Episode 82: TJ Fitzgerald on Resilience, Truth, and Bridging Divides in Northeast PA

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I'm right

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beside a hearts open fire will never tire.

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We gonna come flying?

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I will fly. Oh.

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It's your very.

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Polarizing guy in the Republican.

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Party.

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Yes, I am, and,

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You know, I think in light of,

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I think it's important, you know, sit.

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With the people who.

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Have been.

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Labeled.

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With pejorative

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and fear and these negative connotations.

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Yeah. And,

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I don't get it. You know what I mean?

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pleasant, a.

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Lot of people say that.

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Yeah.

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And I found it. That it was really.

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Strange.

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is at a point that is is not productive.

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Emotional.

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Yeah.

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And you know, anybody who knows anything

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clearly.

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And I've been kind of lazy about it.

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And and you know, I apologize for that.

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And you know what?

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I thought, like you,

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That it is a good time.

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So TJ Fitzgerald.

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Nepa, Republican.

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Nepa.

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Republicans,

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How did you like it's important.

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And I think you can understand you know,

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everybody's different.

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Kind of inform who they are as adults.

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100%.

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So tell me about how you grew up.

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Well, a lot of it's out there.

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Oh, yeah.

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You're not shy about shit.

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So which some people see it. See as like.

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good and bad, is a testimony to overcoming

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a lot of disadvantages in life. And,

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give I

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Saved.

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Yeah.

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It me not perfect obviously.

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Supposedly.

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Wait. You don't know that.

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Are you too young? I was. Too young.

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You know, I just don't have.

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You know who he is.

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Yes, I know his name.

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But you've never met him or.

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No, no, no, no.

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has her own stories.

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But you don't know as a kid.

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They're lies, right? Like Santa.

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Like Santa doesn't exist.

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I have I have this.

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And she's. Like.

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It's like the first lie.

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Yeah. I think. It's the second line is.

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Yeah.

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Correct.

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Yeah.

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because your parents had enough for you.

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So you grew up not having a dad?

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I grew up, projects house to house.

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Wilkes-Barre, Wilkes-Barre, Sherman Hills.

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So I'm totally. Ignorant.

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Yeah, it was low income.

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You know, chaotic lifestyle. Horrible.

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Not horrible because my mother loved me.

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And, you know, men.

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She dated a lot of guys.

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No big deal.

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People have a word.

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I mean, it kind of is.

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you're like, oh, I could have surgery.

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I didn't know how. Bad I had. Right?

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I didn't know I, you know, we were just,

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We played baseball.

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But I didn't have discipline.

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I didn't know God, I didn't know anything.

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And, as I grew.

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Oh, yeah.

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Like when when my mother dated

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You know, every son I believe wants a dad.

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You know.

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I think every young boy.

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There you go on. Polarizing again.

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Oh, so. So, Yeah.

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So my mom met my stepdad.

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He was connected.

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Oh. He was. Yeah, he was. Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Okay, that's. I mean, that's normal.

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He was a golden college champion.

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He, you know, he just he just,

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he just he was amazing.

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He was a,

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you know, tough guy.

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and everything.

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in the day back in Wilkes-Barre.

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And then we got a house up in

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Okay, so, he, he had,

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you know, we we he built a kennel

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Can you imagine that?

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And no, I can't I can't have got.

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Very good at agitating. Yes.

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My dad would get a new car every month,

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Abusive.

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Once in a blue moon. Physical. Not sexual.

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Thank God.

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With your stepdad.

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With my stepdad? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And,

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you know, I used to pray to God every day.

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He would ground me so much, that I.

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It was that bad.

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How old are you?

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I was 11, 12, 13, 14.

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All through that area.

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So for years, years.

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You're just like I just want.

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I just want to get away.

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I just, I try ran away from home.

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I went to the Catholic Church.

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That, priest took me in.

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My father went,

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had a discussion with them.

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The priest kicked me out of the thing.

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Nobody did my mother didn't.

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You know, I begged her to leave him.

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Because we have all.

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This security, right now.

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Why would I do that? Yeah.

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Yeah, I get it.

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You know,

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but it was, it was, it was hard.

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It was hard. But the I,

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you know, rationalize that

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with little parts of love,

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little parts of I craved

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acceptance.

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I want I craved his love, acceptance,

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Yeah.

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I used to say when I was.

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Not understanding.

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Yeah. And so you better.

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Yeah.

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But I but I never came from like, my.

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My mom and dad or like. The today.

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Yeah that I know.

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But at the time, like when you don't.

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It's hard. It's hard.

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See I look at.

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I look at trauma as like.

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What's the saying?

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Like, the worst day of.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, the grandmother.

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And then if you lose a parent. Yeah.

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Do you know what I mean?

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So, like,

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As I hate people who.

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Compared it, you know what I mean?

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Where it's like, well, you know,

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Worse for. Me.

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It is what it is we all go through.

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Life is hard.

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Yeah, life is hard.

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And it took me a while to figure that out.

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I handle

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problems

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or I'm resilient more than anybody I know.

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So in other words, like, you're like.

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For the most part.

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You know what I mean?

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Like, it's like it doesn't matter.

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I don't care.

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The truth is the truth.

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Can't fix, I.

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until I addressed it full on and said it.

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This is what happened.

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Not my fault.

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It is what it is.

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Where do I go from here and

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I'm handling it.

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Did you ever did you ever?

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Oh, I mean, no, I've been victimized.

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I choose that bad things happen

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and to

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fight them.

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And the car because, Compartment.

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Compartmentalize. Yes.

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Yeah. And say, okay, that's part of life.

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the truth.

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It happens.

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Yeah. Do I like it? No.

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Contrary to popular belief, no.

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But. Well, there are people.

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And I want to get back to your.

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this is the thing that

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bothers me is where, where they can.

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Like if you say, I love people.

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Even though you said that's not true.

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Yeah, but they roll with it.

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Isn't that like, what?

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What the fuck is that?

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I think it's

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I think people are still unaware

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Do you think that that's out of.

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Like, what is that?

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Is that fear?

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Is that jealousy?

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How we've been raised.

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You feel fortunate? Yes.

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Because I'm in reality,

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you know,

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Life isn't fair.

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You know, it is what you make of it.

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It's like a hand of cards.

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I tossed them in.

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I'm probably at a streak right now.

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So it's a better than an average hand.

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Yeah. It's like those people who are.

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Yeah. It's like oh but yeah. So yeah.

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So going back to the life story, you know.

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Like how did you like how did you.

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Yeah.

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Correct.

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And those are all your fears.

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And doubts and, you know. Yeah.

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Like, what was.

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Your teen years like.

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Teen years was a I was an athlete.

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And what's the presidential thing?

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Shuttle run.

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Oh, yeah.

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Yes, yes.

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You had a yes.

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I was

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Best athlete.

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Goth kid who was totally introverted.

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You were very.

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I've never liked the click.

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Like the jocks or the hippies or the.

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I didn't get along with either of them.

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because of

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And I was born poor and they were rich

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That's why I don't like them.

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They think. You're talking.

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About your party down in Luzerne County.

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Yes. Okay, we'll get to that. Yeah, yeah.

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I, you know, it's ironic.

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You know, I just, you know, I wanted,

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And I where I couldn't get it.

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and nobody cared.

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But it is what it is. It's my lot in life,

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I serve the public.

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you know, it was hard.

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You know, I used to get grounded.

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I had to quit. For what, though?

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It was a guy that was abuse. And and.

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And then once I went to jail,

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And he just everything.

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My bed had to be made for. Grounded.

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Oh, grounded. Grounded, grounded.

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I realized that he had the issues,

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but I was the kid, so I.

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You were the weaker one.

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Yeah. Yeah.

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I mean, the guy put a gun to my head.

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He did? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

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Your stepdad put a. Gun to your head.

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Physically or. No, no, not at it verbally.

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And he threw a cop at me. He did.

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You know, he did punch me.

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Not often, but I was scared.

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Here's a big, big guy.

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Convicted murderer.

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Yeah. So? So I was scared.

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I didn't like to be scared.

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I it's why I fight so hard now.

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Because I don't have to be scared.

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Even though I'm scared.

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It's a it's a it's a catch 22.

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It's a catch 22.

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Yeah. So, you know.

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Oh, yeah.

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Oh, yeah.

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Those are my gun. Pistol.

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I, I forget what the argument was about.

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Price. I'm stupid.

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And he told me, you know, and and and

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and I finally lashed back out.

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He said he fucking kill me.

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He never fired a shot.

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But that was it.

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Another time I got into an argue with him.

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and the guy punched me in the chest.

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And why?

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Because I wasn't listening to my dad.

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Yeah.

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Fentanyl. And I'd be dead.

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Void of emotion or void of them. Yeah.

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Welcome to surprise. Everybody.

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It is what it is.

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And it is what it is.

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My childhood was very, it was just.

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It was not ideal.

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No. All means, what small

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Christmas was all the time with the

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Everything would look good on the outside.

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I wasn't getting yelled at.

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I know why now.

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At Thanksgiving too.

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So that was it.

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I fought everybody physically.

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Physically.

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Yeah.

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you know, got together, and, that.

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Was the first time you got to hug.

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Yeah, from a guy. Okay. From a guy?

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Yeah.

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The the the void.

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I got off the bus.

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It was, a kid a couple of years older.

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Me black kid.

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And we were talking German.

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Of course.

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I can't keep my mouth shut.

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Diarrhea the mouth.

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Since the beginning of time.

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And, that was my dad would say.

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And, stepdad, and,

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I ran home crying lumps on me, busted lip.

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Kid beat me up.

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And he said, okay, teach you how to bark.

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and then you get out first.

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And that was it.

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I was in that conversation.

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No, I did what I was scared, and,

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How old were you?

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Ten. Holy shit.

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Okay, So I do what he said.

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Gets off the bus. Boom,

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goes to the ground, gets back

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up, kicks my ass again.

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Lumps on top of lumps again.

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I run, he goes, I go back home as we.

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I go. No

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was my first flight.

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Yeah.

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He sticks his finger in my eye.

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He he feels like he goes.

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It's a street fight.

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My mothers get out of that.

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No, no, you you have two choices.

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Really, hammer?

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I'm just like, yeah.

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Next day and again, I eat.

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I get in front of a step. Stupid kid.

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That's the same thing.

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I sucker him again, get on top of him,

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Three days in a row. Yeah. And,

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and then,

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He goes, my dad told me I can't run.

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I got to stay here.

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And I just see everybody.

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The heads went away.

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And I'm taking a walk of shame home.

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And I'm hurting.

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Yeah. And I, my dad pulls up,

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says I'm proud of you.

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Let's go.

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We go to the mall.

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He buys me a glove thing, gives me a hug.

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Attaboy.

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So what I love to do.

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Fight.

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So I found ways to argue

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So as a kid,

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that was my upbringing,

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okay? And that stuck.

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It stuck?

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Yeah.

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It stuck.

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Then I left my.

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I graduate when I was 17.

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I graduated 17, too. Yeah, yeah, I left.

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Never looked back,

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barely graduated high school,

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like in the middle of the class.

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Because I was suspended.

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Me and my buddy skipped school.

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Were you robbing? No.

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You just wanted to think, you know.

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Oh, okay.

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I don't think they do.

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But, he was following me everywhere.

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So I'm trampling through the woods.

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It was a black one with the red stripes.

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That's how brilliant I was as a kid. Yeah.

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So everywhere I came, he was out.

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So I ducked back into the woods.

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Mom, you know, I got the key.

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Oh, it's all right.

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And all of a sudden.

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And when that was happened,

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There was no way out.

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Come out.

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Yeah.

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Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

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Yeah.

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And he was a tall man.

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He was six foot something. And,

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Yeah. Also the athlete. Quick guy.

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Yeah.

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One of the the fastest kid in school.

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Yeah. At that time, as a young kid.

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And, my mother hauls off,

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goes off, smack me,

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I duck. Who?

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She hit the cop.

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The cop? No.

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And then she's just wailing on me.

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And that's what life teaches you.

[00:27:04 - 00:27:07] Speaker: Unknown
So how does this lead to jail?

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I left the house when I was seven.

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How long were you in jail?

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Six and a half years.

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Okay.

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As a matter of fact, he'd roll

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It's called. Joints.

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Okay,

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die when my jug of choice was cocaine.

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Yeah, yeah.

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And we went down.

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I lived down.

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A man named Karen. Yeah.

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Okay. Karen. Oh, Karen. Karen. Okay.

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That's Irish. Yeah. It's Irish. And,

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Yeah, I lived with him and,

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that's when my first try of cocaine.

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What? So. Yeah.

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I was by myself. I'm living.

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How old are you now?

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19. Okay.

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19. About 18 or 19.

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Okay.

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And then, I was like, woo.

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Yeah, this is great.

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More adrenaline higher.

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It's for me.

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You know, dancing.

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It was just great. It was a great time.

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And what's an eight ball?

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And I figured it all out.

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Oh, I made.

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Oh what's the markup.

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Oh you get what you get.

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An apple for 250 depending on.

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So it's a 200.

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You sell it for 350. It's 150.

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Like. A baking soda or.

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Does a burning.

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Oh, you can't smell it, taste it, feel it.

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So it just looks like weight.

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And then from there, I went to quarters

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So yeah. So the more. Yeah.

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Yeah the more supply.

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You have the more money you can. Make.

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Yeah. Yeah.

[00:29:47 - 00:29:50] Speaker: Unknown
So what at at before you went to jail.

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I moved back to PA.

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Okay.

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Smart. Yeah.

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And it just wasn't worth the risk anymore.

[00:30:05 - 00:30:07] Speaker: Unknown
And I said, you know what?

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Let me get back.

[00:30:07 - 00:30:10] Speaker: Unknown
I went back, and I was done with drugs.

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And now.

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So this is like 19 news, your first taste.

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And now where are you at? Probably 20.

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Oh that fast. Oh that fast. Oh, okay.

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It was that fast.

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It was at that all right.

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And, and I came back up, worked at,

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in the Poconos, assistant bar manager.

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What, year this.

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85, 86.

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Okay.

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Yeah. 85. This is like the.

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He was the largest drug bust and and

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Were a sub of that.

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I was a sub of the second largest.

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What the, the

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when I came back up, the Pennsylvania,

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Cocaine has been the devil to me. And,

[00:31:16 - 00:31:19] Speaker: Unknown
then I remember,

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me and a friend robbed,

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a place and, you know, just.

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Like a house or.

[00:31:29 - 00:31:32] Speaker: Unknown
No, no, Bar business, a. Bar, a business.

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Just just for fun.

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I didn't need the money just for.

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Because I had a void in my life, you know?

[00:31:44 - 00:31:46] Speaker: Unknown
And many voids.

[00:31:46 - 00:31:49] Speaker: Unknown
And then the next thing is,

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I lost my job, and then

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it just.

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I'm sitting.

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where

[00:32:07 - 00:32:08] Speaker: Unknown
being intimate or whatever.

[00:32:08 - 00:32:11] Speaker: Unknown
And, a call comes in and this guy,

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got to pick up one.

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He's the local drug dealer.

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And I gave my keys to my friend Larry,

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and Larry, comes back and goes,

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All this?

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Right?

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He's like, yeah. So I said, let's go.

[00:32:40 - 00:32:44] Speaker: Unknown
And, you know, it was

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next thing you know, a week later, I'm

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I don't have a job.

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They didn't, you know. They can verify.

[00:33:03 - 00:33:04] Speaker: Unknown
They couldn't verify.

[00:33:04 - 00:33:08] Speaker: Unknown
So I have probably about two grand left.

[00:33:11 - 00:33:12] Speaker: Unknown
Who? One.

[00:33:13 - 00:33:14] Speaker: Unknown
The Colombian.

[00:33:14 - 00:33:16] Speaker: Unknown
Drug lord. No, not the one from Florida.

[00:33:16 - 00:33:18] Speaker: Unknown
This new guy. Okay.

[00:33:18 - 00:33:20] Speaker: Unknown
The one that Larry said had a bag of.

[00:33:20 - 00:33:21] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah, yeah. Yes.

[00:33:25 - 00:33:27] Speaker: Unknown
Okay. What's the universe telling you?

[00:33:27 - 00:33:29] Speaker: Unknown
It's had to be a drug dealer, obviously.

[00:33:29 - 00:33:30] Speaker: Unknown
Or or.

[00:33:30 - 00:33:31] Speaker: Unknown
Or run. Yeah.

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Which I took the worst choice.

[00:33:34 - 00:33:37] Speaker: Unknown
And I said, hey, do you remember that car?

[00:33:37 - 00:33:38] Speaker: Unknown
You know, I said, Bronco Carro.

[00:33:45 - 00:33:46] Speaker: Unknown
He goes, no right to New York.

[00:33:46 - 00:33:48] Speaker: Unknown
I said, I'll give you a ride.

[00:33:48 - 00:33:51] Speaker: Unknown
So I give him a ride to New York.

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Never been to New York before.

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Drive down Lower East Side sixth Street.

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Go into a place. Oh,

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and I got 2000.

[00:34:01 - 00:34:04] Speaker: Unknown
I go, how much?

[00:34:04 - 00:34:05] Speaker: Unknown
Then they made me do a line.

[00:34:05 - 00:34:07] Speaker: Unknown
Big line? Yeah.

[00:34:10 - 00:34:13] Speaker: Unknown
Inn to not to to prove you're not a cop.

[00:34:13 - 00:34:14] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah. Okay.

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Drive down there. Get there.

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Her name was Tina Hernandez.

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I still remember her name. Yeah. Okay.

[00:34:23 - 00:34:23] Speaker: Unknown
Just.

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You just dictate the triple,

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on the way back from New York.

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Yeah, I pass the state trooper.

[00:34:41 - 00:34:43] Speaker: Unknown
I'm going like 90. Yeah. And.

[00:34:43 - 00:34:45] Speaker: Unknown
And you just did a 12ft rail.

[00:34:45 - 00:34:47] Speaker: Unknown
I just oh, I hit him on the way back.

[00:34:47 - 00:34:48] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah. And

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I'm like, oh my God,

[00:34:56 - 00:34:58] Speaker: Unknown
Get off the exit. Cop goes by.

[00:34:58 - 00:34:59] Speaker: Unknown
Never got arrested.

[00:34:59 - 00:35:01] Speaker: Unknown
Just he missed. Me. Yeah.

[00:35:09 - 00:35:12] Speaker: Unknown
I said, one,

[00:35:12 - 00:35:14] Speaker: Unknown
and then the rest is history.

[00:35:14 - 00:35:18] Speaker: Unknown
I went from that to, you know, you know,

[00:35:24 - 00:35:26] Speaker: Unknown
living like it, idiot.

[00:35:26 - 00:35:28] Speaker: Unknown
Like like a total idiot.

[00:35:28 - 00:35:31] Speaker: Unknown
Like horrible. And,

[00:35:32 - 00:35:33] Speaker: Unknown
And you were still. Using, right?

[00:35:33 - 00:35:34] Speaker: Unknown
Oh, you were using. Oh. Every day.

[00:35:36 - 00:35:39] Speaker: Unknown
And it was just, I was caught up in again.

[00:35:39 - 00:35:42] Speaker: Unknown
It was a void. Everybody loved me.

[00:35:42 - 00:35:43] Speaker: Unknown
They didn't love me.

[00:35:43 - 00:35:44] Speaker: Unknown
They like that you were a coke.

[00:35:44 - 00:35:47] Speaker: Unknown
Get coke? Yeah, but I didn't care.

[00:35:47 - 00:35:50] Speaker: Unknown
Fill the void. Yeah. You know, so.

[00:35:51 - 00:35:53] Speaker: Unknown
And I became my dad.

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Stepdad self. Yeah.

[00:35:55 - 00:35:58] Speaker: Unknown
Self-fulfilling prophecy man. It happens.

[00:36:00 - 00:36:01] Speaker: Unknown
Go to bed. What the fuck?

[00:36:01 - 00:36:01] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah.

[00:36:05 - 00:36:06] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah, but how'd you get caught?

[00:36:06 - 00:36:09] Speaker: Unknown
I didn't.

[00:36:09 - 00:36:11] Speaker: Unknown
Explain that to me.

[00:36:17 - 00:36:20] Speaker: Unknown
Doubt. They had a lady at the hotel.

[00:36:20 - 00:36:22] Speaker: Unknown
Remember me?

[00:36:22 - 00:36:23] Speaker: Unknown
The person I went down with.

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So there was.

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For all they know that.

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It was an investigation with that group.

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Up and. One, they start to snitch.

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Okay, it's like that.

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It's like that. It was like that.

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I was

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I just didn't care.

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I just

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just thought it was normal life.

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at $40,000 on me for buys and nothing.

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But it's incredibly,

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Masochistic.

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You know what I mean?

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Like, it's incredibly like,

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with no good.

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Like, with no consequences. It's very.

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Part of you wants to get caught.

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Yeah.

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You know what I mean?

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Know this is an insane loop.

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Yeah. And I want it to stop.

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Yeah.

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It was only way it was going to stop.

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So do they knock on your door or.

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The feds knocked on my door?

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I said, hey, but the feds, we got you.

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No, no, I pled guilty.

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Because it was. So rock solid.

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Okay, so you were there was no.

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Well, I mean, look, you you did it, I did.

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It's like you did it.

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Yeah. Yeah.

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So then where do you. So how does that.

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How does that.

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Square in your head.

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I was exhausted at that point

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because.

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I mean, you're in.

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Right?

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A habit I don't like to call it it.

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Okay. Sure.

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Yeah. The,

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It was.

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Yeah. Like. Like what?

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The Cuban guy at a hotel.

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Then everything started to dry.

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Like Domino or.

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And it was from the top.

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And the usually works the other way.

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I went to jail in 1989.

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So this is like Miami Vice shit.

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December 27th, 1989

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During your favorite holiday.

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Yeah.

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So where do you go?

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Anybody know by an alias?

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Yeah.

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Again, and reoffended.

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Yeah. So,

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yeah, it was, it was a, it was,

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it was the best and worst day of my life.

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Yeah. It was it was easy.

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It was easy.

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It was, it was there was rules

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got up, made your bed.

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Did they count? You had a job.

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Everybody, you know did the same thing.

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And everybody got paid.

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It was the closest thing to a,

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But at the end of the day, you're lonely.

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At the end of the day, okay?

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There's no

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self esteem.

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It was simple.

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It was easy.

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I get why people could be attracted.

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To confinement.

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To confinement and or communism.

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Because, oh, okay. Because.

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No, not at all. Yeah.

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Not at all.

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And then,

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So I know what it's like to be a minority.

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Yeah, you know what I mean?

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So I got everything,

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you know, you know, I was an athlete.

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In jail?

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Okay, there's a lot of wagers.

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They hate each other.

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Yeah, well, that's the thing that, like.

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or anything like that.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Yeah, they practice racism.

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Yeah they do, which I don't believe in.

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That's been on here before

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Right.

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He, he, he spent his formative years.

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I seen the video.

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Did you he's an awesome guy.

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One of my favorite people in the world.

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He goes we we immediately. Yeah.

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Like throw up, throw up a protection.

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Yeah. To be wary of of that.

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Yeah. I just I like.

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Safety that that is an innate

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humanistic thing since dinosaurs.

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Yeah. We want to be safe.

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That's it.

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If we're getting killed

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or attacked,

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what else is there?

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one sided perspective on,

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you know. I'm not like.

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And by the way, the blacks are the same.

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The blacks inside

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D.C. hated New York, hated Philly.

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It's weird.

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It's like a. Tribal thing amongst.

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So they have their inner fighting.

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How good or bad is the interracial,

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environment in the the prison?

[00:44:25 - 00:44:26] Speaker: Unknown
Well, I mean, I don't know now, but.

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Like in the 80s and 90s, like.

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We want to know why.

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What you're so you're telling me is the.

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Yes, 100%. Why do you say that?

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Really?

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If we don't figure out a way to coexist?

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It's turmoil.

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And most people don't want turmoil.

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They don't want to get stabbed.

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They don't want it.

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Know SNL or. Whatever whatever.

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And it worked.

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or otherwise.

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It's the collapse.

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We had

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Puerto Rican baseball team.

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We had the white baseball team, the black.

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team was always called.

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What, the Black Panthers.

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Always, Almost always.

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The white boys.

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That was the name of the teams.

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And, well, it was it was loved.

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We used to joke about it.

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In prison, in. Prison, 100%.

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It was fun.

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I think people don't get this.

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Well, you have the perspective of.

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not like each other, even hate

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Right?

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Or without retribution for the most part.

[00:46:55 - 00:46:56] Speaker: Unknown
Now there are certain things

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Okay?

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You know what I mean?

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You know, certain things would make people

[00:47:09 - 00:47:12] Speaker: Unknown
get like, abusing the phone was a big one.

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You know, it was. Don't don't rob me.

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Don't rob me of my. Time with my family.

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Yes. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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It was certain things like that.

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The rest of

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just bullshit, you know what I mean?

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But. Yeah. So.

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So prison.

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Do you think there was, like, more honor?

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Yes. 100 prison, 100% like it.

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It almost seems like if you compare today.

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It was a little bit more polite.

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If that makes sense.

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Yeah.

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Yeah. And we realized.

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Or at least there was a respect.

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We were different.

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And for the most part,

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Okay. I was the weirdo.

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because that's just who I've always been.

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It was all white back then.

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Oh. Was it? Yeah. No.

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She had a.

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Very few,

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very few.

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And I didn't really look at them.

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The few that were here as black.

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Kid. Yeah.

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Yeah, yeah.

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I don't think that's a. Race thing.

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I think that's an asshole thing. Yeah.

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I was the white ambassador.

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A work strike.

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We had a work strike. There was a time.

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You could strike in prison.

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We're not supposed to.

[00:49:06 - 00:49:07] Speaker: Unknown
Okay, so.

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Oh, you're organized labor and, you know.

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100%.

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We built everything. We ran everything.

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And, Yeah, we were the labor.

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Yeah. Communism. Yeah.

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And, yeah, a dollar a day.

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They got us.

[00:49:23 - 00:49:24] Speaker: Unknown
Oh, wow.

[00:49:24 - 00:49:25] Speaker: Unknown
That's such a weird parallel.

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Okay.

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All right, so it's why I fight against it.

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Yeah, because the rich get to go home.

[00:49:31 - 00:49:33] Speaker: Unknown
The guards? Yeah, they have the women.

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They have the children.

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I'm looking at video games.

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It would go like this. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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And then I see people

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The Sega Genesis. And then.

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that it stunted my growth,

[00:50:17 - 00:50:18] Speaker: Unknown
Right? Okay.

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Yeah. Yeah, it was amazing.

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We all knew not to work.

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By families.

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Yeah, it was. And,

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The guards were there.

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They didn't hurt a guard.

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So we we locked down.

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I want to break the line.

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And, they put me back in.

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They, they first of all, this team came.

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Rightfully so.

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You gotta you can't have that in a jail.

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Yeah. You can't.

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Right. That were the consequences.

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I don't blame them. Yeah.

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Yeah. Okay.

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Came in,

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The CEOs did.

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Yeah.

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Yeah. Yeah. Right.

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Then I'm in the hall.

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Where's the next hub for federal prison?

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We're standing there.

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We got a,

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brown bag with a sandwich and a kudos.

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Right, get the sandwich up.

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They took us to Atlanta Penitentiary.

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Oh, fuck.

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Like, yeah, it was bad.

[00:52:50 - 00:52:53] Speaker: Unknown
And they and and,

[00:52:53 - 00:52:54] Speaker: Unknown
But we deserved it.

[00:52:54 - 00:52:56] Speaker: Unknown
We shouldn't have dealt with it. Yeah.

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They didn't want us to.

[00:53:06 - 00:53:08] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah, they they wanted us to hear. Yeah.

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They're designated everybody.

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And what they try to do

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My mother was.

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They put me right in the Texas.

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So they flew me.

[00:53:26 - 00:53:27] Speaker: Unknown
I received a plane from Connor.

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Yeah, that's a factual plane.

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No, I swear to God. Took me.

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And that's exactly what they do.

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And they took me to,

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El Reno, Oklahoma, which is a designation,

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Texarkana prison.

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I did Texarkana, great facility.

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So I'm in there a lot.

[00:54:01 - 00:54:03] Speaker: Unknown
Oh God yeah.

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Oh, oh, he's prejudiced. Against. Me.

[00:54:05 - 00:54:06] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah, I. Could care less.

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I know, I know.

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But I'm thinking it's unlike.

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Oh shit, I'm screwed.

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He goes, you know what f then? Dismissed.

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So now my designation doesn't go up.

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It still stays the same on the campus.

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So I remember, like the

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skinny as shit.

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He's got these tattoos on his back.

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It says Dallas,

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and two guns and all that.

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has only half their teeth.

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Yeah. Summer, summer teeth. Summer.

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So. Yeah. Yeah.

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This dude comes and he goes,

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he goes to me.

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He goes, you can have the bottom bunk.

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I said,

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I'm taking the bottom.

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I'm on the bottom bunk.

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I said there was no option. Yeah.

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which I don't want to fight him.

[00:55:03 - 00:55:05] Speaker: Unknown
But you got to. Yeah.

[00:55:05 - 00:55:06] Speaker: Unknown
No problem.

[00:55:18 - 00:55:21] Speaker: Unknown
But they swapped the bag of heroin

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on a in a balloon, so he shit it out.

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And I'm sitting there going.

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Oh, he's going to stick his hand in there.

[00:55:28 - 00:55:30] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah, and get it out.

[00:55:30 - 00:55:33] Speaker: Unknown
Now I'm in an inner cell

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You're you're culpable too.

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You have no choice.

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Yeah. Now, he said, gives me.

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Yeah. See if the guards are coming.

[00:55:49 - 00:55:52] Speaker: Unknown
So I get on the block

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Yeah, a. Master lock with a hook.

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Guys getting beat up. And all I hear is

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you didn't suck my really?

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I'm like, I'm trying to get up to bayonet.

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I went from federal prison

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where everything was

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white collar, northeastern PA.

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Yeah.

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Just do your time.

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Two Texas things are different in Texas.

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Yeah. I got out.

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Yeah, I'm just watching.

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But you. That's every day.

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you one of us.

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I go, what? One of what pulls a tattoo?

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It's a black guy being hung.

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Like an Area Nation guy.

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Yeah, yeah. I go, no, no.

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No. He goes, okay.

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Knew him, you know, I mean, no problem.

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And a Boston guy.

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So we're sitting in the tables

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I'm looking at my going.

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Here I go again.

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What do you mean?

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He goes, man, I'm doing your favor.

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Look around, I look around, I go, what?

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And the white people over there now.

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And Ray Ray goes, dude, just get over.

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So mean that the Boston guy got up it.

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Yeah.

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It was amazing.

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It was just I got along with everybody.

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It was it was

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sports were amazing there.

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Damn the a. Draft. A draft. So two.

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Yeah. You get two people to pick a team.

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Oh I get it.

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And then and then they start a draft.

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The Crips picks.

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But I swear to God. Yeah. Yes.

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All right.

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Okay.

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Did the weird dreadlocks at all at that?

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Yeah.

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You know, big guy.

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First game. Yeah.

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All of a sudden it's.

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They scream out war zone.

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guys like, hey, come on over, run, run.

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I'm like, I'm oblivious to everything.

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And all of a sudden they start to to juice

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in the yard and I run over to guys.

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That's how fast it could go sideways.

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And that was another thing.

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Right. Okay.

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Because the education at North Pocono

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Okay. And,

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Oh, yeah. Okay.

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They call that bidding?

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They have fun with you, you know? And.

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And that guy chemicals TJ.

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Just roll with it.

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So the next time I went turned around said

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yeah I started singing the song with them.

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And it was funny.

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There's a tradition in prison

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when they like you, they bust your boss.

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Yeah. It's like it's.

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would be like, you old MC bastard.

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All you what?

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You know what I mean? Like.

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Yeah, it was always a it was always fun.

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It was, it was, it was.

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It was a sign of love endearment.

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Yeah. That's that's what like. Yeah.

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it year by black Spanish all.

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In unicorn

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elevator, for the,

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for the desks and all that and

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I was in a receiving and,

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delivery R&D and, I went down there

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Yeah.

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They put masking tape around my feet.

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That's terrifying.

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Oh, I don't know which way it was going.

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Yeah, and they pulled my pants down.

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This is this sounds great.

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And they put me in the elevator.

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Push the button.

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That's the guard.

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I'm naked coming up.

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I'm half.

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Well, I'm naked here, you know not.

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And I'm like.

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And they.

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Everybody was laughing. They put it on.

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where they get baking powder.

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and then you just got to take a shower.

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That's the way that they send you off.

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If they love. You. Yeah.

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Got one of those guys.

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Got that at a couple places.

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So when you ask me about you.

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I learned people or people?

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People I'll go through shit.

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Didn't get the shot.

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Were born into

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non-nuclear families,

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born poor.

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And just got a bad hand like I did.

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And most of us want a better life.

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They want to shop

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to mentor us.

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We get fucked.

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I took that away from prison.

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So prison was a good thing.

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Since being out of prison,

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When I got out of prison,

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halfway house,

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didn't have a car, didn't have a license.

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I didn't realize it was suspended.

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So I use public transportation.

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The bus for a year.

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Worked at Farley's restaurant.

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in a suit factory.

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And went from having five cars,

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spending $1,000 tabs in a woodlands

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to going to a communist society, hit jail,

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That's all I get.

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Why people receive take recidivism.

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Yeah. It was yeah, yeah. Yeah, I get it.

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It's hard. It's not easy.

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And, I got lucky.

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National Federal financial.

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It was a mortgage broker.

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And he gave me a chance. Telemarketing.

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And I went to his company.

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Is that a shack?

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And I learned the business.

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And I went

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from telemarketer to assistant manager.

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And less than a year

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That's why I love America.

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If you don't make excuses.

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If you try.

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you know, I became,

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I moved to work.

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It was in Scranton Wilkes-Barre, started,

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but I didn't know how to keep the taxes.

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Now, you know,

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I was just didn't have the nuclear family.

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It's horrible. Yeah. It's it's hard. Hard.

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But because of the charisma,

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because of my past,

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even though I did something illegal

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through with it right?

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So, you know, I ended up getting married,

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and, went back to using drugs.

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Because why not

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again? I'm just, you know.

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It was a void.

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You know, I it wasn't the marriage.

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And do you think that's a maturity thing.

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Oh, yeah.

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Yeah. I think every time you.

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Yeah. Like you're just getting more.

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and that's where I'm at in the world

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is not a very mature person at times.

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Sure.

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Yeah.

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Vocabulary wise or,

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learned. Knowing history.

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No, I didn't say that. Yeah.

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I know I'm very intelligent.

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No. Yeah.

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very good at figuring things out

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Right.

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Because of the life I've lived.

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I also know that.

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If you love people

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and you have a commonality like I do

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now in politics.

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I become a servant.

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Okay, the more you serve people, the more.

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The more love you get.

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And again, what do I always want?

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Love, love? It's that simple.

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You want to know me?

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It's easy.

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I tell people,

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you know, and I hate,

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I hate people I shouldn't say hate people.

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That's why I'm polarizing.

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So let's let's get people up to speed.

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So when so you go through all this,

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which I think that.

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Right.

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And I think that they don't have,

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any perspective, like

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I don't think anybody does that anymore.

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And it's like, well, if you understand.

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That facet, or at least you empathize.

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then you're always going to look at that

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Right.

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And it's like.

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You can still disagree.

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Yeah. You could still say like

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Yeah. When you turned left. Yes.

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That doesn't make you an evil person,

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And it makes us different.

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And that's a good thing. Well, yeah.

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And she might. Have been like.

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12 or 13, shouldn't have had a Facebook.

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Most of us die copies.

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It's very intuitive.

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For a young kid. Totally.

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Does that mean?

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that aren't true. Yeah.

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Oh, you're different. A little.

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But like that still gets why I practice.

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for Super Bowls in a row.

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You know what I mean?

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It's like I've. Always empathize and.

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They just sucked at the Super Bowl.

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Look, you make it that far.

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But like that's I've always

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He's more interesting and.

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And why?

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Sure. I want to hear why and why.

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Yeah, I want to know.

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Like I, I when I.

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First or these other people. Right.

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Or I'd like to either pay it off.

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Yeah. So what made you.

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You and I met,

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Because of or in spite of

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as a conservative.

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Right.

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Because that's what it is. Right.

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And and I.

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Was once registered as a Democrat.

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Truthfully, I'd rather do that.

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But unfortunately in this state.

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I wish there wasn't parties.

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I would like.

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I would too.

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I would like people to be able to,

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we're going to give ample money.

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For the

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I know this is TJ's, what I call it.

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Fitzgerald Bill.

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Okay.

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In Fitzgerald ville,

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there are certain things I.

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Before you get to Fitzgerald.

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What's that about? What about your story?

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But like. I said.

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And. Everybody has their story.

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And it's okay.

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It's okay to be not okay.

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It's okay to be different.

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And we all we should be.

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We will. Everybody.

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Yeah,

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but thank you I appreciate that.

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Okay.

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So I'm one of my friends.

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Oh, no. You have an opinion.

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Get the fuck out. Polarizing.

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But but. Yeah.

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What? What? Yeah.

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It's incredibly to me, it's one of the.

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Biggest character traits,

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Don't don't grovel in it. Don't fucking.

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Be better. Yep. Be better.

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The forefront of my knowledge

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I don't fight you every time you're wrong,

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Yeah, yeah.

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I'm not. Yeah.

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But we'll argue when you're wrong.

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I think I think when it comes to.

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I don't care about that.

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What I do. I know.

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I care about like.

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Right, I might, I might, yeah, I might.

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Okay. Yeah.

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You know. Yeah, yeah.

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How how you how you, how you define.

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It's not up to me. Right.

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So I never come from, like.

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I don't think that you do either.

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you know, and we all do it, and I'm not.

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And I'm not.

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Like, I'm not. I'm not here without sin.

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I'm not doing it.

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I'm fucking doing it.

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Tell me where I come from.

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And it's human.

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It's the same as, like,

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you know, I'm allergic to pollen.

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That's how I look at it, right?

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Because it's not about the moment.

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It's never about the moment.

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It's always about what happened before.

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Yeah.

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That informs the moment in your mind,

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Right.

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I think you know this, but I look at.

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Right?

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Nor would we want to, I agree.

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Yeah. I don't want to see.

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And this is not me being ignorant.

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This is not me being foolish.

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If we all see the world.

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There's no growth, there's no.

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Who wants to be all the same.

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I don't want to be a copy now.

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And it's like.

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I believe that they. In their heart.

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A lot.

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Of times believe that they're right.

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Correct.

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But when they explain it to you,

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if you can't put it on a whiteboard

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analytically, it's your feelings.

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And but okay, fair, fair.

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Feelings.

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You can't disregard feelings.

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Otherwise you're an. Automaton.

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You don't want to be a robot.

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Okay.

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How many people, how many hospitals?

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How much is going to cost?

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What are we going to take?

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How who's how is the government then?

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We're taking a dollar out of everybody.

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Let's put on a whiteboard.

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Let's do the arithmetic.

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But everybody should have it.

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Can we do that?

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I think most of the time, no, no, no,

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in probably 99.9% of that, there's.

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In Utopia, which is a magical garden,

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medical doctors will grow on trees,

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Band-Aids will go on trees.

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You use it towards X or Y.

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See, I look at it. As, But it's true.

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True. You're 100% right.

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to figure that out.

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outcomes are people net positive, better.

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Yeah. Yeah.

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And what I.

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all those things go into the equation.

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because all the like. Yes. When, when.

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Yeah.

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like, you're telling me that I gave you.

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Or, you know, veterans or,

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you know, the the impoverished. Yes.

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And no one reads the fine print.

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That's why I hate socialism.

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Okay. Like that's fair.

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I love freedom, okay?

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And you sit there and and.

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When you say free.

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But not yeah.

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Yes, 100%.

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Yeah, 100%.

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You know, it just it's it's, John Adams.

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The invisible hand will always work.

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Always work.

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Very few.

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Regulations. Very, very few.

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Yeah. Very few. Yeah.

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the crime.

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So nobody else will do it.

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That's the. Problem.

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Unlike the casinos.

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Exactly. Yeah, exactly.

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We'll pay that. We'll pay the fine on.

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It's way. Cheaper. Exactly. Yeah. So

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if if the judicial

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system and we were safe in this country,

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We can't be safe.

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But getting back to the socialism,

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I have probably about 780 credit score.

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Okay.

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I make about six figure.

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Okay.

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I'm a paycheck to paycheck guy.

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I have diabetes, as everybody knows that.

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TJ. Has diabetes.

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In case you didn't know.

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In the last four years,

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I'm losing another one Monday.

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No big deal.

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It is a big deal. TJ bothers.

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Like you shouldn't get pieces of you.

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But in this analogy, it doesn't matter.

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Okay.

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When I first started it,

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Okay? I started taking more medicine.

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and the hospitals will never lose.

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So what happened?

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Before I had diabetes.

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I had a lot of more disposable income.

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Since then, I spend about

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probably 400, 500 a month a medicine.

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Okay.

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You know, from from everything

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Yeah. Okay.

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When I

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Yeah. Why?

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They got to call a translator.

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three people, you only checked in one.

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Instead of saying three people one.

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and because my deductible went up,

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It's 12 grand.

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I'm spending about 20 grand a year

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So socialized medicine now,

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Is it right for me to pay for illegals?

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Is it right?

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No, no.

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Okay.

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You ask. It's a good distinction.

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It's an interesting distinction. Okay.

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So in this point what's the answer.

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And the answer is supply and demand.

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There's only so many doctors.

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There's only so many beds.

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you're going to

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Okay,

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that's only one part of what about.

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It's only one industry.

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That's only one industry. Yeah.

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Housing, food.

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Why do you think food so expensive?

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Because of the terrorists.

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If you had 20 million people

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Economics 101.

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It's an equilibrium price.

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So where supply and demand meat

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The price will go down.

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Same thing with like I have these thousand

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t shirts of, you know, Hillary 2016.

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I can't I can't drop them.

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Yeah. Exactly.

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So so

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That's basic math. White blood. Yeah.

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But like so do you think like.

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A the a bug or a. Feature.

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What do you mean.

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Like in other words like if.

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What was the study that was just.

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The that most like 60% of most Americans

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I don't.

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So so if take away all the politics.

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Take away all the media,

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and you go, okay, it's

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harder to live right now than it was,

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There's less utilities.

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Than there was.

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Politics, like.

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Read the fine print.

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What is going on?

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Why is it that way?

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Like what decisions. Were. Made.

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Who's whose hands getting greased?

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But then who's you see.

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But that's politics.

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Objective reality is false

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because you can't answer those questions.

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I mean.

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Shit.

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But like

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when you can't

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when, when a when a society sees the.

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not their responsibility to say pause.

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Unless. Timeout.

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The society did. Yes.

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Jimmy Carter, when he nationalized it

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statistically on on the white board.

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The Department of Education. Yes.

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I agree, I kind of agree with that. Okay.

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Okay.

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No, no, no, I'm just saying like just

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It's not, it's not, it's not better.

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No it isn't, but.

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Yeah, but but you have to ask why.

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Why did you do that.

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So but that's the second question. Yeah.

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The first question is the.

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Realization that something's wrong. Yeah.

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The second question is why exactly.

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And that's the that's.

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For some people.

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That is a very long pursuit.

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There's so many.

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And nobody was paying attention.

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The illusion was.

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Good. Well, what would I think?

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And I said this three years ago in jail.

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No no, no. God, yeah. Yeah. 40 years ago.

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It's the safest country pretty much.

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Yeah, yeah.

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The first world countries, you know, the,

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Why is that?

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Because we were.

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We have two borders, two oceans.

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You were landlocked.

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We're not landlocked.

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We were really in like we're protected.

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Yeah. What is stopped us from being safe?

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The influx of migration

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nine over 11.

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Okay. No, I know orders.

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Yes, yes, yes, yes.

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However,

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that doesn't stop the facts

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that culturally speaking,

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Yeah. So it's like.

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Yeah, it's it's I believe in

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that our country.

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The problem that's happening

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is that we are not safe anymore.

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We're not.

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I think you can objectively prove that.

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To some degree. Statistically also.

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I'm going to go go to me.

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Yeah. I'm going to go to me.

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We just Fitzgerald ville.

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Number one,

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we took God out of the schools.

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just got in general, not a Christian God.

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Christian God.

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Okay. You think Christian.

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Okay. All right.

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I think that,

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Islam. No, no.

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In in the Koran.

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You know, it does say to kill the infidel.

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I think it's not.

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Compatible with Western culture. No.

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Okay.

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There are people that would get.

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Upset at that comment. I don't care.

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I understand the truth.

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I understand that you don't care.

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I think

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and I'm not and I'm and.

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I'm not defending or denying anything.

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I, I think that there.

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Are just like every group.

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There are exceptions to that rule.

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I said this, I said, I got, I got.

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It was for like some sort of study.

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We started talking about.

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Like changing demographics.

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And I said, you know,

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I said, what would the Congolese.

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People think if all of a sudden

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Yeah.

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No, that's just like, something's up.

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Yeah. What's going on? Yeah.

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Government changing a culture.

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They would not be happy.

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How their entire, their entire towns.

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All the leaders.

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Did it work out for the Indians?

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No. Mesopotamians? No. Anybody?

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No. Never. No.

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So why after that?

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If they could go back in time.

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They would.

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if you get if you walk on the beach. Yeah.

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So why shouldn't we.

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If it's if it's true. If.

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No no no no I agree.

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I agree with. You.

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Never never worked out for the Indians.

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So why should we go the way of the Indian?

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I don't think we should.

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So what do we do?

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Well, there's only two choices on us.

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Not until. Like. Not on. Yeah, not. Water.

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I, I agree there should be turned off.

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Hold on.

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I don't want any immigration.

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And the thing of it is, is

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if you get, someone coming over

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that is an awesome person, doctor.

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They're going to bring their family over.

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It's on or off fact.

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It can't help itself.

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We're only going to get the good people.

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How do you know that?

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You don't know what's in their hearts.

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You don't know their objectives.

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And they killed us.

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Wow. No.

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It happen. It's on the whiteboard.

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I think there's a I think.

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There's a bigger picture for 911.

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Well, I'm just saying.

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I agree, Don.

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I don't know if you ever listen to him.

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He's like a he's a Canadian guy.

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And he he calls it.

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Suicidal empathy.

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You know, where you feel you.

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Feel your heart.

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It's like, you know, like.

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Yeah.

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It's suicidal empathy. Yeah.

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I want to be a nice person to everybody.

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you know it.

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Listen, it is. But you want to be like.

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Come on, bring it on.

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Do you want good things for all people?

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Jesus said, go on to, spread the word.

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I understand that. Also.

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Jesus, before he was born,

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listen to the laws of the land.

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As far as migration,

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there was a count his father

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went and took him so he could be counted.

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And he was born where he was born.

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my my Savior paid attention to the lost.

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So every church out there.

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They're they're hypocritical.

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I agree.

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we're supposed to go to other countries

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Well, so that was, that's.

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you know, you accept what you allow.

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Who allowed this? Who like.

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Everybody did. Yeah.

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Correct.

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Anybody who was like, hey,

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Yeah.

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And now we're at where we're at.

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You can't you can't do it.

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You know, want to.

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And yes, are they're really good people.

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But usually what.

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Happens is, is like these groups

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Yeah, sure.

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I believe the end game is this,

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He's already done it. To other countries.

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I know that here's the thing.

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How do you get rid of the guns?

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Because honestly, why Germany?

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Russia?

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So it's happened over and over again.

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So how do you get rid of the guns?

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Because here. Okay. There you go.

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So if you bring 20 million,

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Yeah.

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So now we're one of the most dangerous.

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Now. Now you you're building fear.

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Okay, take the guns.

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Yeah. Then they got us, then they got us.

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Yeah, that's the problem.

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They're winning by us, not stopping it.

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They want

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all these killings.

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The end game is total control.

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You can't get it.

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If we could fight back.

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I think. I think you get it.

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No, no, no, I totally get that.

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I think.

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Because it's all.

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Ability for you to have free thought.

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The Constitution?

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God. Which which is a free market system.

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Yeah.

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Checkmate

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and Fitzgerald ville all everything

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That's why Fitzgerald is so cool.

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Okay, it goes by. What is the truth?

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Not your feelings.

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to the best of our ability.

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There will.

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I know this one and I know this one.

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I get it, nothing's perfect.

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Nothing ever will be perfect, okay?

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The devil's in this world.

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How do we make it?

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As good as it can get?

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Is the answer not perfect?

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Well, this or well, that. I get it.

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I look at it as the pursuit.

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I look at it as the pursuit.

[01:42:02 - 01:42:02] Speaker: Unknown
Oh, yeah. Okay.

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So let me ask you about,

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When did you start getting active

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in politically?

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Yeah.

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not happy with what primarily happened.

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Okay. So this is this is the.

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What happened was I

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And I got approved in every county

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to do bail bonds except for loser.

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Yeah.

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The, the so anyway, it was political.

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It was because of money and the connected

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took my livelihood away.

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You know what?

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There's council meetings.

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Oh my God the pen's mighty in the sword.

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So I could go protest.

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So you didn't win and you weren't.

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You were real protest before 2019 though,

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so you never know okay. No.

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the corrupt this in Luzerne County?

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And then.

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Because it was personally. Affecting.

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called the person in the executive branch

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after a while and said, listen, this guy,

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And they said, okay, we're going to do a,

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interview.

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It was actually,

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We're not going to mention names.

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But anyway, a a wrong was righted.

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I went in, interview me.

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we actually sued the county and

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they let me we won.

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And, a judge said, okay,

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you're allowed to do bales in the county.

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One doesn't supersede the other.

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So I was able to do bills in the county

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For no reason.

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They said. Because of my conviction.

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They said, although.

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Yeah. Okay.

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So I said, okay. And then,

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I went against

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the person that got me the phone call

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and the person that righted the wrong.

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I went against that person.

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And then they had it.

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That they were they were looking to be

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So a lot.

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Of people think that like because.

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We need to discuss loyalty for a man.

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That's exactly, exactly what it was.

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I do, you do. You operate that way? No,

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not at all.

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So, like, if I help you move, you do it.

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I mean, I helped you move you to.

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You're my friend. It's. You're so.

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Well, that's a friend's thing.

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So my point is, is like.

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That's a friend thing.

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We're talking about a government position.

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Who I did a thing for you.

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Therefore it's a government position.

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It's a political position.

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You were paid to do the right thing.

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And I have every right.

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You should. Yeah.

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You should.

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I should do the right thing.

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Yeah. Right now you and me.

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You know me.

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I offer to help everybody all the time.

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I know I I'll do whatever I can. Yeah.

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Okay.

[01:47:22 - 01:47:23] Speaker: Unknown
So you can.

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Separate the the personal from the public.

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My daughter says she's bisexual.

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Okay.

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And I have a great relationship with her.

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My daughter's going to hell.

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She knows how I feel.

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We don't talk about it.

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I don't we just don't deal with it.

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Okay?

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And you're not trying to convert her?

[01:47:57 - 01:47:59] Speaker: Unknown
No. Yeah. When she's ready.

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In God's time, not mine.

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I plant the seed.

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It's God that reaps it. Okay,

[01:48:05 - 01:48:08] Speaker: Unknown
so if I'm that way with my own child.

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One thing doesn't make you that.

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Do I have to commit a crime with you?

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Boiled?

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No. Where's the line?

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There's a there's a big line.

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Between corruption and injustice.

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But that.

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Oh, that's true too. Yeah.

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Okay.

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You're taking an oath to serve the people,

[01:48:44 - 01:48:47] Speaker: Unknown
not your collective connected friends.

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Parties? Well, I think parties.

[01:48:54 - 01:48:55] Speaker: Unknown
Yeah, but my party hates me.

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Not because of my ideology.

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Yeah.

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because I'm taking their bread and butter.

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I don't want them to get contracts.

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I don't want them to, do you know

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How dare I

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That's the problem.

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I want people to get jobs

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based on merit.

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Merit.

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How dare I.

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Do you give a.

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No, no, not at all, not at all.

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You see who I hang out with? Yeah.

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So if there was a blind, blind.

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Resumes with no names or anything,

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That's the right person.

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Three

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Yeah. Everywhere.

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Are you trying to be a better person?

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Because it was hard for me.

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So do you think a lot of it has to do

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with, like, your.

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Fits how the how the.

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But yeah. But do you think people people.

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I think you're highly misunderstood.

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No. My do. No.

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No one talks to you like no one.

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Like I think a lot of people.

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That's what I mean. That's what I mean.

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I mean, like the people that like.

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The criticism is about. Right.

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Which I don't think that like.

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That's up to them.

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I used to call them, I called them.

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Do you get upset?

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Me? I get hurt, so you.

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And then I get upset.

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But I don't get irrationally upset.

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You know?

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I know what I'm doing all I want.

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Do you think. These are bad people?

[01:52:05 - 01:52:07] Speaker: Unknown
No, I think they're bad.

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Like human.

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Yeah. Grow. Yeah. They need to grow up.

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Yes. That's what I always think.

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Yes, I agree 100%.

[01:52:37 - 01:52:39] Speaker: Unknown
And we've talked about this. Yeah.

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However you like

[01:52:43 - 01:52:45] Speaker: Unknown
when Trump came

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Okay. From Democrat to Republican.

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And new.

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Voters to yeah yeah yeah.

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Ten. Yeah. Okay. Everybody knows that.

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I go, oh, my God, perfect timing.

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Get me a boot up there.

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a thousand for Bresnahan, 1000 for Stacey.

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Okay, I got some from user,

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Yeah. Get on the ballot.

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Nobody

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I did it on a weekend

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okay.

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I have probably 100 active volunteers.

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And you know what?

[01:54:06 - 01:54:07] Speaker: Unknown
I tell them all.

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Make up your mind yourselves.

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Not me.

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That's why I had those events.

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So to get to meet the people,

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Damn user. Okay.

[01:54:33 - 01:54:36] Speaker: Unknown
Damn user has

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cursed at me to today.

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He's a man. He's a man of the people.

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Alex Savage comes to me.

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Okay.

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He's back to and he backed me financially.

[01:55:11 - 01:55:14] Speaker: Unknown
The criticisms. Yes.

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Yes. Yeah.

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I was pissed

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because guess who got Trump elected?

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The connected and the rich?

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And what happens is, the last time

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I got into a, that everybody well,

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I got a VIP ticket, okay?

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But I saw what was happening,

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and I was in line and then all of a sudden

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money came at the last minute, went ahead

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and they got VIPs.

[01:56:02 - 01:56:05] Speaker: Unknown
And then inside there was a wall, a line,

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I had a problem with that.

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I have a problem with that.

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And if I say it under.

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Was that in other words, like

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Nobody has a seat.

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That's their problem.

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Because people don't like criticism.

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I'm here to say no more.

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We're not taking the scraps.

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You need to earn a vote, okay?

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Just because we're

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You got to earn our vote.

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but you won't go to the.

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Okay, Jamie Walsh comes.

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Eloquent cabbage comes, they watch comes

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sometimes he's got Brenda Pugh doesn't.

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Okay.

[01:57:43 - 01:57:45] Speaker: Unknown
And that's what I put out there.

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What are the basic to you?

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And you said. This to me once.

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For people that don't know?

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And I said to you, I said,

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Regardless of party. Correct.

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And now and you said so.

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Just to clarify.

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Those are if, if anybody if everybody.

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To a point. Correct to a point, yes.

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So not only can you not vote against them,

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you need to be a proponent for that.

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Okay?

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Jamie and Dane and Brenda and Alec,

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And I don't want to hear.

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Screw that.

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Fight the good fight for the people.

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Get it thing. Get out there. Go protest.

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Get the people out there.

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We have a banana republic.

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You could put anything on a computer.

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until we got to get away from computers.

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For elections.

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I'm talking also, I just, I, you know.

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I'm, I'm, I'm highly ignorant

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Yeah. What happens is what?

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They don't like that.

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It's a little dopey.

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So the people that

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It's their party, how dare I?

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Right. That's the hate.

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Because I am

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and they don't want to be locally.

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The problem was in the local politics,

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more so than the federal.

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Yeah.

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I always tell people I'm like the

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You're focused on, like Trump.

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That's the big picture.

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Yeah.

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How many of them are going through

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I agree.

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Because they can't be.

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But you know. I don't there's no.

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When you increase the noise.

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Yeah, it's harder. To see the signal.

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Yeah, yeah. You know, and I don't think.

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Lied to.

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that I said that isn't oh is illegal.

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Is that. What it was.

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Yeah.

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What's the difference?

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There is not. Yeah.

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Yeah there is. It's just a nicer word.

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Injustice is just it's criminal.

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Yeah.

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It's either just or not.

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It's it, it's it's it.

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Because we've

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got people that can manipulate words.

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Words are very important.

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Words are very important.

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It's manipulation.

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Get kicked in the shin.

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Yeah.

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they describe a person.

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And then I leave the meeting and I'm like.

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How the fuck did I just agree.

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To everything I don't want to do?

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our society.

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They're trained to go along to get along.

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I was in no shit.

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That's why you might be. You might be the.

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Needle in the haystack.

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That's why I love that I had a hard life.

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God sharpened me to fight this fight.

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I believe that in all my heart.

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I used to cry when I told you.

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When I used to wish that I used to cry.

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And I look up at God and I.

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Oh God, take me.

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I go, why, why me?

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I said that my whole life

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I always say, you know, this is your plan.

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God, I can't wait to kick you in the shin.

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I would have tried the Paris Hilton plan.

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Why? Why did

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I go through all that for nothing?

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To be here with you today.

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I mean, there's a girl, Kellie, that does,

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is that's doing, documentary.

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Have you ever met her?

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Oh, Kelly de soin.

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Yeah.

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I think she's trying to be.

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I think she's

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I love her, I mean, she's a great woman.

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I mean, like, it's funny because.

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Distance, somebody would not

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align with. No.

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No, I know that. Yeah.

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Yeah. With people.

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But you know what?

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Oh, God.

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I usually can come right back on track.

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You were talking about Kelly.

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I know, but right before Kelly.

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So this is what we do in this documentary.

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Kelly. And,

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she she. Oh,

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I told her about a year ago, I.

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She goes, aren't you worried?

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Are you for I go, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Yes, I am.

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But they win,

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they win.

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I, I've thought about quitting a lot.

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I've talked to you about quitting.

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Yeah I, I don't want people to hate me

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asked?

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I don't think, I don't keep going.

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But what do I do, quit?

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I'm the only. I'm on the tip of the spear.

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Yeah, if not me, who?

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Guess. Yeah, yeah.

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You know.

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My wife said it to me the other day.

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And when I grew up.

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I remember the ACLU.

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I remember the stories of the. ACLU

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And the lawyer was,

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if I'm not

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mistaken, he was a concentration camp Jew.

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but they have the right to do it.

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You know.

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And for some reason.

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Bunch of assholes can have a parade

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It's it's to say that like.

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who else gets. Shut down?

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Who else can't have a parade?

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So this is this is like.

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So I don't think I don't want to

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It was I've, I've, I've luckily kept her

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I won't I know it. Was. Terrible.

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Don't ever watch it.

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Don't ever. Just.

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Just imagine.

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Just just take it from me. It's terrible.

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It's fucking terrible.

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Just from this.

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Just from just sitting, talking like this.

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I see the stabbing of the girl there.

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It was fucking terrible.

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And it's. You see those things?

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Yeah, the devil's winning.

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It's and it's a totally understandable.

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One to be angry I yeah, yeah.

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We have to beat these people with law,

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with justice.

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Okay?

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That's how we beat them.

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We need rules.

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We need to close our borders.

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We got to stop allowing again.

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We need a Christian society again.

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But you know what.

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The baseline is that the.

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Almost.

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Almost every state.

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Charlie Kirk did a great a thing.

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Swear allegiance to.

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God. Yeah.

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Constitution. Is if you're an atheist.

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Yeah, right.

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And you don't believe that the.

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Constitution was given to you by God.

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That's fine. Right?

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I totally understand that.

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But the but you can't like.

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But everyone believes in the moral code.

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Like that's the thing that I've.

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Noticed about,

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Right?

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They all understand the value of life.

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Except for where.

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I don't know, there's like 200 some.

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Well, there's they're a little bit.

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Okay. And.

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Because of what religion is.

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The one that wants to kill everybody.

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Tommy Robinson is.

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Yes. Okay.

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So today I believe today.

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like take Britain back. Whatever.

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And he said, I.

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He goes, we checked the first person.

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And I kind of went, that's impossible.

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That's impossible.

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And the that's the same guy.

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It's like it's a religion of peace.

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And why the fuck.

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Are you killing all their people?

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I don't like I don't believe.

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I don't think that it is conducive with

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our way of life.

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Yeah.

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In that religion.

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It doesn't mean that like.

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Why do you have to say that?

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Because just.

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Because.

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Because I want it to be incredibly.

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I want. It to be incredibly.

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Specific. Okay.

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Okay.

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I said that earlier in our conversation.

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I get it.

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There's white people like to make a movie.

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We do have people that that are black.

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But what I'm saying is, is that.

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Yes, but it's like a rule.

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I always say it's like a roulette thing.

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There's only two spots for green.

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I think it's 36 half black, half red.

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I don't want to play roulette.

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I mean, it is it is it is it

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it is like it if you look at it.

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It's not.

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If you look at it, if you look at it.

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I've already been.

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I said it.

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Wow. Okay.

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Did the Indians, neither did anybody.

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I don't care.

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Society as a whole.

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they like the most.

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Well, I hate to tell you this,

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but Jesus got mad.

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He flipped the.

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Tables. And in the now,

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You're not a I'm not a person of Abraham.

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He still is.

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Jesus believed in the Old Testament.

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Okay,

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the Old Testament is nothing but wars.

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It says in the old Testament

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that you can't let

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Yeah, it will.

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Do you want to be safe?

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Yes or no?

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Yes. As safe as possible. Yes.

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and then and. Get that a moratorium or.

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No forever.

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We don't need anybody.

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Okay.

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Right?

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Who's gonna clean your house?

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Let's just go with one thing.

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okay.

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You hate capitalism.

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Free market. Right? Yeah.

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I love free market.

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So what happens?

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They move, they get $10 million.

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They can live like kings. They move.

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Do we cease to eat strawberries?

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Know what. Happens?

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We figure out a way.

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How do we figure out a way?

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I already got the answer.

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I'm assuming.

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What you.

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Do wage the idea or necessity.

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No, it's the wage.

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Pay a fair way.

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Oh my. God.

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Because we want to sell strawberries.

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Because you want to live. No.

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Not now.

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You might make 1 million. Still good.

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So what's going to happen

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Nobody shows what happens now.

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Paying 20 doesn't happen now what? 25?

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There you go.

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Now, who's going to take their families?

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Unemployment purpose. Purpose.

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Okay?

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stays in America

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to help their country.

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Yeah, it deflates the dollar. Yeah.

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So by getting rid of them

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now we also have the medical.

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Now the housing.

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They don't have housing.

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What happens to the housing.

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There's a higher supply of housing.

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Lower the price.

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Oh my god.

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Yep. Fitzgerald in the white board works.

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It's not about the lies they tell us.

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We don't need anybody in this country.

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to build railroads, to invent.

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Fix infrastructure, everything. Yeah.

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We need some money from.

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It's all politics. It's all corruption.

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And it's got to stop.

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You want to solve our country.

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You do this, you get.

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You let the people locally decide.

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You bring back God into the family.

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You're in fear of your dad.

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Then.

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You say a pledge. Pledge allegiance.

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They took that out of the school.

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There's your nationality, your soft hymen.

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Pride back in America.

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That's what it means. It's not racial.

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That's what makes America great.

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Christianity and the family.

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That's what made it great.

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Not everything was bad.

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My mother stayed at home.

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The best part about my stepdad

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That's why I want to get to earlier.

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All my friends had the nuclear family.

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All my friends were Catholics.

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Not because I had one,

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because everybody I know had a bit.

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Few people land on green.

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Fitzgerald ville, the board.

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That's like the slayings.

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It all goes back to intelligence.

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It goes back to rationality.

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from manipulation, from the powers to be.

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It gets back to facts.

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The fact is, we were better off

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that we're better off without.

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Okay. Because

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that's it.

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You know, I talked to, I had a girl.

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She probably is. And.

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One of the most.

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And I'm like. Just without a man.

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Yeah, why?

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But they want it.

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I don't know why something's.

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For another podcast.

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But like, I agree with

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99% of the things you said.

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Yeah.

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I think I think we can't discount

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Again, it's not.

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Medicines and it's. Not going to be.

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Perfect. Yeah, I think good. As it gets.

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It's the constant.

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Pursuit. Constant pursuit.

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But as long as you pursue.

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Fact not feelings, facts, not all.

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Well, I know.

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For every for everybody who's legally in.

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America, I know, I know illegal.

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gone.

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He's taken a job from another person.

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And you know what? You don't need

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to make a million a year.

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Off a dishwasher.

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A dishwasher.

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I went to college.

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You know what?

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That's fucking insane.

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I, you know, I care about them.

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I care about tax. I hate

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that older people get taxed like.

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And our county government

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Data centers the data. Center.

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they worked their whole lives.

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You're connected.

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You're giving their bodies jobs.

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That's why I.

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I don't locally

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The county has nothing to do with it.

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They could have done something.

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They could have stopped the funding.

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When all year long.

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Oh, it has to be housed.

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What do you mean you can't?

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Yes, you can't, you won't

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have some balls, has some integrity.

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It's the most.

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That and mailings are the most

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Yeah.

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made me, Jamie and Ben.

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meet me.

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and Ben was the the educated.

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Like the facts.

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Yeah.

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It was really a great.

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Dynamic. Dynamic in it. Yeah.

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It was, it was. And then,

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you know, when I came back and I was like,

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the reason why we have the vote in person

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Why don't you let couples go in

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What if it's an abused woman

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and the man loves Trump?

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You don't

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vote for Trump.

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The guy goes saying.

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There's no integrity.

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What do you mean?

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You know, let's say it's, in a project

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and they want their person to be elected.

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Oh, yeah, that happens all the time.

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Yeah, yeah, that happens around here.

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But if you go to a place that only you

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and you.

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Alone, you.

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Alone, you could tell them all day long.

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I said, please, you know how I am.

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I'm your dad.

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I said, I pay your bills.

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I said, do me a favor as my daughter,

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please

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don't vote for Hillary or.

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Biden.

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She said, okay, well, you know that.

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You know what she did?

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She voted for Biden, Joe.

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Why you voted? Why? Why?

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And she. It just was.

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I just felt like it.

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That's a terrible reason to do that.

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What was the old thing?

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It was like, Democrats don't want civics.

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And I don't think that's true.

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I think everybody.

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Needs to know how the process works.

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First, 1,000%.

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Why say it?

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Yeah, I'm against it, I don't care.

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It doesn't matter. Yeah.

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Doesn't matter,

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you know? You know. It's always a. Margin.

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Like it doesn't matter. Can you?

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We're pushing 2.5 hours.

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Holy fuck.

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Part of the thing a debate.

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Yeah, they would last for days.

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And you have to argue your point.

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Are your ideas better? If they are? Why?

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why, yeah, explain it to me.

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And we can't do that.

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Debates.

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It's it's gross.

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It's ugly. And look, I'm in it.

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Correct.

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It doesn't mean anything.

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No, it's just a fucking CYA.

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I think so.

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The whole industry, the.

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Yeah. May June, every year, May June.

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Do you or May, November.

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They want a 5050 because you need them.

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Sure. Totally, totally the same data.

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You need the data.

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Because the same fucking.

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Then instead of 30%, 60%.

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Never got, that I'm.

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I probably won't be able to eat.

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No, because I care.

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Great.

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They should be paid

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Yeah.

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Now you know how polarizing I am.

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Eloquent just got to be I say I like you.

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You were at Alex and Cabbages event. Yeah.

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Fuck them. Exactly.

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TJ Fitzgerald and Nepa Republicans.

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You want to know why

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we had more to pull doorknocking for him?

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We had one when the ballot came.

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Ten cabbage, red cabbage.

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We need people.

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That's why they hate me.

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Because you're a threat to the.

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The status quo.

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Well, to the the engine.

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Yeah.

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I think look,

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I think you should be incredibly

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proud of where you got,

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That's going to be like.

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We got to talk.

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Yeah.

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I want to admit it.

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Up here, I'm like, I'm like.

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They're not they just want you to.

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Do the right fucking thing.

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They're willing to.

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Go out there and do.

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Blah, blah. And you know what?

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Yeah.

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It's a perfect fucking.

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Marriage only thing. Why? They'll never.

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Because we expect them.

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Because there's accountability.

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Yeah it's always their guy.

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and have a vote for the people. I don't.

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Personally.

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Yeah. For me, yeah.

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Out of the candidates that.

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Were put up, yeah,

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I think he's the best.

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That's just me. Yeah. Right.

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It shouldn't not. That's that's my point.

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Yeah.

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That's why he's. The guy.

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For like the, the the fucking.

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Well they picked him.

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I think I would have picked him.

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It doesn't matter what you think.

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Doesn't matter what.

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You know, the people think

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so what we have, they didn't.

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The other ones didn't get votes.

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But I hope

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by people in power.

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and everything.

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And Chris is. Like,

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well,

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no one's getting a choice.

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You're getting whoever the party's put up.

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Who's the party?

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I understand that we.

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Could go around this Bush all. Time.

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Right. And that's Chris's argument.

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I respect that position. Correct.

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You know.

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think it's legal, 50% of lawyers think.

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Correct.

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But they know the people.

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Chris's stance on the special election

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And he's like, I don't think that's right.

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Well, that's all they do.

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Now I. Know that.

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I agree with. Your girl teacher.

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And but I'm the one who's always like.

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I'm not giving excuses.

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I'm give it. I'm trying to give.

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Like maybe I'm maybe a. Bit.

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Rational.

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they are doing this because of ABC.

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Yeah, right.

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What's the most.

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And I'm telling you, they're lying to you.

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I think a lot of them lie.

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I know, I think a lot of people lie.

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So again, how do you do it?

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I think I think the.

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One of the I would love.

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bi monthly town halls or shit like that,

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Like, what did I tell you before you let.

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Me agree, social media isn't real.

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You need to see their face.

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You need to hear them speak.

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No, actually, I'm

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So they get to meet.

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Who shows up.

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So he's on the Luzerne County Council.

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We're endorsing him. Okay.

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Yeah, I told him you have to do more.

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I went at Adam.

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Yeah, like I go after my daughter.

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Just like, I'll go after you.

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Yeah, it is what it is.

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You know, I'm for the for honesty.

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Open it up.

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Because she didn't want me.

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And then, Walter Griffith.

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Okay.

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Going for county comptroller.

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We're backing him 100%.

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And Thomas go running for judge.

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So guess what.

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Guess who I'm telling people.

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The only people that cared about you.

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You vote however you want.

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So you did what? It you.

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You figure out who you want to vote for.

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Are you concerned.

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That MAGA has become or always was

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like a like a pejorative?

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Like a slur?

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No, no.

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Because it.

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They want to turn.

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Don't you afraid or make.

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Yeah.

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for your events?

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I don't know, I told Kelly that.

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I guess one more and there's a pattern.

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I guess there is.

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There has been a pattern for years.

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Because of Charlie Kirk thing.

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I don't I didn't want to say this, but

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Really? I swear to God.

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If had people threatened you?

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Oh, yeah.

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Like with violence.

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That.

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We've been watching you for a while,

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By the way, I know.

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But how often does that happen?

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It has blue moons.

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Or when I when I did the Counterprotest,

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It is scary.

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I have two choices.

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I don't want it to happen,

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but you can't stop, you know?

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What am I going to do? Quit?

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Let my let the people down.

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I mean, I get that other people can't be.

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My kids are growing my life.

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You know, my life is at the end of it.

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You know, my diabetes is bad and all that.

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I don't give a fuck. I love you.

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I don't give a fuck what.

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What I was trying to tell you before.

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Like my.

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Wife, you know.

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She said to me the other day, she goes.

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There's a lot of people.

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There's a, there's there's a group.

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That because I'm vocal, have

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Post about me.

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Yeah.

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It was very.

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And I mean the. Beginning as.

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Like when Trump won.

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That's when they really fucking ramped up.

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Because I was a big Maha guy. Yeah.

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I'm really big into RFK.

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I know the legacy and all that stuff.

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Yeah.

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What is that, man?

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Insanity?

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It's insanity.

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They hate, hate, hate and are willing

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to do anything to

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to kill.

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Goodness. Honesty I have I have a niece.

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I have.

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I had two friends stop over.

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And I looked at them and I was like,

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you're a Democrat candidate for an office.

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Yeah.

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who never went to DC. Right?

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And I'm like.

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What's strange. Bedfellows we have here.

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Yeah. And love. Yeah. I was talking to,

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I don't think it's a party thing, TJ.

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There's a part of it.

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It just so happens that

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because of the

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the people that are more on a tendency

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or, or hate a religion is on their side.

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So there's a higher percentage of them

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That's horrible.

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But again, it's the roulette wheel.

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What's the percentages?

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But yeah.

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Yes, I need to be worried. But

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if we stop doing what we do, they win.

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And then we have to ask the question.

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when our forefathers took on

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No, no, I don't think you are.

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and go where there's bullets going,

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we could still keep on talking.

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Yeah.

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It's hard.

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Yeah. It's hard. Yeah.

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Am I doing the right thing?

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I don't know, I just have faith.

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I am and that's all I have. Well.

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to put everybody in a box.

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I think deception is evil.

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The two, the two.

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Groups are the ones. Who.

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Tell you the truth and ones who don't,

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They do not love you.

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And sometimes, sometimes the truth hurts.

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But it's not coming from a place of evil.

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It's coming from a place of love.

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And I think you're one of those guys.

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than stabbed in the back.

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Like good, bad or indifferent.

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And I think you're one of those guys.

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you know, just.

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You're very critical of.

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Of things that.

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Years ago.

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Nobody. Would question.

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Yeah.

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And I think that,

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I think you're a good dude.

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You can be frustrating, which is okay.

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Yeah that's true.

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Thank you.

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Well, we're almost at three hours man.

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And I'm. And stand on the microphone.

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Get out of here.

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Good I, I'm, I'm incredibly grateful that.

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And then it just was never the right time.

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Today, was it?

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Today was the right time. Yeah.

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I'm blessed that you're in my life.

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I'm so sorry.

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Oh, no. No. It's okay.

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I used to say, man. His podcasts are long.

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Like, if you're into, like.

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If you're not, you're not.

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This one. No, we're just friends.

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Wanna do it again?

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Anytime. Okay.

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You're the best, TJ Fitzgerald.

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Where do people find you? Well.

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Like what?

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Give us all the socials.

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Please like us.

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See what we stand for.

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If you like what we stand for, follow us.

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You will get invited to all the events.

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I, I'll give you a we got a new event.

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Yeah, yeah, we're not doing that.

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Kyle Rittenhouse.

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No shit, no shit.

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All right, tell me.

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The day Kennedy was assassinated.

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What the fuck? It.

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Oh, my God, I didn't even.

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Realize it's the anniversary.

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Okay?

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Kim Clark.

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Supposedly she's coming.

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And. When where's when where's this?

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But this is what I want.

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Get him to do a podcast here.

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Who? Kyle. I'll do my best.

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I mean, even if it's like Pressler.

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If we can. Get to my no and no promises.

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Well that's it, that's that's okay.

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Good I like him classic I like Teddy.

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Did you ever see the podcast I did with.

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Everyone's a monster.

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My pupa, my democratic pupa,

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He was the venue.

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Mediate this.

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And I and I and I did not.

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Want to be a part of it.

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and a voice of fairness.

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I try, I love that, I love you, man.

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All right, till next time.

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I'm.