36 - 01:50:38] Speaker: Messaged him, and I said,
I just have one question for you.


[01:50:38 - 01:50:42] Speaker: Was Caroline on medicine when she died?


[01:50:43 - 01:50:44] Speaker: And he said, yes.


[01:50:46 - 01:50:47] Speaker: Okay.


[01:50:47 - 01:50:49] Speaker: Danny did Foundation out of Chicago,
Illinois.


[01:50:49 - 01:50:51] Speaker: Danny was four years old.


[01:50:51 - 01:50:54] Speaker: They took two years to regulate
any kind of medicine that would work.


[01:50:54 - 01:50:57] Speaker: He had a slight weight gain.


[01:50:58 - 01:51:00] Speaker: They upped. His dose of medicine.


[01:51:00 - 01:51:02] Speaker: Because of the slight weaken, because.


[01:51:02 - 01:51:03] Speaker: Of the slight weight gain.


[01:51:03 - 01:51:05] Speaker: They upped. His dose of.


[01:51:05 - 01:51:09] Speaker: Medicine and he died
within a week of upping the dose.


[01:51:11 - 01:51:12] Speaker: And you can't.


[01:51:12 - 01:51:16] Speaker: And there's no there's not there's
no way to make those families whole.


[01:51:16 - 01:51:18] Speaker: I said to the doctor.


[01:51:18 - 01:51:22] Speaker: So if my kid goes on the medicine
and he dies,


[01:51:22 - 01:51:25] Speaker: can I still sue you?


[01:51:26 - 01:51:28] Speaker: And what did he say?


[01:51:28 - 01:51:31] Speaker: He didn't know how to answer me.


[01:51:31 - 01:51:32] Speaker: He did not know how to answer.


[01:51:32 - 01:51:34] Speaker: I mean, your mom. Say anything.
You're a mom.


[01:51:34 - 01:51:37] Speaker: That's your kid? Yeah,
and he was talking way down.


[01:51:37 - 01:51:39] Speaker: Well, this is a doctor who


[01:51:39 - 01:51:42] Speaker: that really acted like
he was better than anybody else.


[01:51:42 - 01:51:45] Speaker: Like, you know. So why were you.
So why wasn't so, you know, so you're.


[01:51:45 - 01:51:45] Speaker: I mean.


[01:51:45 - 01:51:47] Speaker: At any rate,
if I'm not giving you this information,


[01:51:47 - 01:51:50] Speaker: how do you know you can even research
or where to start researching?


[01:51:50 - 01:51:52] Speaker: Because who's got the time?
Because you know what made me mad?


[01:51:52 - 01:51:56] Speaker: When my kid started having seizures
was that nobody talked about it out loud.


[01:51:56 - 01:52:01] Speaker: I had a friend of mine that it was friends
with for years who sent me a message.


[01:52:02 - 01:52:05] Speaker: And said, don't tell anybody this,
but our son had seizures to.


[01:52:07 - 01:52:08] Speaker: But they didn't want anybody to know.


[01:52:08 - 01:52:11] Speaker: Now I understand
because my kid was shunned,


[01:52:11 - 01:52:13] Speaker: even though he was only
getting at night at home and I wasn't.


[01:52:13 - 01:52:15] Speaker: I just wouldn't let him do sleepovers.


[01:52:15 - 01:52:17] Speaker: I always have to tell parents
just in case.


[01:52:17 - 01:52:19] Speaker: Because you don't know. Yeah,
you don't want to know.


[01:52:19 - 01:52:21] Speaker: But then all of a sudden
the kid had no friends.


[01:52:21 - 01:52:22] Speaker: Nobody wanted to be around them.


[01:52:22 - 01:52:25] Speaker: They couldn't hang around with anyone,
get invited to anything, you know.


[01:52:25 - 01:52:29] Speaker: And then I wonder why
he has anxiety problems at the age of 21.


[01:52:29 - 01:52:30] Speaker: Right.


[01:52:30 - 01:52:32] Speaker: You know,
because he was pushed away at school.


[01:52:32 - 01:52:35] Speaker: He said, well, what if he was trying
to push me to put on my medicine


[01:52:35 - 01:52:40] Speaker: even though, well, what do we do if your
if he has a seizure during the day?


[01:52:40 - 01:52:42] Speaker: I said, well, he's
never had a seizure during the day.


[01:52:44 - 01:52:46] Speaker: But. 1
in 10 people will get a seizure in their.


[01:52:46 - 01:52:48] Speaker: Lifetime.
That's what the statistics point to.


[01:52:48 - 01:52:51] Speaker: So what if anybody,
including a teacher, had a seizure?


[01:52:52 - 01:52:53] Speaker: What would you do?


[01:52:53 - 01:52:55] Speaker: Why are you asking me?


[01:52:55 - 01:52:56] Speaker: You know.


[01:52:56 - 01:52:57] Speaker: Right. Like.


[01:52:57 - 01:52:59] Speaker: But so they try from all ends.


[01:52:59 - 01:53:00] Speaker: You're
trying it. You're getting pressured.


[01:53:00 - 01:53:02] Speaker: So no like. Yeah.


[01:53:02 - 01:53:05] Speaker: So I was that was one of the examples
during Covid I was and wasn't allowed


[01:53:05 - 01:53:09] Speaker: to bring up any questions
about masking being wrong or.


[01:53:09 - 01:53:11] Speaker: Or because that an.


[01:53:11 - 01:53:14] Speaker: Edict from the station.


[01:53:14 - 01:53:17] Speaker: Somebody believed that they were doing
what was right based on, I.


[01:53:17 - 01:53:21] Speaker: Don't know what they thought
they knew where saw I don't know.


[01:53:22 - 01:53:24] Speaker: Yeah. So it was from the bottom.
So you can't even see.


[01:53:24 - 01:53:24] Speaker: You can't even say that.


[01:53:24 - 01:53:27] Speaker: Like, anecdotally, you know.


[01:53:27 - 01:53:29] Speaker: Like, this doesn't make sense.
You can't say this doesn't make sense.


[01:53:29 - 01:53:31] Speaker: How does this make sense to
you? You couldn't say that.


[01:53:32 - 01:53:35] Speaker: So so I mean, how does that how does that.


[01:53:38 - 01:53:41] Speaker: It seems like there was like this,


[01:53:41 - 01:53:43] Speaker: the thing
that I was trying to convey to people,


[01:53:43 - 01:53:45] Speaker: like when we started doing this, right,
we started


[01:53:45 - 01:53:49] Speaker: I've been doing podcast since 2010, ever
since I got sober in one form or another.


[01:53:49 - 01:53:49] Speaker: Right?


[01:53:49 - 01:53:52] Speaker: Sometimes they're about like lesbian sex
talk.


[01:53:52 - 01:53:54] Speaker: Like, that's the iterations
that I've been through,


[01:53:54 - 01:53:57] Speaker: because I just like to talk
about crazy shit. Right.


[01:53:57 - 01:54:00] Speaker: And I was I was asked


[01:54:00 - 01:54:03] Speaker: people were asking questions, people,
and you weren't allowed to.


[01:54:03 - 01:54:06] Speaker: As for Boden,
you can't ask these questions.


[01:54:07 - 01:54:09] Speaker: And that really bothered me.


[01:54:09 - 01:54:11] Speaker: Right? I never like that either.


[01:54:11 - 01:54:14] Speaker: I didn't like when. So I. Interviewed.


[01:54:14 - 01:54:15] Speaker: President Biden.


[01:54:15 - 01:54:19] Speaker: Vice President Biden at the time,
when I was on record and seven


[01:54:20 - 01:54:23] Speaker: I had to be talked to by the white House
before I put them on the air.


[01:54:23 - 01:54:23] Speaker: Okay.


[01:54:23 - 01:54:26] Speaker: And I was told
what I wasn't allowed to ask.


[01:54:27 - 01:54:28] Speaker: So I did ask them if it was true.


[01:54:28 - 01:54:31] Speaker: It was a beautiful day that year
when they won the second term.


[01:54:32 - 01:54:35] Speaker: Obama like. Yeah, this is 12, 2012.


[01:54:36 - 01:54:38] Speaker: I did ask.


[01:54:38 - 01:54:41] Speaker: Do you control the weather?


[01:54:41 - 01:54:42] Speaker: Because it was a. Beautiful day out.


[01:54:42 - 01:54:45] Speaker: You know, and the polls,
the more people come out to vote.


[01:54:46 - 01:54:46] Speaker: Nice.


[01:54:46 - 01:54:49] Speaker: And he kind of laughed it off like,
whatever.


[01:54:49 - 01:54:52] Speaker: But I wasn't, you know.


[01:54:52 - 01:54:54] Speaker: Then you find out about harp and cloud
seating and.


[01:54:54 - 01:54:56] Speaker: I wasn't you, right, right.


[01:54:56 - 01:54:59] Speaker: I wasn't allowed to ask anything
controversial back then.


[01:54:59 - 01:55:01] Speaker: That wasn't controversial.


[01:55:01 - 01:55:03] Speaker: Because we didn't realize
it could be a true thing.


[01:55:03 - 01:55:04] Speaker: Right.


[01:55:04 - 01:55:06] Speaker: But yeah, nothing controversial.


[01:55:06 - 01:55:07] Speaker: Nothing like.


[01:55:07 - 01:55:09] Speaker: Yeah, you were being.
And I didn't wasn't comfortable.


[01:55:09 - 01:55:11] Speaker: But it's not the total opposite.
But it was.


[01:55:11 - 01:55:13] Speaker: On a rock station, so it didn't matter.
It was just it's like.


[01:55:13 - 01:55:15] Speaker: Yeah, there's this, like a talk
radio. Thing.


[01:55:15 - 01:55:15] Speaker: Yeah.


[01:55:15 - 01:55:19] Speaker: It was, but that's the way it is
with some things like I didn't like.


[01:55:19 - 01:55:24] Speaker: And I think there was even on both sides,
some Republicans that didn't want to


[01:55:24 - 01:55:25] Speaker: come on the air with me because. I'm


[01:55:27 - 01:55:29] Speaker: just want to have a candid conversation.


[01:55:29 - 01:55:30] Speaker: Like in some cases.


[01:55:30 - 01:55:34] Speaker: And I want to just have I don't want
to talk about your talking points.


[01:55:35 - 01:55:38] Speaker: Let's just talk about what's in the news
today has nothing, might not have anything


[01:55:38 - 01:55:41] Speaker: to do with politics,
because you can really get to know


[01:55:41 - 01:55:45] Speaker: a person just by having a conversation
about how genuine


[01:55:45 - 01:55:47] Speaker: they are, how real they are.


[01:55:47 - 01:55:48] Speaker: But if you just want to keep going


[01:55:48 - 01:55:51] Speaker: at the talking points,
which is a bunch of bullshit anyway,


[01:55:52 - 01:55:53] Speaker: how do I learn anything about you?


[01:55:53 - 01:55:55] Speaker: How does your audience right?


[01:55:55 - 01:55:56] Speaker: You know,


[01:55:56 - 01:55:59] Speaker: I mean, I had an audience that wanted me
to ask some of the Democrats


[01:55:59 - 01:56:01] Speaker: that came in on the air,


[01:56:01 - 01:56:03] Speaker: more harsher questions,
but they were only going to do like


[01:56:03 - 01:56:05] Speaker: talking points anyway, like,


[01:56:05 - 01:56:09] Speaker: and a lot of them, as soon as they opened
their mouth, stupid came out anyway,


[01:56:09 - 01:56:12] Speaker: so I did have to make them look bad
or press them on the subject


[01:56:12 - 01:56:15] Speaker: because they were just going
to stick to their talking points.


[01:56:15 - 01:56:19] Speaker: So why don't we just let stupid
come out every way and another way?


[01:56:19 - 01:56:20] Speaker: Does that make sense?


[01:56:20 - 01:56:24] Speaker: So if you've seen my Facebook and
people are like, why do you stir the pot?


[01:56:25 - 01:56:29] Speaker: Because you like stupid know
my philosophy is this right?


[01:56:29 - 01:56:32] Speaker: If you let them speak,
they will show you who they are.


[01:56:32 - 01:56:33] Speaker: Exactly.


[01:56:33 - 01:56:36] Speaker: And I don't think that
that's like a bad thing to do. No.


[01:56:36 - 01:56:39] Speaker: And if people want to lose their minds
over whether or not


[01:56:40 - 01:56:42] Speaker: pregnant moms should
or should not take Tylenol,


[01:56:43 - 01:56:46] Speaker: even though I've known that
since I was an infant, I.


[01:56:46 - 01:56:47] Speaker: Was going to say I always knew.


[01:56:47 - 01:56:49] Speaker: That Tylenol was bad.


[01:56:49 - 01:56:51] Speaker: For a long time
since I was at least in my teens.


[01:56:51 - 01:56:54] Speaker: Yes, you. Know,
so I don't know what changed.


[01:56:54 - 01:56:55] Speaker: About that.


[01:56:55 - 01:56:56] Speaker: About out where it's now.


[01:56:56 - 01:56:58] Speaker: Pregnant
women are taking it like Flintstones.


[01:56:58 - 01:57:02] Speaker: And we all need our drugs and oh yeah, and
I well, one of the arguments I got back


[01:57:02 - 01:57:05] Speaker: thrown back at me on Facebook about the
because that's one of the few things that


[01:57:05 - 01:57:08] Speaker: because I am not a drug pusher,
I don't believe in drugs.


[01:57:08 - 01:57:09] Speaker: I don't even believe in alcohol.


[01:57:09 - 01:57:11] Speaker: So like in today's world.


[01:57:11 - 01:57:13] Speaker: Spirits are poison.
But whatever. Right? Do you like. This?


[01:57:13 - 01:57:15] Speaker: The Alex Jones whiskey.


[01:57:16 - 01:57:17] Speaker: And here's here's the best.


[01:57:17 - 01:57:20] Speaker: Part about it.


[01:57:21 - 01:57:23] Speaker: Without the black light,
you can't read it.


[01:57:23 - 01:57:26] Speaker: Oh, so it's all, like,
these crazy things out there.


[01:57:26 - 01:57:26] Speaker: So my.


[01:57:26 - 01:57:29] Speaker: Buddy listens to the show, and he sent us
Alex Jones conspiracy.


[01:57:29 - 01:57:32] Speaker: Whiskey. Right. So continue. Sorry, but.


[01:57:32 - 01:57:35] Speaker: Well, I mean, in a world where you're now
being greeted


[01:57:35 - 01:57:38] Speaker: at the door of gas stations
that never carried alcohol before.


[01:57:39 - 01:57:40] Speaker: All right,


[01:57:40 - 01:57:40] Speaker: that.


[01:57:40 - 01:57:44] Speaker: Are now carrying alcohol with the warning
that says R.J.


[01:57:44 - 01:57:47] Speaker: Reynolds, Philip Morris looks at you,


[01:57:47 - 01:57:51] Speaker: purposely designed
cigarets to be addictive,


[01:57:52 - 01:57:56] Speaker: but doesn't tell you what
that one ingredient is in cigarets.


[01:57:56 - 01:57:58] Speaker: That makes the more addictive.


[01:57:58 - 01:58:02] Speaker: Because if they did that,
they'd have to tell you that the alcohol


[01:58:02 - 01:58:05] Speaker: is also addictive
because of the same ingredient


[01:58:05 - 01:58:10] Speaker: or the Hershey bar, or the Heath bar
and all the other crap


[01:58:10 - 01:58:14] Speaker: they're selling in the store,
it's sugar that makes it more


[01:58:15 - 01:58:16] Speaker: addictive.


[01:58:16 - 01:58:17] Speaker: Why would.


[01:58:17 - 01:58:18] Speaker: And so that's where we can get.


[01:58:18 - 01:58:21] Speaker: On the subject
of the nakedly attack on nicotine and why


[01:58:21 - 01:58:24] Speaker: the more they attack it,
is it really that bad?


[01:58:25 - 01:58:26] Speaker: Everything they attack, I'm like,
that's the thing.


[01:58:26 - 01:58:28] Speaker: I need to be paying attention to it.


[01:58:28 - 01:58:31] Speaker: Did you know, did you know that like,
remember, remember in the 90s when like.


[01:58:31 - 01:58:33] Speaker: Cigaret smoke is bad for you,
we're going to put all these cigaret.


[01:58:33 - 01:58:34] Speaker: Companies out of business.


[01:58:34 - 01:58:35] Speaker: You know the cigaret.


[01:58:35 - 01:58:37] Speaker: Companies did they went bought all the.


[01:58:37 - 01:58:39] Speaker: Processed food companies


[01:58:39 - 01:58:41] Speaker: and then they took their scientists
that said cigarets are good for you


[01:58:41 - 01:58:44] Speaker: and not habit forming. Oh, look,
I think nicotine is good for you.


[01:58:44 - 01:58:47] Speaker: I think tobacco in its pure form is fine,
but when they add


[01:58:47 - 01:58:50] Speaker: all the chemicals in there, so that you
you crave it morning, noon and night,


[01:58:51 - 01:58:53] Speaker: They just switch that science
team over to.


[01:58:53 - 01:58:56] Speaker: Oreos and Chips Ahoy.


[01:58:56 - 01:58:58] Speaker: And like I tell people now, I'm like,
stand in a grocery store,


[01:58:58 - 01:59:00] Speaker: take a selfie,
and I want you to see behind you


[01:59:00 - 01:59:02] Speaker: what percentage of
all that food is processed.


[01:59:03 - 01:59:05] Speaker: And it's like 98%.


[01:59:05 - 01:59:08] Speaker: Well, you know, during Covid
when people were like,


[01:59:08 - 01:59:10] Speaker: you're not ten, six feet back
and you're at the grocery store


[01:59:10 - 01:59:13] Speaker: and you're like, like I'm like,
I think we should go.


[01:59:13 - 01:59:16] Speaker: And you're you're worried about me
not wearing a mask,


[01:59:16 - 01:59:19] Speaker: not six foot back,
but you have all that shit in your cart.


[01:59:19 - 01:59:22] Speaker: Yeah. I'm I'm confused here. Yeah.


[01:59:23 - 01:59:23] Speaker: You know.


[01:59:23 - 01:59:24] Speaker: You're mad at me.


[01:59:24 - 01:59:27] Speaker: For being close to you, but you're getting
a fucking bucket, a ding dong.


[01:59:27 - 01:59:30] Speaker: Seemingly like, who were you? And it's.


[01:59:30 - 01:59:31] Speaker: You know what it is? It's people who.


[01:59:31 - 01:59:34] Speaker: Don't want to take responsibility
for any of the choices that they make.


[01:59:34 - 01:59:36] Speaker: It's everybody else. And they want.


[01:59:36 - 01:59:38] Speaker: And yep, it's your fault.


[01:59:38 - 01:59:41] Speaker: You need to get a vaccine
so that I'm safe.


[01:59:41 - 01:59:43] Speaker: You need to wear a condom
so I don't get pregnant.


[01:59:43 - 01:59:45] Speaker: So my other question is
if you already got the vaccine.


[01:59:45 - 01:59:47] Speaker: What do you have to worry about?
What are you worried about?


[01:59:47 - 01:59:50] Speaker: Oh, this is another conversation
for another day.


[01:59:50 - 01:59:52] Speaker: I would love to stick around, but can.


[01:59:52 - 01:59:54] Speaker: Can we can we end this. Real quick? Yes.


[01:59:54 - 01:59:55] Speaker: I love you.


[01:59:55 - 01:59:57] Speaker: I think you're a great person.
You're a great person.


[01:59:57 - 02:00:01] Speaker: I think
I think that the world needs your voice.


[02:00:01 - 02:00:04] Speaker: So I want to encourage you
before we get off to,


[02:00:04 - 02:00:06] Speaker: you know, do
whatever you can to make that happen.


[02:00:06 - 02:00:09] Speaker: And if I can assist in any way,
I don't need to be


[02:00:10 - 02:00:14] Speaker: anything other than a conduit
for you to be like you.


[02:00:14 - 02:00:16] Speaker: You you got whatever I can do to help
you do what you do.


[02:00:16 - 02:00:19] Speaker: I would love to be. A part of that.


[02:00:19 - 02:00:21] Speaker: You can help me even by.
What it is that I do.


[02:00:21 - 02:00:22] Speaker: I would appreciate it.


[02:00:22 - 02:00:25] Speaker: We'll figure it out.
We'll talk about it. Definitely.


[02:00:25 - 02:00:26] Speaker: Right now, I'm an artist.


[02:00:26 - 02:00:28] Speaker: Yeah. You want to make sure stuff.


[02:00:28 - 02:00:31] Speaker: And I am going to be at covered
bridge festivals


[02:00:31 - 02:00:34] Speaker: Thursday through Sunday this week,
and that's as far ahead as I can think.


[02:00:35 - 02:00:36] Speaker: But after that, we need to talk.


[02:00:36 - 02:00:38] Speaker: Where can people find your stuff?


[02:00:38 - 02:00:40] Speaker: I mean, do like clothes and.


[02:00:40 - 02:00:42] Speaker: At the back Mountain Maker in Dallas.


[02:00:42 - 02:00:44] Speaker: I do need to start
working on the next book,


[02:00:44 - 02:00:47] Speaker: because I'm sick of touting falling
short of God's great glory,


[02:00:47 - 02:00:48] Speaker: which is just a poetry book.


[02:00:48 - 02:00:51] Speaker: But the poetry book is to encourage you.


[02:00:52 - 02:00:53] Speaker: To be you.


[02:00:53 - 02:00:56] Speaker: To accept who you are
and know that God loves you.


[02:00:57 - 02:01:00] Speaker: Yes, there are certain God designed to
so things what works a certain way.


[02:01:00 - 02:01:03] Speaker: Most of the Bible is only to protect.


[02:01:03 - 02:01:05] Speaker: You from hurting yourself or others.


[02:01:05 - 02:01:08] Speaker: Yes, okay. In fact, 100% of
it is all right.


[02:01:09 - 02:01:11] Speaker: But whether you know
that God is with you or not.


[02:01:11 - 02:01:13] Speaker: All right, he is with you


[02:01:13 - 02:01:17] Speaker: and you can be through tough times
and still make dreams come true.


[02:01:17 - 02:01:18] Speaker: And that.


[02:01:18 - 02:01:20] Speaker: So it's a poetry book. It's based on life.


[02:01:20 - 02:01:22] Speaker: You'll find stuff in there
about different.


[02:01:22 - 02:01:25] Speaker: It's, Falling short of God's great glory.


[02:01:26 - 02:01:27] Speaker: Divided into


[02:01:27 - 02:01:30] Speaker: in this world, not of this world
and beyond this world.


[02:01:30 - 02:01:31] Speaker: And for those of.


[02:01:31 - 02:01:32] Speaker: You who know local.


[02:01:32 - 02:01:35] Speaker: Radio, there's like a poem in there
dedicated to this day.


[02:01:35 - 02:01:36] Speaker: She passed away.


[02:01:36 - 02:01:39] Speaker: And of course, I don't know
if anybody talks about this out loud.


[02:01:40 - 02:01:41] Speaker: I don't know if I'm supposed.


[02:01:41 - 02:01:42] Speaker: I don't know anything about it.


[02:01:42 - 02:01:45] Speaker: She passed away.


[02:01:45 - 02:01:47] Speaker: I don't know how many years ago it was.


[02:01:47 - 02:01:48] Speaker: Now 23.


[02:01:48 - 02:01:49] Speaker: I was diagnosed with cancer.


[02:01:49 - 02:01:52] Speaker: So was like 2016.


[02:01:52 - 02:01:55] Speaker: Alcohol killed her.


[02:01:55 - 02:01:57] Speaker: And I watched it.


[02:01:57 - 02:02:00] Speaker: Sadness.


[02:02:01 - 02:02:01] Speaker: And I said


[02:02:01 - 02:02:04] Speaker: to somebody the other day, I've watched
way too many people die of abusing that.


[02:02:04 - 02:02:06] Speaker: More so than anything else.


[02:02:06 - 02:02:09] Speaker: Anything else yet that's acceptable.


[02:02:09 - 02:02:11] Speaker: That sponsors the Super Bowl.


[02:02:11 - 02:02:12] Speaker: Well, okay. So it's important.


[02:02:14 - 02:02:15] Speaker: Nick I don't get it.


[02:02:15 - 02:02:18] Speaker: You can. And it makes so much money
for so many people.


[02:02:18 - 02:02:20] Speaker: My parents just don't. A bar.


[02:02:20 - 02:02:22] Speaker: So I used you.
See I was. A bartender. Shit.


[02:02:22 - 02:02:26] Speaker: Yeah I and I've seen what it can do
to your lives, you know, to.


[02:02:28 - 02:02:29] Speaker: That's why I stopped.


[02:02:29 - 02:02:30] Speaker: Yeah.


[02:02:30 - 02:02:31] Speaker: So that's where we are with that.


[02:02:31 - 02:02:33] Speaker: But that's an
we can have these. Conversations all. Day.


[02:02:33 - 02:02:35] Speaker: I would love for you to come back.
I would you like to come?


[02:02:35 - 02:02:38] Speaker: I would love to come back. This is great.
We did the.


[02:02:38 - 02:02:40] Speaker: And there's so much more
we didn't talk about.


[02:02:40 - 02:02:42] Speaker: And I think you dropped an F-bomb, too.


[02:02:42 - 02:02:45] Speaker: I did, and I hate you too,
because I really


[02:02:45 - 02:02:48] Speaker: I do want to get
really mad now, but since,


[02:02:49 - 02:02:51] Speaker: I have God in my life.


[02:02:51 - 02:02:54] Speaker: I don't feel comfortable doing it because.


[02:02:54 - 02:02:57] Speaker: But also, I also, in the Bible,
there's no list of bad words


[02:02:57 - 02:03:00] Speaker: that you're not supposed to say.
Anything said in anger is.


[02:03:00 - 02:03:02] Speaker: Yeah, I don't think I don't
I don't think I don't think it wasn't.


[02:03:02 - 02:03:04] Speaker: I don't think Saint Peter's
not going to let into heaven


[02:03:04 - 02:03:07] Speaker: because you dropped an f bomb rate
a fish on a Friday or, you know, a


[02:03:07 - 02:03:08] Speaker: reef on a Friday.


[02:03:08 - 02:03:08] Speaker: I mean.


[02:03:08 - 02:03:12] Speaker: There's so much of that
that we can talk to tradition versus we


[02:03:13 - 02:03:15] Speaker: versus Jesus.


[02:03:15 - 02:03:16] Speaker: Tony.


[02:03:16 - 02:03:17] Speaker: There's a lot of that we can talk about.


[02:03:17 - 02:03:19] Speaker: I feel like I feel like.


[02:03:19 - 02:03:22] Speaker: There are ways to live in James that tells
you, you know, not not to talk in anger.


[02:03:22 - 02:03:25] Speaker: Anything you said in anger,
I could say. Mark.


[02:03:25 - 02:03:27] Speaker: Yeah. Angry. And that's now swear word.


[02:03:27 - 02:03:28] Speaker: You know, I think.


[02:03:30 - 02:03:33] Speaker: I think they
need I think we need more voices like you


[02:03:33 - 02:03:36] Speaker: especially like after the whole Charlie
Kirk thing.


[02:03:36 - 02:03:36] Speaker: Yeah.


[02:03:36 - 02:03:41] Speaker: And I think for some reason, I didn't
realize that there is like this this.


[02:03:41 - 02:03:42] Speaker: I'm a I'm a Catholic.


[02:03:42 - 02:03:45] Speaker: I was baptized and all that stuff, but
it seems like there's this, like the war


[02:03:45 - 02:03:48] Speaker: on Christianity, which I don't unders.


[02:03:49 - 02:03:51] Speaker: Which is written about in the Bible too.


[02:03:51 - 02:03:51] Speaker: Yeah.


[02:03:51 - 02:03:55] Speaker: It's, it's it's now starting to like I'm,
I'm starting to see it more.


[02:03:55 - 02:03:58] Speaker: And it's not even some of it's
not blatant.


[02:03:58 - 02:04:01] Speaker: No. I don't even think I,
I don't even think it's people go but.


[02:04:01 - 02:04:02] Speaker: Even.


[02:04:02 - 02:04:03] Speaker: I mean.


[02:04:03 - 02:04:05] Speaker: Oh, I will be here another hour
and let's oh.


[02:04:05 - 02:04:06] Speaker: We got to go okay.


[02:04:06 - 02:04:06] Speaker: But yeah we wouldn't


[02:04:06 - 02:04:10] Speaker: we need to do need to talk about that
because there is something in there


[02:04:10 - 02:04:14] Speaker: where I, there was a discussion
I had on Facebook with the girl.


[02:04:14 - 02:04:16] Speaker: Okay. Which.


[02:04:16 - 02:04:18] Speaker: She was trying to understand.


[02:04:18 - 02:04:21] Speaker: The whole Charlie Kirk thing.
I'd love to talk about it.


[02:04:21 - 02:04:23] Speaker: And I would like to discuss that
with you. Yes.


[02:04:23 - 02:04:26] Speaker: Okay. Yeah.
So maybe next week. Nikki Stone.


[02:04:26 - 02:04:28] Speaker: You haven't been on anything
in, like, a year, right?


[02:04:29 - 02:04:32] Speaker: It was May 1st.


[02:04:32 - 02:04:33] Speaker: It was four days
before my niece passed away.


[02:04:33 - 02:04:34] Speaker: So that's when. They.


[02:04:34 - 02:04:37] Speaker: That's when they thought it was your day.


[02:04:37 - 02:04:37] Speaker: But she.


[02:04:37 - 02:04:40] Speaker: You know, when God lines things up
the way it's supposed to be.


[02:04:40 - 02:04:42] Speaker: I was so busy at the time as I.


[02:04:42 - 02:04:46] Speaker: So I woke up that morning and I knew
I needed to go to talk to my niece.


[02:04:46 - 02:04:49] Speaker: I was trying to
I was doing more shows with my art stuff


[02:04:49 - 02:04:51] Speaker: because I was trying to raise money
to help her.


[02:04:51 - 02:04:52] Speaker: Yeah, I remember, all right.


[02:04:52 - 02:04:54] Speaker: So I like amped up those.


[02:04:54 - 02:04:56] Speaker: I was still working on the radio.


[02:04:56 - 02:05:02] Speaker: I, I and I woke up that morning
and I said, God, something has to give.


[02:05:02 - 02:05:05] Speaker: And then I went,
please don't let it be my radio show.


[02:05:05 - 02:05:06] Speaker: It's exactly what I said.


[02:05:08 - 02:05:09] Speaker: God was
telling me it's going to be a radio show.


[02:05:09 - 02:05:13] Speaker: So when I went in that day,
as shocked as I was when they let me go,


[02:05:13 - 02:05:16] Speaker: when they didn't renew my contract,
that could be another.


[02:05:17 - 02:05:18] Speaker: Yeah. I want to talk conversation here.


[02:05:18 - 02:05:20] Speaker: All right.


[02:05:20 - 02:05:22] Speaker: Entirely. I was offered part time.


[02:05:22 - 02:05:25] Speaker: But I don't need to do it for my ego.


[02:05:25 - 02:05:26] Speaker: And that's the way it was.
Kind of presented. To me.


[02:05:26 - 02:05:31] Speaker: Like I needed to be back on the air,
and I was like, I don't need it, I don't.


[02:05:31 - 02:05:34] Speaker: I did it for people. So, you know,


[02:05:34 - 02:05:38] Speaker: and and if you don't appreciate that,
I can't do it and other things.


[02:05:38 - 02:05:41] Speaker: So at any rate.


[02:05:41 - 02:05:42] Speaker: Yeah. So I needed that.


[02:05:42 - 02:05:43] Speaker: Four days with my niece


[02:05:43 - 02:05:47] Speaker: and she accept Christ on her deathbed
ten minutes before she died.


[02:05:47 - 02:05:48] Speaker: It must be my friend Alyssa.


[02:05:48 - 02:05:51] Speaker: You our mutual friend Alyssa. Oh,
yeah. She's.


[02:05:51 - 02:05:53] Speaker: I call two people girl.
I call. Two people.


[02:05:53 - 02:05:55] Speaker: And to pray that day.


[02:05:55 - 02:05:58] Speaker: One was a guy named Pete
who approached me at the gas pump


[02:05:58 - 02:06:00] Speaker: and said, I think I really need
to go pray for your niece.


[02:06:02 - 02:06:03] Speaker: He said that he won't.


[02:06:03 - 02:06:04] Speaker: You know, he talked to her about Lazarus


[02:06:04 - 02:06:08] Speaker: and all the miracles in the Bible
that are true and are for us.


[02:06:08 - 02:06:11] Speaker: But he said, I felt like
I just need to pray for strength.


[02:06:11 - 02:06:14] Speaker: So he prayed for strength. He left.


[02:06:14 - 02:06:16] Speaker: Alyssa shows up.


[02:06:16 - 02:06:18] Speaker: Alyssa Alyssa said, all the Holy Spirit


[02:06:18 - 02:06:21] Speaker: kept telling me
not to do the sinner's prayer.


[02:06:21 - 02:06:24] Speaker: Will you accept
Jesus as your Lord and Savior?


[02:06:24 - 02:06:27] Speaker: My sister said to me the night before,


[02:06:28 - 02:06:28] Speaker: which I was.


[02:06:28 - 02:06:30] Speaker: Still in denial
that this kid was going to die.


[02:06:30 - 02:06:31] Speaker: I was still begging for


[02:06:31 - 02:06:35] Speaker: I was begging for a miracle, which
I felt a barrier between me and God like.


[02:06:35 - 02:06:36] Speaker: Because I think I knew.


[02:06:36 - 02:06:40] Speaker: He knew I was going to break for that
miracle, like, because I wanted.


[02:06:40 - 02:06:42] Speaker: My family to see.
I want to. See, you know,


[02:06:45 - 02:06:47] Speaker: but there are miracles in everything. So.


[02:06:47 - 02:06:50] Speaker: And anyway, my sister said to me
the night before


[02:06:50 - 02:06:52] Speaker: I woke with whatever happened,


[02:06:52 - 02:06:55] Speaker: but I need her to be okay with it.


[02:06:55 - 02:06:57] Speaker: She knew she was scared.


[02:06:57 - 02:06:58] Speaker: She didn't know where.


[02:06:58 - 02:07:01] Speaker: She was going.


[02:07:01 - 02:07:02] Speaker: It was.


[02:07:02 - 02:07:03] Speaker: It comes.


[02:07:03 - 02:07:05] Speaker: It's it's talk to her.


[02:07:05 - 02:07:08] Speaker: Prays
the sinner's prayer with her shakes and


[02:07:10 - 02:07:11] Speaker: we need to speak one.


[02:07:11 - 02:07:14] Speaker: Word out loud all day long.


[02:07:15 - 02:07:16] Speaker: She couldn't. She was so weak.


[02:07:16 - 02:07:18] Speaker: She was weak that day.


[02:07:18 - 02:07:20] Speaker: I still was in denial
that she was going to die.


[02:07:20 - 02:07:22] Speaker: None of us knew.
She was going to end that day.


[02:07:22 - 02:07:23] Speaker: All right.


[02:07:23 - 02:07:26] Speaker: She did not say any words that day.


[02:07:27 - 02:07:28] Speaker: The only thing


[02:07:28 - 02:07:32] Speaker: she said in full sentence
all day long was every word.


[02:07:32 - 02:07:34] Speaker: Because Alyssa said,
you could say in your own head,


[02:07:34 - 02:07:38] Speaker: you don't have to say it out loud
because I know you're weak.


[02:07:38 - 02:07:41] Speaker: But she repeated every single word


[02:07:42 - 02:07:45] Speaker: of the sinner's prayer out loud,


[02:07:45 - 02:07:48] Speaker: and within five minutes I think it was.


[02:07:48 - 02:07:51] Speaker: She passed away,


[02:07:51 - 02:07:53] Speaker: my mother's side.


[02:07:53 - 02:07:57] Speaker: I walked out because I couldn't
like at the time, I just wanted her.


[02:07:57 - 02:08:01] Speaker: I didn't know I wanted to listen,
to be alone with her, but my mom was there


[02:08:01 - 02:08:02] Speaker: and she's like the only words she.


[02:08:02 - 02:08:05] Speaker: Said out loud all day.


[02:08:06 - 02:08:07] Speaker: That's beautiful.


[02:08:07 - 02:08:09] Speaker: It was.


[02:08:09 - 02:08:11] Speaker: It was.


[02:08:11 - 02:08:12] Speaker: It's all okay.


[02:08:12 - 02:08:14] Speaker: I got to go look at you.


[02:08:14 - 02:08:17] Speaker: Unfortunately, right now there's burritos.


[02:08:17 - 02:08:17] Speaker: Yeah.


[02:08:17 - 02:08:20] Speaker: Waiting for my family
to feed your beautiful person.


[02:08:20 - 02:08:22] Speaker: And you should always remember that.


[02:08:22 - 02:08:23] Speaker: And I can't wait to. Talk to you guys.


[02:08:23 - 02:08:26] Speaker: I can't wait to do this again.
Thank you so much.


[02:08:26 - 02:08:28] Speaker: Thank you for giving me a voice.
Thanks, Nikki.


[02:08:28 - 02:08:29] Speaker: Thanks, Marcie. And.


[02:08:31 - 02:08:32] Speaker: I'm.